Experienced meditators? I really need some help with a meditation problem.

Really?? Interesting. Like it's nerve irritation?

it's authority given from beings in other dimensions. when your kundalini reaches past the crown chakra, there are many dimensions past that. from that point on, i was told you can do obe's while still being alert here on earth into the dimensions. i'm not too sure as i haven't reached that point. it's different from channeling. i was taught that channeling you bring info in you w/o knowing for sure what the source is, while kundalini core past the crown obe you go to the dimension.

my shushumna has a long way to open, but it's much, much wider than what i started with and it's only been almost 2 yrs. i have no idea how long it'll be before it goes up. anyway, when the core reaches your ajna, you reach soul conciousness. this program can help you reach it b4 the core getting there because it's a bonus spiritual age. they have "authorized" ppl to do this as it can cause more karmic damage if you try it on your own.

of course, through the blessings, you might get all this w/o having to take a class. it takes complete surrendering to true source and having complete faith and more stuff that i just can't do yet. but it slowly takes me there.

bottom line, the more you do, the more karma you create. the more you allow the love to flow in and through you and radiate that love, the more karma gets burned w/ no effort on your own except to follow the feeling of love deep w/in your heart. you can do that now w/o even taking a course. just smile, relax and let go...

enjoy

Well thank you! I suspect you are correct about the Ascended Masters.

they might not be ascended masters per se, but could just be beings in that particular dimension. i do not know the real answer to that. it's even possible that they never even descended to this dimension and that's where they are placed and that they follow divine source's will. too many possibile answers. just know that legitimate initiations, attunements, etc. are passed on with the authority of someone else. not everyone then gets authority to pass that on to another, like myself. i have taken several of the classes, but have no authority to attune or to pray for the gifts to be handed to another. i can only pray for divine energy to be sent to others for a healing and heart cleaning and be a divine instrument - to radiate love and light. these authorizations can only come from the teacher if the teacher selects the person or it'll come naturally through higher spiritual growth/development. again, although i have been blessed to be given these gifts for fast spiritual growth, i have not reached that stage where i am naturally given authority to pass teachings on to others. this is a my understanding on how it works from what i was taught. also, their teachings and blessings bestowed upon their students allow us to experience the heart condition if we tried anything unauthorized. if we do try it, it closes the heart and causes more karma. hope it makes sense to you.

sorry to get off topic :) but i hope you find it of interest. gl w your spiritual quests! enjoy! if u have anymore questions, i'll check this msg until it's dead. :)

I strongly disagree with that. This is an unalienable right of all humans to work towards enlightenment. "Some" may try to hold a corner on the market of knowledge, but that is not right action and holds it's own karma.

I'm not speaking about doing things that is considered normal. I'm speaking of people who actually try to mimic things. for ex. some people can see energy and they try to mimic that particular attunement. they don't have authorization to do so. also, what we believe is very diff. from what we realize. another ex. - there are blessings/protection that occur w/ proper authorization that do not interfere with karma. if you try to do it w/o the protection, you might allow things that you do not want or create more karma. personal ex. would be me playing w the pendulum and something entered through my head. i have no clue what it was, but there was no protection for me during that time. it eventually left and i have no idea what i caused to my spiritual growth. karma is caused generally by us doing our will vs. letting divine source do it's will through us. when we use our brains, we live in our will. when we use our heart and let it dominate our brain, we're allow divine will to do the work. huge difference. please understand that i have realized these lessons. there are many things that can be done to achieve yoga, but i honestly do not know how these people do it. i only know what has been working for me and if it didn't, i too would search for another method. so far, so good.

it is true that some ppl hold onto information, but not everyone is meant to teach and not everytime is the right time to share this information w/ the public. there were times where ppl were burned or killed for teaching these things in public. times are different now. the founder of the program i follow is teaching something that most ppl would not teach, but i'm sure this was ordained from above because if he's not allowed to teach it by divine will, then he shouldn't. if he does, then he creates his own karma. the same vice-versa. it's all about following divine will through the heart connection. there are times where i don't even want to listen to divine will, but i have to obey. this is very new to me, these realizations, so bear w/ me.

I understand much of what you say to be truth. I have an issue with the phrase "proper authorization" because it implies another's "authority." You learned your path was right for you by making errors. Who gave you the authority to make errors? :Silly-MG:

playing with the pendulum is what i'd call my free will. it is a gift given to all humans to make their own choices - incl. errors. this is using the mind and emotions to do what we want.

Following divine will - though properly using the inner heart (true self) - has no errors.

kind of sucks, doesn't it.

Mothergoose, if I may, I would recommend taking the time to have a conversation with the young lady that had all the issues in your past. Be her teacher, counsel her and help her to find you.

i had a problem w/ authorization at first. i kind of felt like the kid kicking and screaming for that ice cream cone that i wanted, but didn't get. i didn't like it at first and at times still hate it, but these authorities really come from either the True Source or from other lower beings. I can't trust anything from other lower beings unless they received it from True Source of Love and Light. Too many dark entities out there or other beings that still want to be worshipped as Gods. Not good for my spiritual growth nor theirs.

this "problem" is part of our free will and desire to be separate from True Source itself. once we realize that following our will doesn't work and only cause more suffering, then we move on to growing spiritually.

again, i'm a noobie, but there's much, much, much more to realize.

Dear Mother Goose. I suppose authority is good for them as needs them to tell them what to do. I like to see myself as a self starter. The crowd, the masses tend to be sheep.
I have discovered the one element that cannot be fooled.
And that is the sound current that few hear because of busy minds. If a fella had not asked me to truly listen i would never have known about it. No fear of death since then and i had to prove to myself that it was not tinnitis. If you hear it, its a highpitched sound and you are not really hearing it with your ears but with your awareness. Also you will not be able to find the source of this sound unless you are able to leave your human body. Why do i carry on about this sound? because it is the source. Creation itself and you can touch it and be touched by it. Listening to it one gains energy and learns to raise ones vibrations.

its the one thing after 59 years on the planet that is worth having and sharing. And it responds to love.

It is also the avenue to proof of life outside the body and bejond the material reality. I only speak of what i know from experience.

Not all crowds are sheep. Truth can not be seen or heard, it must be felt with the heart because the heart knows all truth. It is where your inner conscience/true self/atman/divine spark lies. The brain perishes when we die, but the true self doesn't.

and

Right on! I call those ideas and beliefs "The False Ego". And we actually believe that creature is US!
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BINGO. I've only read to pg 3 so forgive me if someone else has already mentioned this. LEGUMES.

I tried going vegan (as I suspect you are, maybe a recent change along with the meditation?) and the restless legs that I'd only experienced mildly before, got UNBEARABLE. Going vegan I had suddenly started eating legumes pretty much morning, noon and night.

Legumes: Beans, peas, soybeans, hummus, alfalfa, peanuts -- good list here:

[link to www.life123.com]

I found out by accident that a legume allergy can include restless legs syndrome. I felt terrible on the vegan diet and thought I was just detoxing. Now I can tell if I eat anything with hidden soybean oil, etc., just by the restless legs symptoms.

May have nothing to do with your meditation.

and yes, love comes from the creator/true source, but we can only feel love with our energy heart (true self). it is our heart that gives a direct connection without any intermediaries. there's nothing wrong with self-starting, but even self-starters need a teacher too.

To Mother Goose. at times i fail to sign in. Merehuman
on the sound current. Very few religions mention this.
I dont like religion. practical experience beats head knowledge always.Especially when folks complicate things in their heads. I like being a simple minded dumshit since it allows my heart center to rule the day.
For what ever its worth, i am a happy sort 11 years in a row. During that time if we add up all the squabling my gal and i done , comes to less than ten minutes.

i need to clarify the need for a teacher.

a teacher can be anyone or anything in any dimension at any time of a spirit's lives. but if we are willing to learn our life lessons, in the end of it all, there is one teacher we must obey - The Creator/True Source of Love and Light. just my realization.

All this kundalini stuff has led me to slavery by other beings who dont even tell who are they. Purpose was to rise my awareness only so they would able to control me.

Or actually I am not sure. I think these beings which I call luciferians (who look like alien grays) arrived later. Probably when I made oath/deal with them I opened portal and summoned them...long story. In current state it is very hard for me to keep my mind intact as insanity is eating me away.

Are you sure you're not suffering from kundalini syndrome? That's when the junk is not flowing properly out through the shushumna and crown chakra. If you are and can get a reiki tummo level 1 attunement (locally or distance) it'll open the shushumna to release the energy. As for the other beings, tell the to leave.

No, not really. I havent felt my kundalini energy for years actually. I dont know what happened exactly. I remember when I started to seek and learn about things such as chakras (energy centers). It didnt take me a long to learn able to sense and feel them in my body. Also meditation was quite intuitive for me, I didnt need long guidelines like most people. I experienced my awakening at my birthday (17) while meditating. It felt like cold water/icy liquid sensation rising from somewhere near root chakra and clearing all chakras/energy ways while rising out of crown. Of course, it took couple of days for me before it actually reached crown chakra and cleared all blockages. I used some visualization methods in order to help that energy rise better. It felt quite amazing, like being reborn. Almost all energy blockages were gone. After it things started to accerelate, I was able to feel my astral body much easier than normally. I think I might have attracted unwanted attention by my spiritual awakening, which wouldnt surprise me at all..It is a long story :) I wish there would be someone who could understand me what I have gone through. Kundalini awakening for me was just out of many things which I experience on my path.

Kundalini symptoms were before awakening. Couple of them, I felt my root chakra went on overdrive and my whole body felt like on fire. I think that was one of the symptoms. After my kundalini awakening I had hard time to sleep since I felt so energetic but it didnt bother me because I didnt feel like I needed any sleep anyway. I was also able to draw energy from the sun after my all major chakras were activated. Twenty minutes sun meditation and my solar plexus was like massive drum with full of energy :) sun is really one massive energy provider. And it was not just solar plexus which got energized by sun meditation method. Almost all chakras were charged. Especially three lowest.

+1 No need for all the complicated stuff.

Wow! That sounds intense. Sort of like one of the people I met in class. Way beyond my experience. I'm not sure if their particular message board would respond to you kundalini_reiki, regarding your experience. but i do remember that guy telling me he had gotten all sorts of information and it was by using his inner heart, he was able to tell which to follow and what not to follow. another person prayed to remove the gift of sight and it went away. it's there for a reason, but it's your own spiritual growth. i pray that i don't get it when i get there, if i do. i ignore images or visions in general.

well i'm off to bed. niters all.

Tooo many cooks in this kitchen. Best of luck OP.

Find a teacher, and don't let distance stop you. If you are feeling the call, drop what you're doing and pursue.

MotherGoose did I pronounce that correctly? It could because of your age and your lack of exercise or strectching. Make sure you hydrate plenty and reduce your eating. Are you also experiencing lower back pains? How many eggs have you laid? Let's see...... I'll know more after my trip and I'll be back till then take care and keep positive thoughts.

You need to purge yourself of evil. Get rid of all Rock n roll Cds and any games you have play'd online and all evil in general. And accept Jusus Christ as your Savior. :Wed:

:LMAO-MG: Best reply EVAR!!!! Umm ya.. I am past egg laying prime.. :semi-confused-MG: Ok.. done laying eggs.

My positive thought... This week I will find a place where I can swim and move with less pain in warm water! The Universe and I will work this out. :Happy-Dance:




Excuse me?? "Get rid of Rock n Roll? :Talk-to-the-hand: I think NOT! :Silly-MG:

Oooo Now this is an amazing issue. There is a real conversation going on between ourselves from past/present/future! I know it! Such a compassionate reply, thank you. :Group-Hug:



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