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Message Subject Were You Part Of The "Mentally Gifted Minds" Program In California Scools back in the 70's?
Poster Handle Anonymous Coward
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No, we all have our own personalities, mine hasn't changed in the past bit at all. If you read undermine in it, that was your own projection, not my intention. We've talked about that before, how "triggers" pop up to inject despair. If I see someone mention that one, it bugs me, makes me suspicious of their true intentions. We're better than that. We're better than lots of things we do. And I think we touched on this earlier, I told you something that explains why I said it. My friend, he was one of us. So forgive me if I'm flippant, the alternative is wallowing in it on the anniversary.
 Quoting: Bea Nameless

Forgive me if I sound dense, but do you believe that there were certain triggers subliminally placed or do you have that perfectionistic drive that leads to suicidal ideation in times of great stress and/or perceived failure? I know I have an immediate response to run away or kill myself in those times, but never connected it with the mgm program. I've always been overly perfectionistic with myself. In my 20's I was like that with everyone but have realized that it is unrealistic to expect that kind of drive from anyone. And yet, it's that strict opinion of myself that has prevented me from completing so many things in my life as they were not good enough.
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