Hello everyone.
First off to start, this is my first time using this forum or any forum to be exact on the internet. (except the usual facebook of course).
A friend of mine in which I just recently made, indtroduce me to this site due to my story that I have to share. I was relunctant at first to post it, but I figured, what harm can it do but spread the word if something happens to me no?
Eitherway, stating that, I will say just as the title declares. In labels to what I've heard from many people, I am a "starseed" or of soul that origins from another location other than earth. An alien, in simple terms, in a human body. My mother even told me that the first few days of my arrival from being born to the apartment, my crib itself had a slight purple glow around it. Of course, she didnt know if it was just a illusion but she said she was pretty sure of its happening.
From early childhood, I have about 3 memories of my life spanning from birth to 8 years old.
1. My father leaving me
2. Me leaving my home state of california to florida, to only escape my mom's violent boyfriend at the time
and 3. Many horrifing and terrific encounters with the paranormal or whatever you may call it.
Without going into detail into 1 or 2 because it has no improtance of my life, I will get into 3. The only memories I have of my early life..is of that, terryifing experiences with "ghosts" or "demons" or whatever. I honestly do not what I encounter was, but lets say, it was horrific enough to be my first memories eh?
One major memory of which I had, was that one night.
I had a fear of sleeping in my bed for some reasons so instead, I would go to my living room and sleep on the couch. In the middle of the night, I will wake up to voices surronding me but only in whispers. Following which, the little night light my mother will put up, would turn into static and then turn off. This put the whole leaving room and house to my visible eye into almost total pitch black.
At first, I had no fear because I was just a small child and had no sense to be afraid of the dark for some reason, however, it happen. A large pitch figure came from the ground and manifested to about 7 feet tall, right in the middle of the hallway. The face kept changing and changing between one and another person's face. At this point, I felt mortified and was overwhelmed with a sense of seperation of reality and death. It was the worst feeling imaginable. Worst part of all, all the sounds of kitchen noises, A.C. machine and typical house noises just went quiet. It was pure silence and this dark figure was just standing there in the middle of the hallway.
Being a kid, the only thing that I can do was to cover myself with a blanket...but before I can do so, the moment I moved just a bit to get my blanket overhead, the figure rushed towards me in one swift action.
I would be basically under my blanket, but I KNEW that the figure was right in front of me staring right dead at me.
This subtle conflict between me and it, would go on for 4 hours at least, through the night.
(Heres a drawing of the apartment it occured in)
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You are probably saying, that it was a dream of a imagined filled kid from california, but i assure you, it wasn't. This event wasn't just a once in a life time, but it happen multiple times. And multiple times, I would scream, pinch myself and hit myself to see if I was awake, and I felt the pain. I knew I was awake and still in my living room but the figure persists.
Since this event, I would have horrific dreams of events in the world..of which has not occured. Fortelling of the future, I suppose. Eventually, I will begin to see said events while I was awake and while I was conscious. Most of which, came true to life.
On top of that, the typical paranormal skill arose. I was able to see, hear and touch spirits and entities that persisted and followed me around. All of which, at this young age.
Continuing on,
throughout my early years here in florida after I was about 8, my attention and attraction for the space and cosmos grew with each day and day. I learned soo much about the planets, stars, moons and everything related to the space above us! I impressed many people because I was clear and punctual with all my information. The interesting part was, that I knew many things of above and spirtual aspects but I was never taught. I had little access to the libarary, t.v. and internet.
I was complimented for my knowledge and my creativity. Don't get me wrong because I don't want to sound as If I have an ego here, but my creativity for being around 9 years old or so was pretty impressive in many people's eyes. I drew drawings of planets and the stars. Many of the planets had no similar look to that of earth. However, I dont have many of those drawings, I do have some and will get back to you later on it....
When I hit around 12 years old, my mind began to take a wander on reality. I began to question every form and aspect of society.
Why were we living like this?
Why is the nation I live in such a comfortable posistion while others starve to death?
Why are we dumping our trash with no sense of duty?
and so on, so on.
But being my age, I took my frustration on paper instead of revolting the world against me.
Here is an example:
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I kept drawing..and drawing and drawing, and all i did was put them away into a small folder under my bed. Every image I drew, in my mind, I had the intention of world issues. I drew events I saw in the future and in the past. I just drew and drew and drew, but I never told anyone.
The weirdest aspect of all, I had this habit of writing what I had visioned in my head, into strange symbols..a language I suppose. When I would draw the sybmols, I would only understand 50% of what I put but other than that, it was foreign to everyone and to myself.
I even marked all these symbols onto my body, arms legs, anywhere imaginable. I felt it was a part of my own identity. The weirdest part of all, when I put certain images on certain parts of my body, I will be transported to diffrent parts of the universe. (now of which , I know its called "astral projecting")
My grandma, who I lived with at the time, saw these drawings that I was making and began throwing them away because she believed it was the work of the devil. (mainly due to her major role as a christian).
On average, she probably threw away up to 300 images, all of which had special meaning to me and I believe, to the world.
When she threw most of them away, I felt as if I had lost my whole identity along with them. I only had about 5 images left out of around 300...
I gave up on my spitual status of seeing the futre, drawing bizarre drawings and elaborate maps, timelines and so on and I even stopped being who I was...
My dreams stopped...all the visions stopped..visiting spirtis and entites stoped visiting all together, and I became another number in this world, just to be forgotten...
However, three years ago, a mysterious person changed all that. While walking in a store with my mother, a woman came across to us and told my mother that I was a very special child. She said that i had "potential and unimaginable pressence and energy around me". Of course, I freaked out and was scared sh*tless..but my mom stood there as she knew what she was talking about. My mom then told me to stay with this woman while she went away, that way she can talk to me personally....this made me worry.
Once my mom left, the woman got on one knee and told me "continue on with what you are doing..dont let anyone stop you, I believe in you, you hear?"
I had NO idea what she was talking about..but somehow, I believed to have related to the event in which all my drawings were thrown away and made me stop on what I beleive in.
She then continues to say,
"you might not believe me, but you can be called by as a starseed. a seperate being, someone foreign"
Shortly after that, with a bit of research, I knew what she meant by that..
It made PERFECT sense..
all the feelings, memories, sense of belonging and thoughts I had, it all made sense. I am simply not of origin from earth.
Once this hit me, everything that I once believed in! all my skills, curses and blessings, hit me at once!
I know what I am and I know what I'm here to do.
With this, I started drawing images like these:
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Now being more open, I've shown these images to professional spirtualists and people with basic knowledge of cultures, and yet, noone has told me what they meant...
Although I can get a common sense of what the drawing is, I can only tell so much by tracing the lines with my fingertips...but thats it... I cant depict every single image...
However, due to my friend which I originally mention at the start, I tried my best in manifesting a "rosetta stone" of sorts into the symbols I know by:
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Although, I still cant manage to find a way to translate it to english..but I do know theres a way...
However, the main purpose I came to post this..is because,
one of the drawings that I managed to save from my grandma's sudden wrath.
This drawing..is special, because this drawing, i STRONGLY believe to be a time line from
the year 2005 to 2025....
It has many major world events to come, including disasters, politcial upheavings and so on....
The only thing is, I cant dechiper entirely what it is....
heres the image:
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I strongly do believe
this is the timeline I speak of...I just hope there is some way I can understand it.
In conclusion,
I wish blessings and peace on anyone that has taken their time to read this...
I hope I can be some asssistance....
I have a deep foundation of knowledge, of other earthly spirtual matters..but I'm still here to learn as everyone else...
Live and breathe easily,
"Dante Jetiem"
United States
Czechia
