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37, jobless, single and fucking depressed

 
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04/13/2009 03:40 PM
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This is not advice, just sayin'......


I am way over thirty-something and when I look back, I kicked it up a notch every inch of the way. Somethings I could have handled differently, and should have, but those days are gone except for the memories.

Meanwhile, back at the ranch (so-to-speak)....

Everyday I kick it up another notch; there's somethin' doin', goin', passin', livin', dyin', lovin' and crying.

You know what? I'm out there, pitching in if there is a hand needed, and doing my best to make a difference.

hf
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I don't punish myself with regret everyday but the last few days I have been torturing myself. I've been feeling tired. My mind is all over the place when i'm tired. I keep waking up at 4 am and can't get back to sleep.
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Hi, I know just what you mean! Here in the uk it's the most overtaxed,male run,over populated,cold,pissy,shitty, weather,tight fucker of a country and full of alcoholics!

BUT!!!

It's ok cause soon it's all gonna get better.

Look into taking psychedelics, they will certainly put things into perspective!

Make sure you know what your doing first...google it!

peace!


I like taking psychedelics. They are good for putting things into a new perspective. I'm thinking of visiting all the stone circles of the UK on the night of a full moon and taking shit loads of psychedlics. How's that for a hobby and interst? Maybe I could start a blog about it. Take some photos etc and write about each visit
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Sounds good!

Look at this...

and this website [link to www.mowendi.co.uk] for starters?

peace.
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04/13/2009 03:43 PM

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I know because I was that arsehole.

and you still arerolleyes
you still have to learn that when people respect your opinion, they don't necessarily have to agree with your opinion.
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Insults are wasted on me, Sir or Madam. You have some strong, feisty energy there, though I'm not sure you've found the correct focus for it yet.

People who have don't tend to be biting my fanny that much.

Sincerely, good luck to you.

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Re: 37, jobless, single and fucking depressed
I keep obsessing about all the shitty things I've done in my life


Whats up with that, thats all I do too. Every memory I have, I see something I did to be an asshole. I'm glad its not just me.


This isn't as tough to deal with as it seems, and I'm not being all holier-than-thou, I know because I was that arsehole.

Like I said earlier, but in more depth: assess what you think you "did wrong" in the past; plan a better way of dealing or coping with things/situations/life, determine to be that way and forgive yourself for your past indiscretions. Even if people think you're the same arsehole you were in the past, you will know better.


Yeah, I need to forgive myself. I can't keep punishing myself everyday. It's wearing me down. I'm a changed person now. It's time to move on

hf
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Believe me, you can't figure it out by sitting and thinking, because I tried. Talk about long suffering. Sireen is right. You have to get moving and that will help you figure it out. Don't rush into a relationship, until you're ready.
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The spark has gradually been going out of my life.

I'm searching for something but I can't find it.

I don't see a future

1dunno1


Create a future in your mind. If you build it, it will come. Basic law of attraction.


For the past few years I've been trying to think of some idea for a meaningful way to spend my life and then work towards that goal but I JUST CAN"T COME UP WITH AN IDEA

I've reached the end of the road



No you haven't
You've reached the beginning of the road
From here on out there's no where to go but up

Make a list of 100 things you want to accomplish. Then make a list of what you think is holding you back.
Those lists will be your tool to work with
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My astrological forcast says that by the end of this year I'll be rebuilding my life from the ashes. I'm going to write a list of all the things I want to achiev and tape it to the toilet door. I 've lost all my confidence and I'm stuggling to get it back. This is one of the main things holding me back

hf
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No, I don't hate you or anyone for that matter, even people who it could be argued deserve it.

I'm 40, and I've crammed more than my fair share of experience into those 40 years.

I don't wanna sound like anyone but myself.. wrong again. I won't insult your intelligence either.
 Quoting: CelticLegends

but who are you to judge over others, to appear as "more wise and older" without even knowing ANYTHING about ANYBODY here?

the person you were arguing with could very well be the old wise lady from your own neighborhood who lived through ww2, or an old priest who's been to the poorest regions around the world to help people, or, or or...

yes, you truly wanted to appear more wise and older than the other poster...like you would be somebody more worth to put more faith in. like the others are not worth a dime because they don't buy into "the law of attraction".

you got serious issues here, friend.
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04/13/2009 03:47 PM
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You have some strong, feisty energy there, though I'm not sure you've found the correct focus for it yet.

People who have don't tend to be biting my fanny that much.

Sincerely, good luck to you.

:aflowers:
 Quoting: CelticLegends

and here again you want to look wiser and smarter than the others, like you're superior to them. you're not.

simply reread my last post. i got nothing more to add. good day to you mr./mrs. "know it all".
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I keep obsessing about all the shitty things I've done in my life


Whats up with that, thats all I do too. Every memory I have, I see something I did to be an asshole. I'm glad its not just me.


This isn't as tough to deal with as it seems, and I'm not being all holier-than-thou, I know because I was that arsehole.

Like I said earlier, but in more depth: assess what you think you "did wrong" in the past; plan a better way of dealing or coping with things/situations/life, determine to be that way and forgive yourself for your past indiscretions. Even if people think you're the same arsehole you were in the past, you will know better.


Yeah, I need to forgive myself. I can't keep punishing myself everyday. It's wearing me down. I'm a changed person now. It's time to move on

hf

Believe me, you can't figure it out by sitting and thinking, because I tried. Talk about long suffering. Sireen is right. You have to get moving and that will help you figure it out. Don't rush into a relationship, until you're ready.
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yeah, i need to get out there. I just applied for a job as a spport worker for people with physical and learning disabilities. I'm also thinking of going to a meditation weekend
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Somehow I don't think you're an old lady who's been through WWII.

Many people who are older than myself have approached me for my view of difficult, personal situations they find themselves in, which is something I suspect you- whatever age you are or experience you have- are not currently in the right frame of mind to understand.

You're being everything you're accusing me of in here, just a thought.

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Are you Catholic? You could consider becoming a monk in a religious order or a hermit...many find great fulfillment this way.
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04/13/2009 03:52 PM
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Somehow I don't think you're an old lady who's been through WWII.
 Quoting: CelticLegends

can't you read? it was meant to be an example, smart ass. i did NOT say i would be and old ww2 lady.

illiteratesrolleyes

read again, slowly and with your brain TURNED ON this time. thank you.
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Many people who are older than myself have approached me for my view of difficult, personal situations they find themselves in, which is something I suspect you- whatever age you are or experience you have- are not currently in the right frame of mind to understand.

You're being everything you're accusing me of in here, just a thought.
 Quoting: CelticLegends

I can't get rid of the feeling that you think you're more worth than anyone else is? You're arrogant with a severe superiority complex.
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Are you Catholic? You could consider becoming a monk in a religious order or a hermit...many find great fulfillment this way.
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I'm not a Catholic. I've been searching for a spiritual tradition to follow. I haven't found the one that's right for me. I've started to meditate again every morning. If I could hold down a job I would save some monet and travel to India. But it seems that I am unemployable
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I can't get rid of the feeling that you think you're more worth than anyone else is? You're arrogant with a severe superiority complex.
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that's why i will pull myself out of this thread. these kind of arrogant people think they can brush down others on the net and in real life they're sore losers.
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Is anyone still alive who is old enough to have been through WWII?



Somehow I don't think you're an old lady who's been through WWII.

can't you read? it was meant to be an example, smart ass. i did NOT say i would be and old ww2 lady.

illiteratesrolleyes

read again, slowly and with your brain TURNED ON this time. thank you.
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I INVITE YOU TO CHECK OUT THREAD HERE ON GLP FROM REGISTER USER NAME: URIEL
MUST SEE OP!!!
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im 30 with a good job and still depressed...just live with it we here to survive and be witness of the tribulation.

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when does the tribulation start?
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I think it has already started.


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Cayce: “… The greater portion of Japan must go into the sea. …. then we may know it has begun …”. www.near-death.com/experiences/cayce11.html
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04/13/2009 03:59 PM
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OP,

It's good to get this off your chest. Sometimes you just want to be heard, seen and acknowledged. Being alone in your misery is not all that it is cracked up to be. But you know that or you wouldn't be writing this now.

In this thread, you have acknowledged to yourself and everybody else that you are 37, jobless, single and fucking depressed. A starting point. As for advice, all I can say is many have been in your shoes (thus the many well wishes) and for each person, the way out is the only way out for them. It's up to you to figure that out. It's not easy, but lives have value and it's worth it.

Blessings to you. rose
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IMPORTANT
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FROM GOD THE FATHER:
I INVITE YOU TO CHECK OUT THREAD HERE ON GLP FROM REGISTER USER NAME: URIEL
MUST SEE OP!!!
 Quoting: All for God`s Glory 656073


THREAD here at glp CALLED: This you must see!
FROM REGISTER USER NAME: URIEL
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That is what we are seeing in the US. Almost everyone who does not have a job is "unemployable." Education, training and background makes little difference.

Today's world = paradigm change

Old rules, guidelines are out the window. Those that have, or can get jobs are being "placed" by family, or tptb who want shills in place. It IS particularly tough right now, regardless of your background.

You are going to have to make your own place. You do that by finding where your interests are.

hf

Look at all the interest your thread as generated. Your situation is a hot topic because around everywhere is the same feeling you have.


Are you Catholic? You could consider becoming a monk in a religious order or a hermit...many find great fulfillment this way.


I'm not a Catholic. I've been searching for a spiritual tradition to follow. I haven't found the one that's right for me. I've started to meditate again every morning. If I could hold down a job I would save some monet and travel to India. But it seems that I am unemployable
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IMPORTANT
MESSAGE FOR YOU:
FROM GOD THE FATHER:
I INVITE YOU TO CHECK OUT THREAD HERE ON GLP FROM REGISTER USER NAME: URIEL
MUST SEE OP!!!


THREAD here at glp CALLED: This you must see!
FROM REGISTER USER NAME: URIEL
 Quoting: All for God`s Glory 656073

can't find it, do you have a link?
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Whatever you do, do not kill yourself. The dark forces WANT you to do that because it is the worst thing you can do besides kill another human being.

Second, if you have a roof over your head and food in your stomach, you are already doing better than 75% of humanity.

Also, be very grateful you are alive at all. It is God's gift to all of us who are confused and ignorant about what is real and what is not real, so that we can learn our lessons and eventually graduate to the spiritual realm.

I recommend any kind of spiritual path or philosophy that appeals to you. After I started studying new age stuff like A Course in Miracles and askrealjesus.com it became impossible for me to be sad, depressed, or almost anything else negative. But I admit to being a sixth density being, so it was probably a lot easier for me than most. But it is possible for ALL of us to learn the truth that our Creator wants us to know, but you have to seek out the truth yourself, it will not be shoved down your mind.
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OP,

It's good to get this off your chest. Sometimes you just want to be heard, seen and acknowledged. Being alone in your misery is not all that it is cracked up to be. But you know that or you wouldn't be writing this now.

In this thread, you have acknowledged to yourself and everybody else that you are 37, jobless, single and fucking depressed. A starting point. As for advice, all I can say is many have been in your shoes (thus the many well wishes) and for each person, the way out is the only way out for them. It's up to you to figure that out. It's not easy, but lives have value and it's worth it.

Blessings to you. rose
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cheers!

I needed to get this all off my chest.

I can't belive so many people replied.

God Bless My GLP Family hf hf hf
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OP, good luck to you and all the best. That being said, keep looking for your purpose,and put action into it. Meaning, look up this Constatine person, go to a mediation workshop, etc. Good luck!
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Is anyone still alive who is old enough to have been through WWII?





Somehow I don't think you're an old lady who's been through WWII.

can't you read? it was meant to be an example, smart ass. i did NOT say i would be and old ww2 lady.

illiteratesrolleyes

read again, slowly and with your brain TURNED ON this time. thank you.

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Oh yeah.

[link to news.bbc.co.uk]

To my original 'friend' in here.. I'm a smartarse but I need to switch my brain on too? Make your mind up please, you're confusing this old fart. :)
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IMPORTANT
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FROM GOD THE FATHER:
I INVITE YOU TO CHECK OUT THREAD HERE ON GLP FROM REGISTER USER NAME: URIEL
MUST SEE OP!!!


THREAD here at glp CALLED: This you must see!
FROM REGISTER USER NAME: URIEL

can't find it, do you have a link?
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op just scroll down here on glp on page 1, were all the threads are, you will find it under that name: This you must see! from register user name: Uriel
i would post the Link here but i dont know how
let me know if you see it!
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IMPORTANT
MESSAGE FOR YOU:
FROM GOD THE FATHER:
I INVITE YOU TO CHECK OUT THREAD HERE ON GLP FROM REGISTER USER NAME: URIEL
MUST SEE OP!!!


THREAD here at glp CALLED: This you must see!
FROM REGISTER USER NAME: URIEL

can't find it, do you have a link?


op just scroll down here on glp on page 1, were all the threads are, you will find it under that name: This you must see! from register user name: Uriel
i would post the Link here but i dont know how
let me know if you see it!
 Quoting: All for God`s Glory 656073


user registered name: Uriel posted a youtube video message from God the Father, on that thread that i mention.
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Hi, I know just what you mean! Here in the uk it's the most overtaxed,male run,over populated,cold,pissy,shitty, weather,tight fucker of a country and full of alcoholics!

BUT!!!

It's ok cause soon it's all gonna get better.

Look into taking psychedelics, they will certainly put things into perspective!

Make sure you know what your doing first...google it!

peace!


I like taking psychedelics. They are good for putting things into a new perspective. I'm thinking of visiting all the stone circles of the UK on the night of a full moon and taking shit loads of psychedlics. How's that for a hobby and interst? Maybe I could start a blog about it. Take some photos etc and write about each visit
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 656125

They cant be that good for putting things in perspective. You are using them and you still feel like shit. Im not anti drug by a long shot...but at certain times each person cant handle them, trippin wont help you if your depressed. Do you have enough money to eat? pay rent? and buy drugs, i assume. stop the drugs for a few weeks. Every morning get up and run until your about to pass out, not uncomfortable, i mean literally fall down...then walk home. Drink water, take a little nap, get up and go out and drink some beers and talk to strangers..about anything. You feel your life sucks (and it might) but the world doesnt revolve around you. Who ever said you had the right to be happy and feel good all the time? Life is pain. Every other animal on the planet understands this and is content to just live another day. Humans (that dont live in the third world) feel entitled to happiness. Im not talking out of my ass, im in a very similar situation. This is no time to be a single white male. My parents dont understand the job market, my dad is like if you wanted to work you could, when i was your age.......blah blah blah...yeah when you were my age the entire work force was white males with no affirmative action Im sure you could easily find a job at any time, you didnt have to compete with minorities, illegals, women, and quotas. In any case Im getting enough money to pay the bills atm and ive decided to quit feeling sorry for myself and go out and do whatever i can for fun with others. Not sitting alone in my place eating acid or whatever. Soon you wont be able to go out safely and hang out with people and drink. Enjoy it while it lasts, save the feelings your having now for when it gets REALLY bad. Its gonna.
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The spark has gradually been going out of my life.

I'm searching for something but I can't find it.

I don't see a future

1dunno1
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DMT, LSD, Mushrooms, Mescaline.
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IMPORTANT
MESSAGE FOR YOU:
FROM GOD THE FATHER:
I INVITE YOU TO CHECK OUT THREAD HERE ON GLP FROM REGISTER USER NAME: URIEL
MUST SEE OP!!!


THREAD here at glp CALLED: This you must see!
FROM REGISTER USER NAME: URIEL

can't find it, do you have a link?


op just scroll down here on glp on page 1, were all the threads are, you will find it under that name: This you must see! from register user name: Uriel
i would post the Link here but i dont know how
let me know if you see it!
 Quoting: All for God`s Glory 656073


okay, got it, watching now

hf

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