Ditto. The thing that I find so frustrating about it is that I do not know if a. I was trained to do these things, b. put in the position where I had to implement what I had learned, c. learned it because of my grandpa via his SAC escape and survival training a la Le May, or d. learned it because of the program. Or e. I saw it in a damn movie though e loses some credibility because it's recollected in first person and they don't generally film from a first person perspective. All I know is that I know shit and some pretty hardcore shit.