I am in shock as I waited many years to find the man of my dreams, and I always felt he could be trusted. Guess not.

I installed a keystroke logger on my home PC at 4:30 this morning while hubby was sleeping…now I don’t know where to look for it. Would it be in C drive? I was half asleep, I don’t even know if it totally installed…what would I look for? It’s obviously something that is a little bit hidden, otherwise what would be the point, you know, but how do I find it? I just quickly googled something on tucows at 4 AM and clicked yes, yes, yes, and then it seemed to be over/installed.

I don’t have a lot of time to go searching around for it as hubby has become very territorial about the PC, gets jumpy when I try to go on to check my emails etc.

He fell asleep on the couch two nights ago after drinking a couple of six packs, and I woke up in the bedroom at 3:30 AM from the tv blaring…I got up to turn off the tv, and saw that he had left his facebook account open on the PC in the other room. I had a little peek to see why he has been so interested in the computer every evening for the last couple of months. I didn’t want to take a chance on waking him from his drunken fuzz, so I just read everything on page five, but it went back to early March, so this has been going on for awhile.

Apparently he has some poor fool thinking she’s his soulmate, he even called her his ‘sweet sexxxy wife’ (well gee, that sounds kinda familiar). He even said something about “give the boys a big hug from daddy.” He’s her “King” and she’s his “Queen” (that’s a familiar line, too!) Love you forever!!

Wow, made my stomach churn. Apparently they even talk on the phone while I’m sleeping (she does not know he has a wife, that was clear. He had a story going about how he borrows the computer from an old man he is caring for – that helps explain why he isn’t always available, I guess.)

I managed to copy and paste some of the facebook into a word doc and emailed it to myself, so I have it if necessary, but I’m not going to confront him. He’s leaving town in a few days to go “work in Denver” with a “friend whose dad owns a construction company.”

Please don’t ever come back.

Anyway, aside from feeling like I’m in a weird sonic tunnel and living in a parallel universe, I think I’ll be ok.

But can somebody please help me know where to find out if the keystroke logger is working before he leaves.