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How do you fix a broken soul? PLEASE READ

 
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12/17/2012 03:42 AM
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Salvia..? really? That shit is NOT meant to be smoked, I tried it for the 1st time ever last summer it was 25x I think, took 2 small hits and went and sat down with my buddies. About 5 seconds later my world flipped upside down and I started laughing yet almost crying at the same time and my mind wasn't sure what was going on, I started to sweat and felt like my clothes were stabbing me so I started to strip..I went and laid down for about 30 mins and all I could think about was that I had fucked myself for life, my mind was so fucking messed up I thought that I would never be the same again and suicide was the only answer. My buddy tried it a week later for the 1st time and had a very similar experience.

Salvia is bad don't smoke it. Period.
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12/17/2012 03:46 AM
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When we make our way up from the bottom.

The reintegration is more solid.

When we accept feeling shitty, embrace the natural response, don't resist let it play out.

:) you're not alone buddy, it's overwhelming, and somehow works out.

Love is primary, the crap piggy backs, plus, were all one big cosmic adventure family, all of us.

I've gone "over there" quite a bit ;) good, bad, and always overwhelming, lol.

From some of the kindest, most loving beings I've met, they've told me multiple times: don't worry, all is in order, the good always outweighs the bad, we have only dipped our toes in, the next stage is another beginning, just like the stage after that :)

Peace man, it will only get better ;)
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12/17/2012 03:54 AM
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I could go on for days about what I've seen. But I'll try to make it as short as possible.

The girl I loved so much broke everything off in early March. I haven't been doing so well since, going through crazy depression and all. Suicide has run through my mind plenty times, but honestly I don't have the balls to pull it off, I love my family and don't want to hurt them, and the thought of everything just being "over" scares me.

Anyway, I figured since I'm so fucked up, why not try some drugs? Tried marijuana for the first time. It was alright. I decided to try some salvia again, though this time I went through the most profound, deep, spiritual experience I ever been through. Now I've smoked salvia in the past, and it's always been fun, though I've always longed to get some meaning out of life by smoking it. I was smoking 15x for some time, and never got really far so my friends and I decided to bump the dosage up to 20x. The increase in intensity was noticed instantly. Every time I smoked it I saw more and more, and I knew that eventually I was going to get somewhere.

The last hit I took transported me through what I would call "the maze of life". I finally reached the end of this maze, and what I found at the end was terrifying. At the end of this maze I found my soul, and in finding this I realized how the world we live in is so fake. It is JUST A GAME. There IS life after death. There are things that our mind/bodies CANNOT comprehend.

When this happened I was given an ultimatum: You must go, or you must stay, Kiko. My heart was pounding; it was dying on me. Somehow I knew that if I chose to go, my heart would have stopped and I would no longer be "here". My life flashed before my eyes, and I was forever changed. I felt like life was irrelevant. However I somehow chose to stay, I guess the fear got to me. Not knowing exactly what's on the other side. I am so afraid of there not being a "me" anymore.

REAL TRUTH is the scariest thing you'll ever experience. Hands down.

I tried to cope with it. There's a reason for everything. Life is something we're supposed to experience. Play the game. I tried to tell myself, logically, there was no reason to go now if I'm going to end up there eventually. It makes sense to me. However after this experience my mind/body/soul are struggling to stay here. My heart hurts all the time, kinda like when I was going through that experience. I feel this pressure in my chest, I feel like my heart has lost the will to go on. My body has this weird pulsating sensation, sort of like a numbness combined with an electrical current. I always feel like I'm "going". I can't focus, I can't eat well. The sight of food makes me sick. If I eat, I puke - straight up bile.

It got really bad last night so I checked myself into a local hospital. They ran all sorts of blood and urine tests. EKG came up just fine. I told the doctors about my experience, and they gave me a list of psychologists to make appointments with. I'm considering hypnotherapy.

In conclusion, I feel like my freakin soul is BROKEN. I feel like doctors will never find anything wrong with me, so I am scared to death about not being able to find a cure. Who best to ask then? You guys? Anyone ever been through something similar? Anyone have any words to make sense of things?

There's so much I have to say, but that's the gist(sp?) of it. Please don't tell me to kill myself guys. I wouldn't wish the same upon you. I know I might have in the past. I'm sorry. It may sound like bullshit, but I've learned to love myself and others. We are all one. You are my brothers and sisters. But I cannot shake this feeling of dying all the time.

Thank you.
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Oh shit, this guy's got all the warning signs. Somebody needs to van this shithead before he decides to go shoot up a school or mall or something.
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12/17/2012 04:03 AM
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Good for you in your decision to keep up your work here in the grid. Not an easy choice, you did not do this from fear of death no matter what you say. You chose to stay because you had more work to do.

Now do it. We are much more organic than we like to admit. You messed with your mind and discovered your soul. It ain't broken. It needs sun and water. It needs a regular schedule. It needs a bed time. It needs consistency. Regular income. Some cardio, some weight lifting. Eat right, takes vitamins.

Now go, get started. Inch worm.
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12/17/2012 04:13 AM

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Dont be afraid, your having anxiety attacks. They can get so bad yes you think you are dying, you cant breathe you hyperventilate. Go to the Doctor and he will give you medication, you may only have to take it a short while maybe longer but you will be able to live your life without fear of dying
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12/18/2012 02:00 AM

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Do souls really break? I think they split at times when they get really big and make little souls and then they grow and split all over again. :)
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12/18/2012 02:14 AM
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do the video on the following thread. it literally has the algorithms to fix a broken soul among other things. Works on physical, mental, emotional ailments.

Thread: You have to try this healing technique " Watch this video" it's like going to a hypnotherapist. Quantum K healing!!!!

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