A little background first:

I'm a single female, early 30s, divorced, and live alone in a 103 yr old cottage. I've always suspected this property to be haunted. Now I'm convinced!

I feel so violated and gross right now. I woke up in the middle of the night..about 1:30 or so, to the feeling of being held down by someone very strong. (No, I wasn't drunk, I don't do drugs.) The entity proceeded to violate/molest me for almost 20 minutes!

I feel so nasty now! When it was over, I was in shock and ran outside in my nighgown in the freezing cold, and spent the rest of the night in my car. I don't know what to do. I'm scared to go to sleep and I have to work tomorrow. I can't afford a hotel. I'll probably sleep in my car again.

what should I do?