Feeling really down tonight

Moi, I can't begin to understand what you are going through, but I really hope everything turns out alright for you. There isn't much one can say to make a situation like yours any easier, but I wish there was. I really do. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers for what it's worth.

Sophie and Malu, thank you so much for your thoughtful and beautiful words.

I did have a cry after wrote my last post. It seems that tears are never far off these days, just sitting here and remembering, thinking and trying so hard not to feel.

To feel at the moment is too close to losing it for me.. So I am trying to keep myself occupied with things I don't have to think about.. mindless things.

And yes, Malu.. it is times like this that you realize what a great place this can me.

I believe thoughts are energy, and that truely means alot Jaclyn. Thank you so much.

I am babysitting at the moment, so if you see different ip addys that is why..