Were You Part Of The "Mentally Gifted Minds" Program In California Scools back in the 70's?

I see loads of hostility and projection, attempts to shut down others. I see personal fears cast out to access negative energy flows to suit the needs of some. I see bitterness and bile against others in an effort to instigate sheer emotional reaction. Attempted energy harvesting at its worst, not even trying to hide it, lmao. Awesome. (NOT) What a perverted way to shut down communication. And it's not even intelligent in it's execution, just a child on a barren playground screaming STFU, I know you are, but what am I?

i dont like you either your just as bad as Observer.youre not projecting onto me out of your own vile bitterness are you?
milk the thread Bea, you know you love it.i dont care what you think either.You surely are one to talk of childishness.lol

and youre blind.not only to peoples real motives but also to your own bs.typical response from you.

I know you are, now what am I... just what I expected from you. Grow up and get over it. I see what I see, you acting like a bitter child wailing in frustration. It's not a projection, it's an observation. And sweety? It is not my business what you think of me. In fact, I take it as a badge of honor that someone so negative and hateful doesn't like me. Who'd want someone like you to like them? You add nothing to the conversation, but that's just my opinion. I'm sure someone loves you.

see you project that im negative because thats how you really are.
you project im out to get you because thats YOUR inner nature.
You project others should grow up, because really youre a child inside.
You project others whine because thats all YOU do.
You project about children wailing in frustration because thats how you are inside.

and thats right Bea, whereas youve accused me of projecting they were MY obersavtions of you and Observer- and facts too seeing as Observer happily admits she collates data for whatever reason.So its not a projection but an observation of truth.Im surte you love to tie things in knots to obfuscate(oooh look theres your favorite word Bea-obfuscate!) things even making sense.

and lastly you all think i do this for nefarious reasons.
what if your wrong.
but unfortunatly for you, ive said i wont elude to my reasons in here,that- comes from wisdom.

and cut your sweety shit out.no need to be condescending and passive aggressive with someone like me, i see straight through you.

anyone can read your other posts on this forum, no matter what name you choose for yourself..you know the ones that say one minute youre nice one minute youre a cow, one minute your mature, one minute youre a child(cetis thread i believe)dualism is an accepted point but not when you cant balance the two.It leaves a split person(sound familiar?) who switches between two polarities(both polarites are needed to be balanced) with no control whatsoever.Just my "observations".
and yup i am loved... and even though you dont understand or do but dont want to admit it, this thread should die quickly..only a few want to keep it going for selfish reasons, not for the best of all, if you stopped getting all your reseacrh from in here and looked further and got some actual experience maybe youd know different.

some people actually are the real deal you jealous cow lol

Whoa. Fascinating time for me to enter stage left. I suggest you back the fuck off. But that is probably just forethought talking.

see you project that im negative because thats how you really are. ( I see you as negative because all your posts are negative, has nothing to do with me)
you project im out to get you because thats YOUR inner nature. ( I don't think you're out to get me, I just think your inner nature is negative, has nothing to do with me )
You project others should grow up, because really youre a child inside. ( I think you need to grow up because you speak like a child and act like one, has nothing to do with me. It hurts YOU, not me, I could care less aside from the negative energy you convey which is funny sometimes, but mostly just harmful to anyone in your atmosphere. )
You project others whine because thats all YOU do. ( I don't project that, it's what you do, whine, all the time, you're never positive (on here anyway), always negative. YOU project that )
You project about children wailing in frustration because thats how you are inside. ( I don't wail in frustration here, but you do. So explain to me how I'm projecting again? I think you need a dictonary. You make no sense, lol )

and thats right Bea, whereas youve accused me of projecting they were MY obersavtions of you and Observer- and facts too seeing as Observer happily admits she collates data for whatever reason.So its not a projection but an observation of truth.Im surte you love to tie things in knots to obfuscate(oooh look theres your favorite word Bea-obfuscate!) things even making sense.

You're projecting YOUR perception. It doesn't make it true. I will be defining projection on down so you'll see the actual definition. I'm wondering why you can't speak or type clearly. I hear that's what alters do when they're upset because someone's onto them. I'm not accusing you of anything, just noting your native negativity and thinking... wow, this person doesn't have issues... they've got SUBSCRIPTIONS!

and lastly you all think i do this for nefarious reasons.
what if your wrong.
but unfortunatly for you, ive said i wont elude to my reasons in here,that- comes from wisdom.

Your negativity and ranting like a mad person says all I need to hear. I'm not interested in your "wisdom", I see NO wisdom only crazy tirades. I don't think you MEAN to be nefarious, on the contrary, I see you as someone who again, doesn't have issues, but subscriptions. If you're afraid, fine, cower in a corner like a whipped dog. It doesn't mean we all will.

and cut your sweety shit out.no need to be condescending and passive aggressive with someone like me, i see straight through you.

LMAO, not passive aggression, outright disdain and sarcasm for your whiny little shit fit. Again, for one who "claims" to be gifted, you don't have a grasp on any terminology, you're just pulling shit out of the air and acting as if you know what the fuck you're talking about. It's quite humorous to get you all wound up, actually. I'll define passive aggression later, so you'll know for future reference.

anyone can read your other posts on this forum, no matter what name you choose for yourself..you know the ones that say one minute youre nice one minute youre a cow, one minute your mature, one minute youre a child(cetis thread i believe)dualism is an accepted point but not when you cant balance the two.It leaves a split person(sound familiar?) who switches between two polarities(both polarites are needed to be balanced) with no control whatsoever.Just my "observations".

Anyone can read your rants and tell that you are mentally unstable, work your shillery on a shift to deflect others from finding any answers and lack the self control to type correctly when you're emotionally charged. I don't have to defend myself, I'm not emotionally attached to you and will never be. I do think you're hilarious. You have no clue what you're even talking about, but you run and run and run your fingers to the bone. Split? I fully admit my views contradict themselves. Why? I THINK for myself and explore all kinds of things via thought experiments. You get all riled up and attack. Again, I really don't care what you think of me, none of my business. What I think of you shouldn't be any of yours, lol.

and yup i am loved... and even though you dont understand or do but dont want to admit it, this thread should die quickly..only a few want to keep it going for selfish reasons, not for the best of all, if you stopped getting all your reseacrh from in here and looked further and got some actual experience maybe youd know different.

Good for you! And bless your heart! I understand myself and I see you have the "for your own good" mentality that shuts down discussion and kills bright minds. Maybe that's what happened to you. I'm fully aware of what this site is. I do research and I'm not stupid. As for knowing different, if it turns me into you, I'll pass, thanks. I dislike bitter in my tea, thanks.

some people actually are the real deal you jealous cow lol

Yes, I am the real deal and the jealous cow (you!) can't take it that I won't be afraid in the corner with you. Good luck with that, sweetheart!

She is highly perceptive to the real deal. You called many things correctly in that post. Will give you credit for that. You can choose a time out for yourself. No one else will do it for you. You are talking to the core processor here.

Forethought means eyes in the backing of the head. Coming and going. Back to me now. Anyway. I think all the testing for peripheral vision, linguistics, code, testing for sound/eye flash coordination, which ear perceived the light flash at the peripheral first or fastest, stuff like that was going down at that time period. That would have been around 1977. They were testing some of us for computer programing. Program development. Intuitive language computer programming. Take a bite out of that apple.

Forethought means eyes in the backing of the head. Coming and going. Back to me now. Anyway. I think all the testing for peripheral vision, linguistics, code, testing for sound/eye flash coordination, which ear perceived the light flash at the peripheral first or fastest, stuff like that was going down at that time period. That would have been around 1977. They were testing some of us for computer programing. Program development. Intuitive language computer programming. Take a bite out of that apple.

Peripheral vision, think of how your eyes move when you're searching your inner memory banks for the information you seek. Do you look from side to side into your peripheral? (I do, that's why I ask.) Linguistics, ability to break down a word to it's base definition, language non-withstanding, find true meanings via context based on all available definitions and further break it down via etymology. Code, ability to write and run your own inner programs by understanding how your mind alone works and meta programming it accordingly, rooting out negative and harmful scripts and rewrite/replace them with your own core programming. Maybe they weren't just testing for programmers, but for those who were programmable and for those that functioned "like" computers.

Whoa. Fascinating time for me to enter stage left. I suggest you back the fuck off. But that is probably just forethought talking.

Well thank heavens what lies in between passive and aggressive and beyond into infinity is dissociative.



But I do suspect that is correct in untested theory. Trained dissociative state is perfect for intuitive computer programing development.

She is highly perceptive to the real deal. You called many things correctly in that post. Will give you credit for that. You can choose a time out for yourself. No one else will do it for you. You are talking to the core processor here.

i suggest you do the same.Beas a confused individual who loves big posts and tying things in knots.


of course if shes called in others to her defense thats expected, howvever you do not know me.

no shes not perceptive nor is she the real deal.
RV me Bea...lets see what ya got...if anything.Tell me one thing Bea about myself and i will gladly tell you if you are correct...can be anything my location to a past read to what traits/gifts etc i have...believe me i want you to get it right...i love it when people do...
but i want to see the real deal if you say you are.i however dont do parlor tricks...but seeing as you claim to be something...lets see...just for fun

She didn’t call me in. Pm. Email. Nada. I just happened to pop up. Read the rest of the, back on topic conversation. Get with the program or not. It is correct. I do not ‘know’ you.

I can't tell you a thing about yourself, I'm not psychic. That's your job. I can tell you a thing or two about yourself as you relate to me... but that's it and I already have expressed my subjective opinion concerning what I think of you. My perception. What I get from you. Others may not, that's fine and was the point of "I'm sure somebody loves you", not passive aggressive, simple statement, I realize my perception ONLY relates to me. Their perception is not my perception.

Why do you care what I think anyway? Seriously. Why? I am who I am, you obviously don't like me and hey, I'm good with that. I'll own a bias for befriending non-combative positive people. You don't meet those requirements in my friend bias, so it really doesn't matter to me. I can't say I'm fond of you, nor have I made any attempt to hide my opinion of you. But that's all it is, my opinion, it's not objective fact. And why on earth do you care what I claim to be? I claim I'm Batman 3 times a day, lol.

I don't expect anyone to do parlor tricks. My perception tells me you're not a trained monkey, so why would I? Honestly? It doesn't matter WHAT I think of you at all. So why not ponder that for a bit... you know, just for fun, lol?

seeems by Beas posts shes still victim to the programming of shrinkthink and labelling...youre not as free as you think if you write like that bea...your logic is filtered through anothers beliefs and ideas and labels...not your own experiences, which you probably cant articulate with your own words rather than learnt processes because of your swinging duality.

It would actually be better if I did disassociate. I'm completely aware of the myriad of personalities knocking around in my gray matter. I realize they COULD be used for nefarious ends by someone more manipulative than myself. Instead, I integrate them, get to know them and realize we ALL have them, gifted or not. In other words, I don't disconnect them when they're playing in the sandbox. I realize each has valuable data to provide and shutting one down in favor of another would be a waste of information.

For instance, tabs on my browser... I have up 10 on two different browsers. I have three different chat programs up and I'm running a myriad of other programs in the background. Each is connected. I sometimes think I invented multitasking (I know I didn't, lol). But the point remains, I'm capable of multiple intelligent conversations with very different people from work clients to social, both here and on facebook. I have my family around me and I'm speaking with them, too., actually walking my guy through installing android apps. I have my tv on listening.

I'm doing this at lightening speeds, at no time unaware of where I am, who I'm talking with, what I'm doing. Now disassociation is the mental equivalent of running one process at a time. Screw that, I'm faster and better than that. So tell me why AI would be preferable again? A filter without discernment for the emotions of others, without understanding of bias on every level and the ability to use all available information would seem more of a liability than an asset.

In other words, we're what they'd love AI to be. I suspect some of us were the model for total information awareness.

who said i was psychic?apart from you?lol dont assume Bea.