Gaia Man, thanks for your prompt response.I do believe that coming times are very confusing but I believe that you have a great deal more wisdom than I have. So I appreciate your response. In mid Ju;y, you offered to join me in the hand. I replied that I welcome that. Again I say that I welcome that of my own free will.The most important thing as I feel is to go thru the portal, and in the meantime prepare to help near and dear ones.