Every time I get into the "zone" for more then one or two days I start experiencing this GAWD AWEFUL wrestles legs syndrome in my legs and arms. It feels like I am crawling out of my skin and is completely unbearable. It is worse then a muscle cramp.
I have experienced all sorts of unpleasant symptoms before, this is not what I am talking about. I can wade through pain and nightmares with out much trouble.. this is UNBEARABLE!
So I push past it and the further I go the worse it gets. It gets so bad that it starts up just thinking about it.
Does anyone know what it is? How to solve this?
I want to proceed, but after last night I did everything I could do today to numb out and fall back to "sleep," back into the false world. The despair over this dilemma is going to kill my soul.
Quoting: MotherGoosethis may sound odd...
but...everyone is afflicted with foriegn entities to some extent ....
when a person is actually 'walking the path' that very few do..then..at that time, the other entities that are hitchin a ride INSIDE you...which are parasitic...well..these 'things' know that their days are numbered and they can't stand the level you are going to...and they start freaking out...
you will only be free of this when you can remain in your meditation...AND LET IT PASS FROM YOU.
any mental reaction on your part to the disturbance allows the 'things' to stay within you.
you must learn more mental discipline when 'it' occurs and be still and continue in your mediations and LET IT PASS out of you.
the foregoing is the absolute truth...there is no need to fear in the least...and ..after you let it pass...there will be many many more tests within you in the future...this is milestone for you to get through...
good luck , you are on the true path.
