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Sheesh, I had a heart attack last night
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[quote:cosmicgypsy:MV8zOTg5MDE2XzcyMjAzNjk4Xzg0MEQ3RDQ0] [quote:CrankyFairy1:MV8zOTg5MDE2XzcyMjAyMjMxX0I4OEJFMkQz] [youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?time_continue=5&v=JnVoyZHg-o0[/youtube] [/quote] :laugh:....I love you so very much for how you pull the best belly laughs outta me. rewind, too...she's also hilarious. It's true, eh?....laughter is one of the best medicines! [quote:CrankyFairy1:MV8zOTg5MDE2XzcyMjAyMjc5X0QyM0NBRkU1] [b]ps. Can you please share how to clean your consciousness? [/b] [youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jx6i2MkYUCw[/youtube] [/quote] Lawdy, I knew that question was coming...:gaah:...it always comes. I was kinda hoping I could slide by today, but it's okay....it really is important. Ya know, sister, I've told people how I did it, many times. The fact of the matter is, we are all individuals. We've all got to find our own way, under our own steam. What worked for me may not work for others....there's no set way to do it. I mean, everyone can haul themselves off to a shrink, but that's just asking for more insanity to ensue, especially if you're just trying to find yourself. I know, because I tried that route. Having just ONE hypnotherapy session did more for me to "break through" than the 1.5 years I spent in therapy....and I broke through my first memory in this life, me being molested, and all that followed that molestation. That one act of molestation broke my psyche. Quite literally, it broke me. I was such a wee one when that happened. But that man knew what he was doing, and why. That's all I'm going to say about that right now. It's done and over, and I'm all healed up from that, by many numerous years. What I can tell you for sure is that YOU'VE GOT TO WANT IT....REALLY WANT IT! When I first woke up I was so frustrated by trying to figure out how to do it....I mean, at one point I became so insistent on knowing how, I was on the floor and sobbing, and I literally raised my fist to the sky and DEMANDED to know my truth and how to get myself fixed up. Heh, apparently that worked for me. Big drama queen move, I know, but it took that much umpfh from myself to get it known what I wanted, what I needed. Heh, there was a lot of shit in my ragged energy field to get through JUST to get that message across. It took a couple of years, but I became a double Reiki master...however I'm not convinced that it would work now like it did 20 years ago. Energy has changed too much....but that was also helpful for me, because I was helping others. To help others IS to help yourself....:hf:....we are indeed One, and one in the same. At our most definitive measure, we are more alike than not. Realizing that to its fruition might be very helpful, too. When I worked on myself, I knew it wasn't just for me. I knew it was for everyone. Every single one of us that works on cleaning our consciousness is doing the totality of Humanity a huge favor. I also explored every single healing modality I could. I took myself to so many healers...heh, I've been told three times by these healers that they have never met anyone who wanted to clean themselves up more than me. Really, you have got to want it...want it like your life depends on it....because it truly does. You can NEVER give up on yourself when the going gets rough, heh, and it most likely will get very rough....:hugs: You have got to let that shit roll off your shoulders, and stand on it like a champ. Once you know of something that's amiss in your consciousness, then 9/10 of that particular "battle" is over...the 1/10 remainder is basically like sweeping up the floor and throwing the trash out. Never, not even for a second give up on yourself.....because you know what? that moment you gave up, in the next following moment you very well could've had a succeeding moment, a big breakthrough. It's always darkest before the dawn, eh? And I'll tell you what, from experience, the big breakthroughs are like something you can't imagine until you've lived one. It's just the best feeling ever to succeed...:hf: Also, perhaps you and others don't have deep dark dootie kwap in your subconscious...I dunno that you do...but you do, lovey....all of us deep down, we know when we're not right. Being brutally honest with yourself is of great importance on the journey to clean up the subconscious, because anything less is just deluding yourself. Aren't we all deluded enough while living in this reality, much less to do that to ourselves, too? Try to ALWAYS be and act with impeccable integrity. This is also very important. I have before not acted with complete integrity, just a few times in my life, but that ended very badly for me. It ended very badly for me Friday night...but it's not just about dissin' your expanded self, it's also about dissin' just yourself, as a human being. Just a lack of integrity is so desisting....it makes one a fool. Really, the most important thing I can say about it however is you have got to want it, and once the door opens for you to take the steps, you've got to keep at at it...never, ever give up on yourself. I didn't know what steps to take, but I "listened" intently, and then acted as I felt I was instructed to. I've been going by the seat of my pants my entire awakened life. I didn't read books to heal, I just followed my instincts, pulled up my boot straps, and kept right on going, fixing up this and fixing up that....never, ever once did I give up. In all the about 20 years it took to get myself cleaned up, I never gave up. Once you start the journey, watch your dreams, and learn from them. If they don't show you what needs to get fixed up, then I'll be a monkey's uncle. They can be very important in finding what it is in your subconscious that needs work....and keep an open mind. Nothing worse than a closed mind. We are none of us so fixed up that we are able to snub anyone else. I mean, once you know your own truth, you'll totally love Humanity...because we're towing a hard line to tow. Once you fully realize the levity of how we are now, you will more respect others. Once your subconscious has a shining light in it, you'll find you love and respect others more easily...and you'll also definitively be able to spot those without a soul. THAT is of tantamount importance these days. Just walk away from them, and never look back. They can only hurt you, if you let them. And lastly, but not at the least, always express gratitude. It took me until about three to four years ago to express gratitude like I do now. Sisterella would always tell me to practice gratitude, but I didn't listen to her intently enough. I had to be flat on my back in a homeless shelter to "get it." I cannot tell you how much that changed everything about me and for me, learning the value of feeling and expressing gratitude. I know it seems like there's not a whole lot to be grateful for in this shit hole reality, but there is...anyone of us can be a shining light of what gratitude is all about, eh? Yikes, do you think I wrote enough? Do you think you've got enough to get at it? And, for now, I'm always here if you need some guidance...if any of you do. I will always, always do the very best I am able to do to help anyone, especially if it is about cleaning up your consciousness. I can indeed safely say I am old hat at it now. I have to a great extent cleaned my own up....heh, and I may very well answer any question with another question right back attcha....because truly, it is best for everyone to figure themselves out on their own. But I am here for anyone....:hf: [/quote]
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I'm in the ICU. They put a stint in to open up the completely clogged artery.
I'm going to be fine, but that HURT something fierce!
Now I understand why people say it feels like there's an elephant sitting on your chest.
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