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Dealing with the psychological side of witnessing things not accepted by society as possible
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[quote:TlvmmCpoft:MV80MDYxMDg4XzczNTc1Mzk3XzQxRDc3RDNG] [quote:Anonymous Coward 77250481:MV80MDYxMDg4XzczNTc1MzY3X0M2NEY2MUYw] [quote:TlvmmCpoft:MV80MDYxMDg4XzczNTc1MTMyX0M4RDZCNTU0] [quote:Anonymous Coward 77250481:MV80MDYxMDg4XzczNTc1MTA0X0E5ODQzQTI=] [quote:TlvmmCpoft:MV80MDYxMDg4XzczNTc0OTk5XzEzNDRCMjhC] [quote:Anonymous Coward 77250481:MV80MDYxMDg4XzczNTc0ODkzX0YyNTMzMUEy] [quote:TlvmmCpoft:MV80MDYxMDg4XzczNTc0Nzk2Xzg5NjU4MjEw] [quote:Anonymous Coward 77250481:MV80MDYxMDg4XzczNTc0NzY0X0UwRjNGRkYz] [quote:TlvmmCpoft:MV80MDYxMDg4XzczNTc0MzI3XzFBOUZDMzkx] [quote:Anonymous Coward 76320280:MV80MDYxMDg4XzczNTc0MjkxXzExQ0FENTU4] [quote:TlvmmCpoft:MV80MDYxMDg4XzczNTc0MjI1X0Y1NTNDODhB] [quote:Anonymous Coward 76320280:MV80MDYxMDg4XzczNTc0MjExX0Q5MTM1RjUw] [quote:TlvmmCpoft:MV80MDYxMDg4XzczNTc0MTQzXzQ4MkM3NDYw] For me, I think the issue is in being expected to cover up something that continues to do damage, especially when given the free range of secrecy in which to do so. So, rather than being a one-time event, it's like watching a never-ending train wreck. [/quote] You don't have to cover up something no one believes is possible. [/quote] I do if I don't want to be perceived as a fucking fruitloop. [/quote] Your not covering up anything. You state that if you did say whatever it is, no one would believe you anyway. So what's the point of saying it. Sounds like the real issue is that you suspect you WILL be believed and then you will be in jeopardy. So you tell yourself that no one will believe you because you're scared. [/quote] I talk about it because it fucking bugs me and I'm trying to find something akin to resolution. And, genuinely, believed or not, the response isn't going to be great. [/quote] I totally get it, more than you know. It is a lonely existance. It is almost better not taking that colored pill, in retrospect of course. I wish I had better advice. I just find it interesting how you articulated it, very well as a matter of fact. What I found is that i alienated and scared a bunch of people away speaking my truth. I guess it weeded out the good from the bad, but until you find your tribe that supports you and the truth, your stories and such, it is darn lonely in the meantime. You may even run into hostility from people who don't want to believe, as if they are defending anti truth, hard to explain. Some things when revealed bring out the worst in a person not ready to deal with it, so they attack. That experience has made me just want to be a hermit and fade away. [/quote] :hf: It's left me in a fucked up place. I speak to relieve the trauma. But when I'm done speaking, I'm freaking traumatized by the thought that someone may have actually listened to me speak. [/quote] Do you journal at all? It may be a good way to organize your thoughts and such on what you are dealing with. I found it useful. I wanted to let you know that several years ago you were there for me, as a stranger "out there" only can be for another stranger on the internet. I was dealing with a difficult truth, similar in feel with what you are discussing here, and I ran into you on here and felt you just knew what I was dealing with even though you didnt know any of the details. Funny how I run into you again in a similar situation. Anyhow, round and round we go. Hugs. :hf: [/quote] I'm glad I could have been there. My journals... oh lord, my journals. I've tried, but I don't know how much good they've done. One of my first ones as a teen, before I even had a framework or words from which to describe things, was stolen by a friend and ended up in the hands of a guy writing a book. Thanks to that, I unwittingly ended up as one of the subjects of one of the original published conspiracy writings out there. Before I even knew it was a fucking conspiracy. I'm usually the last to know. My last one, I left in a bin on the side of the road in a foreign country. I found it in my luggage again 3 years later in another country. I have no idea how it got there. Weird as hell. Maybe I forgot to actually throw it in the bin? I binned it (again). Hopefully, this time it stays. It's not something anyone should be crossing borders with. [/quote] Wow you do have some interesting stories, makes me want to hear more. Very odd situations no doubt, have you ever considered you are hopping dimensions or timelines or someone else associated with you is? It has been a main theme of my journey as well, trying to sort that out. Not sure what you believe, or if it even interconnects with your original lamentation for your thread here, but lately it seems that there is a real sense of urgency with syncs, synchronicity, time and even space. The curiosity about it provoked the necessity to rewatch the Matrix again as it has been so long. [/quote] I just came into this world in the [b][i]wrong time and the wrong place[/i][/b]. No need to skip through time to be where I've been. It just took one incredibly bad bit of luck to start the ball rolling. [/quote] I say this all the time, all the time. I also feel like most people are like a clock with the hands on 12 Noon, but me, I am 12:11 or something like that. Like a foot in another place if that renders any solace as explanation. While I do find myself sometimes lonely, alone most of the time, I am also aware that my space is void of a 3D human like me but it isn't empty, just silent. Sonic senses heightened in these moments. How long ago did this happen to you? Do you feel you have privacy or has that been compromised? [/quote] We're on an open forum. What privacy? ;) I was in a bad situation when I was a small child, so someone took advantage of that and took me along for their ride. I flung myself off the thing a few years ago but god is my head still spinning. 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So, how do you deal with it when there will never be closure or acknowledgement?
Regardless of what it was.
Whether you saw a green alien or watched the CIA execute someone on US soil...
How do you deal with coming to terms with it knowing you'll never have society on your side? That they'd rather believe you're nuts than that it happened.
Has anyone worked through that crap and come out the other side?
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