I think my life has been about seeing the conspiracy - to get me to a point where I understand something about it. If I hadn't seen that UFO, gotten a degree in physics, went to seminary, worked on antigravity research, listened to Alex Jones, got on this site, read certain books, been harrassed by the NWO, did certain internet research, etc. It takes a long, long, long, long time to know anything. A snippet here and a clue there and when you acumulate a vast amount then you start to see what has really happened although it becomes almost impossible to communicate it because it sounds so absurd.