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Part 2 of the i miss him thread
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[quote:Anonymous Coward 78052680:MV80MTU5MjI3Xzc1NTY2NzU4XzU2RDc4NEQy] yikes. I find your situation all too familiar. I was with an abusive person that was diagnosed borderline and discharged from the military almost 8 years and at first I missed him because I always did love him wholeheartedly but soon I realized how happy and free I truly was without all the stress and negative energy all the time.. I found myself and who I was again.. I lost myself in th he process with him. I now have an amazing job, my own house in Harford County and happy everyday!!! Finding myself and college made me a happy girl. He chose to do some fucked up shit at the end of our time together and he made his bed. It is what it is. All I ever felt after the initial shock & sadness was disappointment. If he could let such a close bond go over believe false accusations and hearsay... he deff wasn't MY one... especially when he chose to believe the false bullshit from people that dumped him not even a month later. I guess he learned too late that they never were truly looking out for him, only seeking to entertain more drama. Oh well. On the other hand, I learned that he never did care about me anyway because if he did, he wouldn't have ever done the stupid things he chose to do God as my witness!!! His issue now. If your story is actually true OP... & they really were abusive and you both hurt each other... it prob is best to move on and get another guy like another user suggested! You will realize that maybe you don't miss HIM at all and maybe you are just lonely. [/quote]
So yeah, despite what I did, the wound is still fresh.
I'm just here to process it for now because it's on my mind 24/7.
I can't stop thinking about him. I wish someone would fall of the sky already and replace him in every way possible.
I wasn't even looking for ANYBODY when he came into my life. It literally happened out of NOWHERE. It was like a tornado or something. He broke almost every rule I had in place. Every boundary.
"They" know the details but I'm sure it'd kill me if I knew the truth but anyways, abuse is one of the strongest binders. I handed myself over to him and he still discarded me. He said he was a borderline but not sure if I fully believe it...anyways, I don't regret our time spent. I regret that it had to end. Fuck.
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