Ive said fuck it, ive tired to quit and fail too many times.

At this point my thoughts are i see other people all around taking various pills and shit and all i do is smoke weed.

I understand the idea that you are "missing out" on life but i dont see what im really missing out on.

Perhaps some x-smokers can give me an idea of what im missing out on, keep in mind im a unattractive person so social BS is generally out.