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I don't know what to do anymore!!!! I feel like i'm going crazy with all these ascension symptoms!!!!! Please I need advice!!!

 
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I don't know what to do anymore!!!! I feel like i'm going crazy with all these ascension symptoms!!!!! Please I need advice!!!
hi all....

it's been a rough one for me the past few weeks. the past two weeks i have completely broken down at work twice and burst into tears (i'm a waiter). i feel like i'm going crazy. i had to quit my job not only to save face but also to prevent myself from going crazy. i feel like i am DONE with 3D. finsihed, over with, done...the thought of doing any kind of labor makes me want to puke. i'm also in the process of changing my diet up to hopefully become vegan. i've cut way back on meat and dairy and have been eating a lot of veggies and tofu.

on top of all that i am scared sh*tless and i have no idea what i'm going to do for money. i don't have june rent and the electric is due for cut off tomorrow. it's difficult for me to even muster the words so i can describe to you what it is that i'm feeling. part of me doesn't even care what's going on. i feel like everything is as it should be, but that saying won't help me when i call the electric company and ask for an extension.

what is everyone else feeling here? please...i'm at the library so i have about an hour to respond and interact with all of you. i'm dying for input here!

i hope this post finds you and yours doing well!

dantheman
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I feel the EXACT same way! I just graduated from college and am trying to look for jobs but I just feel like I'm done with this fucking bullshit world. I feel sick when I think of getting a stupid job, earning worthless paper, and doing shit that doesnt even matter.

I don't have hardly any friends anymore because I find everyone around me to be incredibly boring and fully entrenched in this materialistic society.

I feel like I'm losing my mind and my ability to cope with reality lately. Everything is falling away and everything that is asked of us seems so trivial and pointless.

Are we in a prison? Are we going to be liberated soon? I don't know.

All I can tell you is hang in there. There are a lot of people feeling this way.
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People! lets focus in WHAT YOU CARE ABOUT! What matters to you?? How about your family. Lets start with that. Do you have people depending on you? THEY become your cause.

Tell us what you are passionate about!
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Re: I don't know what to do anymore!!!! I feel like i'm going crazy with all these ascension symptoms!!!!! Please I need advice!!!
I feel the EXACT same way! I just graduated from college and am trying to look for jobs but I just feel like I'm done with this fucking bullshit world. I feel sick when I think of getting a stupid job, earning worthless paper, and doing shit that doesnt even matter.

I don't have hardly any friends anymore because I find everyone around me to be incredibly boring and fully entrenched in this materialistic society.

I feel like I'm losing my mind and my ability to cope with reality lately. Everything is falling away and everything that is asked of us seems so trivial and pointless.

Are we in a prison? Are we going to be liberated soon? I don't know.

All I can tell you is hang in there. There are a lot of people feeling this way.
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Same feelings here, however what keeps me going.. is the people I work with. If I didn't have that, I would not be at my current place of employment. I also find materialistic matters boring as well, painful at times.
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the shattering of the illusion has begun. face the truth without fear.
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Re: I don't know what to do anymore!!!! I feel like i'm going crazy with all these ascension symptoms!!!!! Please I need advice!!!
I feel the EXACT same way! I just graduated from college and am trying to look for jobs but I just feel like I'm done with this fucking bullshit world. I feel sick when I think of getting a stupid job, earning worthless paper, and doing shit that doesnt even matter.

I don't have hardly any friends anymore because I find everyone around me to be incredibly boring and fully entrenched in this materialistic society.

I feel like I'm losing my mind and my ability to cope with reality lately. Everything is falling away and everything that is asked of us seems so trivial and pointless.

Are we in a prison? Are we going to be liberated soon? I don't know.

All I can tell you is hang in there. There are a lot of people feeling this way.
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Amen brother.

And the men from the prison
they ask unto me:
'How good, how good,
Does it feel to be free?'
And I answer them,
Most mysteriously,
'are birds free from the chains
of the skyyyyy- way?'
bob dylan

we'll be free one day. Anyone with a non robotic conscious knows this day draws near. Don't fear, you have been given a body to witness these extraordinary times, protect it and those you love while you can and enjoy the view.
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I just bought a new Gun..
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smoke some good bud and relax
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Something I'd recommend to people feeling this way is proper diet and exercise. This is the #1 thing you can do for yourself. You will feel more calm and able to handle difficult situations.

Meditation is also good. Try to focus on NOTHING. Close your eyes and see blackness and if a thought pops into your head, imagine a chalkboard and erase it immediately.

Jogging/running is one of the best things you can do because when you are using all your energy on the physical, there is no room for damaging thoughts to come in and it is the closest thing you can get to a meditative state.
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hi all....

it's been a rough one for me the past few weeks. the past two weeks i have completely broken down at work twice and burst into tears (i'm a waiter). i feel like i'm going crazy. i had to quit my job not only to save face but also to prevent myself from going crazy. i feel like i am DONE with 3D. finsihed, over with, done...the thought of doing any kind of labor makes me want to puke. i'm also in the process of changing my diet up to hopefully become vegan. i've cut way back on meat and dairy and have been eating a lot of veggies and tofu.

on top of all that i am scared sh*tless and i have no idea what i'm going to do for money. i don't have june rent and the electric is due for cut off tomorrow. it's difficult for me to even muster the words so i can describe to you what it is that i'm feeling. part of me doesn't even care what's going on. i feel like everything is as it should be, but that saying won't help me when i call the electric company and ask for an extension.

what is everyone else feeling here? please...i'm at the library so i have about an hour to respond and interact with all of you. i'm dying for input here!

i hope this post finds you and yours doing well!

dantheman
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You quit your job, and now you are worried about money. I was laid off my job, and having difficulties finding a new one. Its hard for me to symphathize with your poor choice. You are now just receiving the consequences of. You should've considered your financial situation before leaving your work. Instead of explaining things to the electric company, explain to yourself are you really ascending if your choices in life cause you hardship and negativity?
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Be calm cool and collected. Everything happens for a reason. It is all good. These changes are happening to more and more, you are on the initial waves, you will be able to help others later when they go thru it. Be at peace, don't panic. Ride the wave, better yet, go to the sea, the mountains, the quitest place and camp for a while. Watch the sky. Write it all down. You are a messenger. peace
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Hey Dan,

Spread the word that you are available for house sitting this summer.

Vacation season is upon us. This could buy you some time to line up something else.

ED
"Arrows of hate have been shot at me too, but they never hit me, because somehow they belonged to another world, with which I have no connection whatsoever." - Albert Einstein
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smoke some good bud and relax
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I've been recovering from the effects of marijuana for some time now. I used to literally be high 75% of my waking life and I just recently "quit". I think weed is a great thing, but should be used sparingly, maybe once or twice a week to avoid paranoia and delusional thinking.
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Re: I don't know what to do anymore!!!! I feel like i'm going crazy with all these ascension symptoms!!!!! Please I need advice!!!
eveyone thank you so much for your support. i knew i wasn't alone but i needed a confirmation of that fact.

with regard to what i want and what i'm passionate about, i understand that this is what this point in time is supposed to be about. it just so happens that what i'm passionate about doesn't pay the bills. i love tennis, cooking, music (back in music school in the fall), etc. i have no family except my mom and dad. i'm 30 yo. no significant other...

the only thing i can think of is maybe personal cheffing? this is something i've tried in the past but couldn't make it fly.

i was thinking earlier that if i had tons and tons of money i'd start a vegan colony out in the country. i would literally build a town with a bakery and a deli, etc. i'm a super easy going person. i just wanna be left alone! on top of it all i really don't like where i live (louisville, ky)

i need more thoughts!!!

dantheman
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It's not just me? The past three weeks have been horrible. It's like I've lost my mind. Thank you for reminding me about ascension symptoms.

But what are we supposed to do in the meantime? Smoking little weed really does not do it. Drinking has become out of the question.

What does the OP do? Wait for the universe to catch him? Head for the woods? Yikes.
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Re: I don't know what to do anymore!!!! I feel like i'm going crazy with all these ascension symptoms!!!!! Please I need advice!!!
eveyone thank you so much for your support. i knew i wasn't alone but i needed a confirmation of that fact.

with regard to what i want and what i'm passionate about, i understand that this is what this point in time is supposed to be about. it just so happens that what i'm passionate about doesn't pay the bills. i love tennis, cooking, music (back in music school in the fall), etc. i have no family except my mom and dad. i'm 30 yo. no significant other...

the only thing i can think of is maybe personal cheffing? this is something i've tried in the past but couldn't make it fly.

i was thinking earlier that if i had tons and tons of money i'd start a vegan colony out in the country. i would literally build a town with a bakery and a deli, etc. i'm a super easy going person. i just wanna be left alone! on top of it all i really don't like where i live (louisville, ky)

i need more thoughts!!!

dantheman
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If you start a colony, I will be the first to join you. I'm in WV/DC area so it wouldn't be that much of a trek.
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ascension, you will get over it, like with any BS it tends to kill itself with time.
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Re: I don't know what to do anymore!!!! I feel like i'm going crazy with all these ascension symptoms!!!!! Please I need advice!!!
eveyone thank you so much for your support. i knew i wasn't alone but i needed a confirmation of that fact.

with regard to what i want and what i'm passionate about, i understand that this is what this point in time is supposed to be about. it just so happens that what i'm passionate about doesn't pay the bills. i love tennis, cooking, music (back in music school in the fall), etc. i have no family except my mom and dad. i'm 30 yo. no significant other...

the only thing i can think of is maybe personal cheffing? this is something i've tried in the past but couldn't make it fly.

i was thinking earlier that if i had tons and tons of money i'd start a vegan colony out in the country. i would literally build a town with a bakery and a deli, etc. i'm a super easy going person. i just wanna be left alone! on top of it all i really don't like where i live (louisville, ky)

i need more thoughts!!!

dantheman
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If you can, go back to your parents for a while, retreat for the moment, take a break of the beating on you from your surroundings, heal your mental wounds and then you are ready to go back.
If you have not made peace with the self, if you do not live in peace self-sustainably in your being, then what do you have to offer to another? How then can peace come to be for the world, if you are not willing to seek it within? -Eliakim
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with regard to quitting my job...

i must not have made the severity of the issue perfectly clear.

let me elaborate...

i retreated to the bathroom one day during my shift and began hyperventilating and sobbing uncontrollably. i feel as though it was literally the fear of staying in that situation that made me break down. as far as that job goes, it was barely paying my bills anyway. i'm not missing anything except crying spells and misery.

i didn't make the decision to quit my job, my body and my subconscious did it for me. it simply wasn't up to me this time.

make more sense now?

dantheman
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Same here op! I feel like shouting from the rooftop "STOP THE WORLD, I WANT OFF!" but, then my kids look at me and roll their eyes, and say, "so, what's for dinner?"
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Congrats bud you have just taught yourself the important life lession...

NEVER QUIT A JOB UNLESS YOU HAVE ANOTHER JOB.
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lol...you haters crack me up!

it takes all kinds i guess...

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I feel the EXACT same way! I just graduated from college and am trying to look for jobs but I just feel like I'm done with this fucking bullshit world. I feel sick when I think of getting a stupid job, earning worthless paper, and doing shit that doesnt even matter.

I don't have hardly any friends anymore because I find everyone around me to be incredibly boring and fully entrenched in this materialistic society.

I feel like I'm losing my mind and my ability to cope with reality lately. Everything is falling away and everything that is asked of us seems so trivial and pointless.

Are we in a prison? Are we going to be liberated soon? I don't know.

All I can tell you is hang in there. There are a lot of people feeling this way.
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Well all i can tell you is SUCK IT UP, no one is coming to "save us".

You have the chance to have a standard of living higher than anyone else in history and your "sick of it all"?

Get real, i wish i could send your ass back to 1350's or the 1600's and then see how "sick of it all" you really can be.
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don't worry, be happy and check here

[link to www.handclow2012.com]

[link to www.emergingearthangels.com]

[link to starchildglobal.com]

[link to eraofpeace.org]

hang in there kiddo, we will all make it.
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Re: I don't know what to do anymore!!!! I feel like i'm going crazy with all these ascension symptoms!!!!! Please I need advice!!!
eveyone thank you so much for your support. i knew i wasn't alone but i needed a confirmation of that fact.

with regard to what i want and what i'm passionate about, i understand that this is what this point in time is supposed to be about. it just so happens that what i'm passionate about doesn't pay the bills. i love tennis, cooking, music (back in music school in the fall), etc. i have no family except my mom and dad. i'm 30 yo. no significant other...

the only thing i can think of is maybe personal cheffing? this is something i've tried in the past but couldn't make it fly.

i was thinking earlier that if i had tons and tons of money i'd start a vegan colony out in the country. i would literally build a town with a bakery and a deli, etc. i'm a super easy going person. i just wanna be left alone! on top of it all i really don't like where i live (louisville, ky)

i need more thoughts!!!

dantheman
 Quoting: dantheman 337266

Dont do the joy dance yet, there are a lot of crazy fuckers here. Everyone here wants doom to come...because its easier then planning for real life. Maybe your having a chemical imbalance, becoming a vegan isnt something you can just read a few posts about and hop into , you could be missing vital nutrients that are making you emotional. You may not be ascending, but perhaps descending into depression/psycosis. Even if we are all ascending....dont be too quick to wish for it and discount the probability you are changing and not the rest of the world. Yes it sucks, life is hard now, its going to get a lot harder. Sure a big meteor crashing on our heads killing us all instantly and sending us to some other plane of existance painlessly sounds appealing compared to slowly starving to death while fighting our own government just to survive.....but sometimes reality just sucks. That doesnt make it any less real.
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smoke some good bud and relax



I've been recovering from the effects of marijuana for some time now. I used to literally be high 75% of my waking life and I just recently "quit". I think weed is a great thing, but should be used sparingly, maybe once or twice a week to avoid paranoia and delusional thinking.
 Quoting: 2012


Has someone who falls into the "literally be high 75% of my waking life" category, give me some examples of "delusional thinking."
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you're damn right i'm sick of it all. the jackasses in the middle ages didn't know any differently just like the jackasses now don't, but i (we) do!!!

waking up in absolute misery every morning but going out in the garage and getting in the $100,000 mercedes just doesn't do it for me. not that i live like this i'm just using that as an example. it doesn't have anything to do with standard of living you idiot. it has to do with how i feel everyday when i walk around this godforsaken planet. this isn't how life is supposed to be...i'm sorry. just the way that i feel.

why am i surprised that i'm getting responses like this? i shouldn't be.

dantheman
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If you have family perhaps you could move in with them for a while. Take time to think things through and sort things out. Learn to just take deep breaths from time to time and consciously relax every muscle in your system.

Try to find work that doesn't require a lot of interaction with others who are shallow and materialistic. Maybe you could drive a truck for a while. Or become a mailman so you have time to yourself and aren't always surrounded by clamorous, gabby people.

Eat plenty of fresh fruits, not just vegetables. Fruits are the most natural food for people and will give you an energy lift as well as solid nourishment. Relax. Spend time with nature. Trust in the goodness of life just as all the wild creatures in nature do. They don't fret about tomorrow but the Creator provides all their needs.
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Well all i can tell you is SUCK IT UP, no one is coming to "save us".

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For people who aren't born again Christians....no, no one is going to save you because you don't believe in the One who can.

As far as ascension goes, the rapture will happen, perhaps as soon as this weekend (pentecost), but nobody will go who hasn't given their lives in faith to Jesus Christ.

I have had a knot in my stomach for the past three weeks or so...but it's not because I'm afraid for me. I know I will go up. I'm feeling a burden because I know the tribulation is going to be *horrible* for those who are left behind.

start reading here if you want to know more.

[link to www.raptureready.com]
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If you have family perhaps you could move in with them for a while. Take time to think things through and sort things out. Learn to just take deep breaths from time to time and consciously relax every muscle in your system.

Try to find work that doesn't require a lot of interaction with others who are shallow and materialistic. Maybe you could drive a truck for a while. Or become a mailman so you have time to yourself and aren't always surrounded by clamorous, gabby people.

Eat plenty of fresh fruits, not just vegetables. Fruits are the most natural food for people and will give you an energy lift as well as solid nourishment. Relax. Spend time with nature. Trust in the goodness of life just as all the wild creatures in nature do. They don't fret about tomorrow but the Creator provides all their needs.
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very good point!! my parents offered to let me live with them when i get back in school.

dantheman

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