Thank God, I received my Tax return just now. What must be paid? A $188 electric bill. FUCKING MONSTERS.

Being intellectually and emotionally atrophied as of late, I have been leaving my electric oven on to generate heat in my small apartment.

Apart from the computer and refrigerator, which is seldom on, the hardly aged oven consumes more electricity than either.

Such is what I suspected.

The first order of business, of course, it to pay the bloody $188 electric bill. There is no circumvention. No employing my intellect to construct any free energy device or any method. I am too melancholy. Followed by my rent, for a single, which leave me with a little over half the amount to do nothing with.

God forgive me, but GOD DAMN IT, CAN I NOT LIVE THESE FINAL FEW MONTHS/YEARS IN SOLITUDE AND RELISH THE RESIDUAL FREEDOMS THAT REMAIN?

No! No DIGNIFIED existence, no peace, no personal privacy. Instead, violate one's individual sovereignty at every turn.

FUCKING BESMIRCHED ARISTOCRATIC, OCCULT ELITE! MAY YOU BURN HELL FOR ALL ETERNITY, WHILE WEARING THE PAINS YOU PLACED ON OTHERS!