Some songs

Time to clear the air....

Have a great morning eee....

for some girls out there

hi rider

Just stopping by and crashing some songs, dropping this track for my own selfish reasons as if recording my daily entry in the diary. Peace and don't forget the mood later dude duty calls! Let's ride!

thanks for music


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i mean every!!

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i failed on that one, soo edit:

something nice instead

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thanks luna for visiting



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Hi!

51585 is the date my mother passed away. when i heard the song it made sense for me to post it

she was electrocuted while preparing dinner as she touched the burner reaching up opening the cabinet door above. The shock sent her falling backwards on the kitchen tile floor
as I watched it unfold sitting on the kitchen tile floor

she lay next to me with eyes wide open foaming at the mouth
as I stood over her body I froze, shocked and scared
couldn't speak or move
overwhelmed by fear staring at the saliva foaming out her mouth

To sum up this moment over 30 minutes passed before her boyfriend came home from work
then called the ambulance.

Also this song speaks to my mother telling her about how the rest of my life went downhill
adopted by her evil stepsister and abusive uncle only to be tormented, physically, emotionally, mentally abused
turning introverted and inhibited associating everything with fear
my dreams are always vivid, nightmares, sleep walking
should have had therapy but they knew they were at fault

so I'm out the picture out the door only my brother and I
only family I know

I admit I was weird growing up to say the least not speaking much with a borderline personality disorder
going to schools was like doing time suffering and hiding inside
like all adolescents I was just trying to find an identity
but I was too depressed and failed many times over
unlike any other unable to express my energy with a high degree of social anxiety

fast forwarding some into the future came drugs so I was exiled by loved one's I've known
and my love turned into hate and then broken and torn
and a vision of (Eli) in a dream with the look of anger, disappointment, and I should smack you all in one look
she found me in the astral plane surrounded by a few good entities and plenty of evil beings around
but today a new day is dawning
tomorrow will never be gone
and a new day tomorrow
now the new day has come

.....that was just a very small fraction of my life dear diary
and when you posted on the mood "early morning alesana" I heard for the first time I cried and want to thank you
again I know i don't know you but that ferry is hella fine and you have a way with music/words??????
sorry for being random everywhere and not fully coherent I hope this has not labeled me more of a freak
and in case it has here's a song for me





and I just heard 3E song cold speed of sound at "some songs" it awoke other parts in me. Thank you eee

Oh and if a tsunami or explosion does come my way I am going to survive anything, how? I think something in me will be released.
Maybe I am a paranoid schizophrenic but then again......

I'm the only one who can walk in both worlds. I'm the Ghost Rider.

you'r completly normal
thanks a million for sharing
once i was about to take as much drugs as i had in my
cabinet, just like that, just couze my life was shitty
but i didn't knew how many and which i should take
so i went to chat, on some druggie site just to find a guy
on ketanol wanting to cut his veins in front of everyone,
he talked withe me for 5 hours and actually it was very nice conversation, i still think of him as a friend, we both needed that day just someone to talk to, and weridly it actually went good, how it realte to you'r story... i have no idea... you'r story seem much sadder than what i lived in my life, no comparison buddy, and i am impressed that you are still going and rocking, cheers to you Ghost Rider, the song from coldplay was given to me from great lady called FreeFire
it actually kept me alive fev days ago...
oh and i am just writing all that as a share for a share
that what i love about net, something you just wouldn't tell
anybody outside, i actually try sometimes, and ppl just run away do to anything but listen, and psyhiatrist, just been there once, lady told me i am normal O.o also it kinda looked like she just wait for me to tell something she can put into category and give me a label, and that she did when i told her i have something like a mania towards symbols, later in a report i read, normal, little mania... i mean WOW.
i don't say that all psyhiatrist are bad, just been there once
but that's my experience, life tough me that family and friends that stay with you no matter what are most helpfull, even if they do not understand they can help you just by not leaving you alone... no matter are you talking with them through internet, phone, or they just sstanding next to you
again thanks for song and sharing
another song from FF
that one helped me most

sometimes when it

you just need to keep going for a while longer to see
that light was just around the corner
hidden, but close

yeah coldplay have something magic in them

i guess we don't necessary need to walk through hell alone
in "small gods" by terry pretchett brutha sayed
"i always though of it as rather hints not rules"
but most of you prolly know that anyway...

thanks everyone for songs

Starts about 24 seconds in. Worth the wait.. enjoy.

FF

awesome, i was just going through this song at the moment

i kinda like your's better a bit
thank you

How weird is that??

How about a bit of Joan from her heyday?

OMG that tune.... mmmmmmmm just awesome
and the band name
i may actually like them better than Red Hot Chilli peppers
let's just say they are equally good

i got this

btw thanks, nice song