Alright, I didn't elaborate. Someone tell me what disorder I have:

I sometimes have a fear of checking replies to e-mails, and I definitely a fear of answering the phone. It only helps if I'm not expecting the call (like to come in for a job interview) and then I'm alright.

If I mess up in a social situation, it eats me inside for quite some time.

I can make friends, but can rarely keep them.

I've had one girlfriend my entire life. I'm 22.

I am attracted to weird people.

The idea of a big party is surreal to me.

I don't have my driver's license, because of the fear of proving my driving skills to a stranger.

I hardly say two words to people at family gatherings, not because I'm shy...but because I used to be and I don't want them thinking, "Wow. Why does he talk now and not before?"

I could go on and on.