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Dream this Morning
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Okay, this is another bad one and I am sorry, but I'm going to talk about it.
I asked Heavenly Father not to allow those males in my dreams to have sex with me anymore after that last one talked me into sucking his cock. He came in my mouth and I was very upset at having a mouth full of cum. I asked Father to make them stop doing it because it was unwanted sexual stuff. I really don't want to do it.
They have quit doing it. I guess Father has threatened them or something. But, this morning, there was a male. He showed me his penis and talked about it. I thought that I was with my husband. I usually do that when I dream I am in a house with a male. Especially if they have brown hair like my husband. My BunBun mind just thinks it's my husband. I probably can't allow myself to think anything else.
So, this male gets on top of me, but we have our clothes on. He is trying to get me to go for it, but then, he puts his head down the way men do. He gets off me and I am allowed to go take my shower. I shower in dreams a lot.
Now, I am in a house with my oldest son. He has a bathroom with showers and I have a bathroom with showers. I am not sure which shower would be the best-have hot water and shampoo available is what I mean. They give me a hard time about taking off my clothes, but I don't like to shower with my clothes on, so I fight them. I do like to wash my hair and be clean.
So, they show me my body in the dream. My middle is flabby and has fat rolls. Not huge ones, but the body that they showed me, the fat rolls had a consistency of cottage cheese. It was very mishappen. The breasts were tiny and hung there-not like mine. They body shame me all the time. So, I was shown that I am fat and ugly. That begs the question of why these demonic males in my dreams are always trying to have sex with me-even this morning, they were messing with me sexually. I personally think it's just more of making me feel used and filthy and ashamed. I think their purpose is to degrade me.
I still sleep, but I am very aware that it's going to be negative anxiety producing stuff. Still, I got out unmolested today. I was told that I am ugly and grotesque, which isn't true at all. These liars.
I hope that when I'm in Heaven and dead that I don't have to deal with the dream people anymore. I don't like them and I don't like what they do to me. They aren't very nice.
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