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I think my friends are demons... or something
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Anonymous Coward
User ID: 527395
7/4/2009 12:51 AM
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So here is the jist of it. I went with a bunch of my friends to a music fest and tripped on acid. Well it was everything my friends said it would be and more. Bright colors, auras, sense of oneness. etc etc. It felt very spiritually enlightening. I fear I may have opened myself up to something profoundly evil. I kept having this overwhelming feeling that there was something off about my friends. I saw some of the morph into something not quite human briefly. I ignored it and blamed it on the LSD. Now I'm not a born again christian. But I do believe and have faith in Christ. I don't however have faith in any church. That night when I was finally alone with my thoughts I was closing my eyes and enjoying the closed eyed visuals of fractals. Then out of the center of it I saw Jesus. He came to me on the cross and didn't say a word. I just don't even know how to interpret that.
Now it's been over month and I feel like I'm losing my mind. I feel like my friends are constantly trying to tempt me. I feel so confused and lost and it seems like they keep pushing me towards more confusion. As strange as it may seem I even swear they keep making references to my predicament as if they know exactly what is happening to me and rejoicing in it. Ever since we've tripped I now feel connected with these people... too the point where on multiple occasions I have thought something and kept it to myself and one of the members of this circle of friends will repeat out loud what I was thinking. One of the other reasons I feel like I'm losing my mind is I keep seeing patterns and connections in everything I see. To the point where there are details where if it's coincidence it's one hell of a coincidence. For example earlier today a friend of mine... not from this particular group of people ask me to hang out and trip with her tomorrow. Now later on this evening I was looking up if anyone had any similar experiences with lsd and demons. Well I found a comment on a random post I was reading that said "Don't trip with Jasmine tomorrow she doesn't know a thing about life." There was no previous reference to a Jasmine in the post and it didn't belong there. My friends name is Jasmine. WTF... |
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hardboiledheretic
User ID: 716940
7/4/2009 12:56 AM
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OP, the most important thing to remember is that only YOU are in control of yourself.
No drugs, no friends, just you. Sure it's fun to party, that's cool until it starts to fuck with your head.
Only YOU control your mind.
Your mind is not YOU.
Stay away from the acid (even if it means your friends) for a while and clear your head.
h |
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Anonymous Coward
User ID: 226702
7/4/2009 12:57 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
Okay, my friend. First off.. now that you have experienced what that drug has to show you it is time for you to let it go and clear yourself so that you may be strong against whatever darkness may try to connect with you.
I saw humans change into crouching demon forms when I tried that long ago. I feel that there was a great deal of validity to it since not everyone changed to that form and - this is important - the person who was with me saw the same thing. I remember him taking ahold of my arm and quietly saying that we should leave. We discussed it a little afterward but it was so freaky we just dropped talking about it later.
I have not done anything like that for a long time and feel very strongly that it is far better to be clear and clean of drugs so that your mind and will are strong. |
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Anonymous Coward
User ID: 717667
7/4/2009 1:18 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
Ever read "The Doors of Perception"? Huxley. Don't mess with something you are not equipped to manage. Agreed as the others said, clear your head and leave it alone. |
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mfgl
User ID: 616779
7/4/2009 1:22 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
Im assuming your friends are much more experienced at this then you are? the average persons thought processes arent that complex. they are just fucking with you. |
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Lizard Of Id
User ID: 575952
7/4/2009 1:25 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
Some people should never take LSD.
And the ones who can should be at least smart enough to figure it out and not fuck with people who can't take it.
Especially when they trippin' balls. |
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telling it straight
User ID: 642221
7/4/2009 1:28 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
If you believe in Jesus as you say, you are under His protection as a child of his. The devil and those who serve him can only scare and intimidate you. Ask God to banish every dark spiritual thing around you... and He will! |
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Anonymous Coward
User ID: 533031
7/4/2009 1:34 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
You took a hallucinogenic drug and were freaked out by what you perceived. LSD causes synaptic misfiring of the perceptions. Your ears will hear something but your brain will register it as a visual input instead, or a smell or a physical sensation. The area you were in affects what you saw stupid.
1 - you have a weak enough mind to be talked into taking LSD.
2 - having a personality susceptible to influence by others, you believe you saw things that are "demonic".
3 - you then post on the internet asking peopl eyou don't know for advise.
You are a fucking idiot. |
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I Choose Both...
User ID: 489251
7/4/2009 1:38 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
I say all the people telling you to stop and calling you an idiot are just afraid that you're finding out the truth.
“I don't mean to sound bitter, cold, or cruel, but I am, so that's how it comes out.”
-BH |
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hardboiledheretic
User ID: 716940
7/4/2009 1:43 AM
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OP hasn't come back.
Meh |
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*snort*
User ID: 73749
7/4/2009 1:43 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
A born again sheep taking acid worrying about demons?!
You just made my day :-D |
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Anonymous Coward
User ID: 550730
7/4/2009 1:47 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
OP, I have had the same experience on pot and drug-free. I'll explain if you want to hear what I figured out. |
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Anonymous Coward
User ID: 697097
7/4/2009 1:59 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
OP, I have had the same experience on pot and drug-free. I'll explain if you want to hear what I figured out. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 550730
I'd like to hear more. I've experienced similar, most recently the "too odd to be coincidental" stuff. |
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I Choose Both...
User ID: 489251
7/4/2009 2:01 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
OP, I have had the same experience on pot and drug-free. I'll explain if you want to hear what I figured out.
I'd like to hear more. I've experienced similar, most recently the "too odd to be coincidental" stuff. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 697097
No you haven't. No way more than one person could be going through any of what OP is talking about.
“I don't mean to sound bitter, cold, or cruel, but I am, so that's how it comes out.”
-BH |
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Anonymous Coward
User ID: 550730
7/4/2009 2:03 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
My conclusion:
I have always been different. I pretend to fit in with everyone but I do not fit in with anyone.
One day I discovered a secret that I will not post, but since then, anytime I think about, talk about or notice something that does not make sense, it is like an entity comes in and takes over my friends and family members to distract me.
If this sounds about right for you.... I will continue. |
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mfgl
User ID: 616779
7/4/2009 2:05 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
Ive taken Acid probably close to 60 times. I had some expierences with one group of friends that were similar to what is described here. The part that makes it all make sense is I didnt like one of the people, I considered myself "above" him. When in reality i just didnt know him very well. As the trip progressed the other 4 people who all knew each other better then I did. Were fucking with me in very subtle ways. Sure it damaged my "ego" a little bit, but it taught me a very important lesson about life and judging people. It was nothing compared to the head trip of being in a german goth club in the army speaking no german tripping balls when 6 skinheads tried to pick a fight with me because they didnt like my shirt. |
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mfgl
User ID: 616779
7/4/2009 2:06 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
My conclusion:
I have always been different. I pretend to fit in with everyone but I do not fit in with anyone.
One day I discovered a secret that I will not post, but since then, anytime I think about, talk about or notice something that does not make sense, it is like an entity comes in and takes over my friends and family members to distract me.
If this sounds about right for you.... I will continue. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 550730
this seems true in life in general. Whenever it matters the most, there will be someone there to tempt you, or instill doubt. people you know but dont expect it from. are they demons? maybe. |
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mfgl
User ID: 616779
7/4/2009 2:06 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
My conclusion:
I have always been different. I pretend to fit in with everyone but I do not fit in with anyone.
One day I discovered a secret that I will not post, but since then, anytime I think about, talk about or notice something that does not make sense, it is like an entity comes in and takes over my friends and family members to distract me.
If this sounds about right for you.... I will continue. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 550730
this seems true in life in general. Whenever it matters the most, there will be someone there to tempt you, or instill doubt. people you know but dont expect it from. are they demons? maybe. |
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Anonymous Coward
User ID: 550730
7/4/2009 2:15 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
this seems true in life in general. Whenever it matters the most, there will be someone there to tempt you, or instill doubt. people you know but dont expect it from. are they demons? maybe. Quoting: mfgl
Every single person you are in contact with is an extreme of some type of personality that YOU are. It's almost like you create your friends to represent an aspect of yourself that you know is there but don't care to be. |
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Anonymous Coward
User ID: 697097
7/4/2009 2:20 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
My conclusion:
I have always been different. I pretend to fit in with everyone but I do not fit in with anyone.
One day I discovered a secret that I will not post, but since then, anytime I think about, talk about or notice something that does not make sense, it is like an entity comes in and takes over my friends and family members to distract me.
If this sounds about right for you.... I will continue. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 550730
Aye, that's about right. |
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Anonymous Coward
User ID: 697097
7/4/2009 2:25 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
this seems true in life in general. Whenever it matters the most, there will be someone there to tempt you, or instill doubt. people you know but dont expect it from. are they demons? maybe.
Every single person you are in contact with is an extreme of some type of personality that YOU are. It's almost like you create your friends to represent an aspect of yourself that you know is there but don't care to be. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 550730
I'm familiar with this concept, what i'm not familiar with is the far reaching implications of this scenario and or the origins or perhaps destination of either branch of action this scenario would imply.
Is it to learn integration? Is it energetic implosion and then inversion? Is it literally some hellish fabricated reality?
If that were the case wouldn't that mean we were truly and eternally alone? Every person's view we hear is not impassioned and real, merely a projected facet of ourselves?
........haha.............. |
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Anonymous Coward
User ID: 550730
7/4/2009 2:28 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
My conclusion:
I have always been different. I pretend to fit in with everyone but I do not fit in with anyone.
One day I discovered a secret that I will not post, but since then, anytime I think about, talk about or notice something that does not make sense, it is like an entity comes in and takes over my friends and family members to distract me.
If this sounds about right for you.... I will continue.
Aye, that's about right. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 697097
There are two things that battle within you. One is the energy you are made of, the one that makes your body live.
The other is your brain. Your brain uses 10% (or so they say) but that is not right. You are only allowed to NOTICE that 10%. The other part of your brain (subconscious) is always in interaction with other brains within your field (the people you hang out with).
When you figure something out, or are about to advance spiritually (drugs give you altered perspectives) then your brain contacts the other brains and says "stop this one from advancing". That is why you will get a phone call or a text message when you are in deep thought. That is why a car drives by loudly right outside your house to distract you. That is why someone you know will come into the room you are quietly thinking in, and "distract" you. |
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Anonymous Coward
User ID: 717441
7/4/2009 2:30 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
this seems true in life in general. Whenever it matters the most, there will be someone there to tempt you, or instill doubt. people you know but dont expect it from. are they demons? maybe.
Every single person you are in contact with is an extreme of some type of personality that YOU are. It's almost like you create your friends to represent an aspect of yourself that you know is there but don't care to be. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 550730
stop that. |
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Anonymous Coward
User ID: 550730
7/4/2009 2:32 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
I'm familiar with this concept, what i'm not familiar with is the far reaching implications of this scenario and or the origins or perhaps destination of either branch of action this scenario would imply.
Is it to learn integration? Is it energetic implosion and then inversion? Is it literally some hellish fabricated reality?
If that were the case wouldn't that mean we were truly and eternally alone? Every person's view we hear is not impassioned and real, merely a projected facet of ourselves?
........haha.............. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 697097
It means that this reality is "Real" but not what is "Really" meant for us. Try to break free and you will be showered with gifts to make you forget. Refuse the gifts and you will be forced to fear self-evolution. |
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Anonymous Coward
User ID: 550730
7/4/2009 2:34 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
this seems true in life in general. Whenever it matters the most, there will be someone there to tempt you, or instill doubt. people you know but dont expect it from. are they demons? maybe.
Every single person you are in contact with is an extreme of some type of personality that YOU are. It's almost like you create your friends to represent an aspect of yourself that you know is there but don't care to be.
stop that. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 717441
And when you do something, you sign on here and someone posts about it. Not directly to you.... not directly about the same situation.... but you notice reptillians and someone posts about them. You think about the president, and someone has a posting about him. You think about the airplane you saw with chemtrails.... and wouldn't you know it?
The main topic on GLP tonight?..... Chemtrails.... |
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Anonymous Coward
User ID: 697097
7/4/2009 2:36 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
So the fear is internal?
What about all the supposedly tangible sources of information indicating and outside source of judgement, in the case of god, or tyranny and oppression in the case of secret societies and/or aliens?
Is that even tangible? Is that the illusion that the duality is literally a case of internal vs external? |
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Anonymous Coward
User ID: 717441
7/4/2009 2:36 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
this seems true in life in general. Whenever it matters the most, there will be someone there to tempt you, or instill doubt. people you know but dont expect it from. are they demons? maybe.
Every single person you are in contact with is an extreme of some type of personality that YOU are. It's almost like you create your friends to represent an aspect of yourself that you know is there but don't care to be.
stop that.
And when you do something, you sign on here and someone posts about it. Not directly to you.... not directly about the same situation.... but you notice reptillians and someone posts about them. You think about the president, and someone has a posting about him. You think about the airplane you saw with chemtrails.... and wouldn't you know it?
The main topic on GLP tonight?..... Chemtrails.... Quoting: Anonymous Coward 550730
na... you should of stopped at "Every single person you are in contact with is an extreme of some type of personality that YOU are. It's almost like you create your friends to represent an aspect of yourself that you know is there but don't care to be.".. that was profound.  |
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Anonymous Coward
User ID: 550730
7/4/2009 2:42 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
So the fear is internal?
What about all the supposedly tangible sources of information indicating and outside source of judgement, in the case of god, or tyranny and oppression in the case of secret societies and/or aliens?
Is that even tangible? Is that the illusion that the duality is literally a case of internal vs external? Quoting: Anonymous Coward 697097
Those are representations of advancing yourself.... what do aliens represent? Advanced... All powerful...
What does God represent? Advanced... All powerful...
What do secret societies represent? Advanced... All powerful...
You create these barriers for yourself. Things to focus on in this "Reality" to advance on.
You need to look inward. Advance your ENERGY. NOT your mind. Ask YOURSELF questions... not God. If God is within you, then asking yourself IS asking God... Therefore, you already know the answer. |
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Anonymous Coward
User ID: 697097
7/4/2009 2:54 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
So the fear is internal?
What about all the supposedly tangible sources of information indicating and outside source of judgement, in the case of god, or tyranny and oppression in the case of secret societies and/or aliens?
Is that even tangible? Is that the illusion that the duality is literally a case of internal vs external?
Those are representations of advancing yourself.... what do aliens represent? Advanced... All powerful...
What does God represent? Advanced... All powerful...
What do secret societies represent? Advanced... All powerful...
You create these barriers for yourself. Things to focus on in this "Reality" to advance on.
You need to look inward. Advance your ENERGY. NOT your mind. Ask YOURSELF questions... not God. If God is within you, then asking yourself IS asking God... Therefore, you already know the answer. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 550730
Very cool, thank you for your input.
One last question...how does this then relate to the moment to moment interactions?
Do we enjoy one another as navigators of the same journey and goal? Are others even actually real? Can we truly share anything? What of romantic realtionships? Do they even serve a purpose of we are all to look internally?
I sound like castaneda asking don juan to do things for him. |
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Anonymous Coward
User ID: 550730
7/4/2009 3:01 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
Those are representations of advancing yourself.... what do aliens represent? Advanced... All powerful...
What does God represent? Advanced... All powerful...
What do secret societies represent? Advanced... All powerful...
You create these barriers for yourself. Things to focus on in this "Reality" to advance on.
You need to look inward. Advance your ENERGY. NOT your mind. Ask YOURSELF questions... not God. If God is within you, then asking yourself IS asking God... Therefore, you already know the answer.
Very cool, thank you for your input.
One last question...how does this then relate to the moment to moment interactions?
Do we enjoy one another as navigators of the same journey and goal? Are others even actually real? Can we truly share anything? What of romantic realtionships? Do they even serve a purpose of we are all to look internally?
I sound like castaneda asking don juan to do things for him. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 697097
Every person is a real person. All with the same struggle. Even you are guilty of stopping someone's spiritual advancement. The hardest part is realizing that this is a SELF-journey. When you move on, you will leave people behind. And the biggest problem with this is that you will have guilt in thinking about advancing by yourself. But if you move on, the rest will follow. |
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Anonymous Coward
User ID: 706997
7/4/2009 3:10 AM | | Re: I think my friends are demons... or something | Quote |
Are they immortal? PK? |
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