Sorry I didn't mean to offend you =/

I just feel a little overwhelmed by the whole situation, sometimes I feel like I'm trying to make a huge waterfall go up with my hands, I seem to be making little progress sometimes but then everything goes back to zero. Frankly I can't take 26 more years of this situation.

Don't get me wrong, it's very interesting all this, it's just that I'm going through a terrible time right now, especially today, a crappy day.

Again, I didn't mean to be an ass, I didn't know it meant something to you.