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A little "exercise" I've done for a very long time

 
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A little "exercise" I've done for a very long time
I think since as long as I was mentally capable of doing this something urged me from the inside of myself, to do this.

Remember, I used to be a Christian, never hardcore, I never hurt people like most religionists do, likely because I never believed in pushing beliefs onto others. Yet I had my moments alone, where it was the mystical/personal experience, fit into a "christian" format.

I've since learned what these energies and consciousnesses actually represent, and realize that they can go by any name we give them.

So I've lost the glitz, but kept all the knowledge, I haven't given up because I realized religion is not the path of acceptance, but I realized it catches you by giving you some of the truth, and that was what I was after, and so I expanded on what I knew, and slowly left. [email protected] categories people would place me in now, but I am not in and no one else is.

So, the thing I've done, is something based on the "love" of "christ" whether that may be a real being in your heart, in the past or in the cosmos, and it involved lying in bed. I used to do all sorts of mental exercises or go through experiences while I was sitting, at school or bored waiting for something somewhere, but now it's usually just in bed.

So I lie in bed. And casual and odd series of thought events takes my perception away from my own present self, and moves into both the past and future simultaneously. Because I can't simlpy move to the past, without my body actually still existing in the future, it just happens.

So when in this state, I view people. All kinds of people, usually it will start with the family, I don't know what causes this, but I basically have conversations with them. Except...they're not doing much talking, I am, and it's about all the things that I want to "smooth" out, pretend I was just about to die, well that is the state/moment where you can get everything out, and it would stand like concrete as if it you've done the real thing.

And I'm fairly certain to an extent, that this is the real thing, that you're/ I'm connecting with the subconscious of that person through my subconscious (the thing that makes big landscapes in my head and sets up 'meetings' with other beings). A forgiveness begins, after all the reviews have gone, and it's you forgiving them.

It's never you begging for forgiveness, that never happens, in this state it's like a delusion to think that forgiveness comes from others, it starts within you, and then spreads. After all this, it's like love, you must love them. But not because you have to. Because of some religion, or because love is a very high energy radiating force of life, but because you should imagine their body, imagine them, and say "they look just like I do", you realize they are truly your brother or sister, and that you are in this together.

Slowly, this evolves into something like imagining, and seeing white lights wrapping around then and literally pulling them into you, and it's like the past and these loose ends are finally severed. And you exist, kind of like co-exist with their personalities inside of you, and with this it's like you expand, like you become larger, and you have twice the amount of spiritual strength to put forth. Although. I understand this as simply being your NATURAL energetic self, and bodies, acting UNHINDERED by a worrying consciousness, with memories in the subconscious to "haunt" it.

It's kind of sad or funny, depending on the way you look at it, because this is what is believed to happen, by the tibetan book of intermediary states ( the book of the dead), right after death.

When one is very primitive and not beyond the wheel of reincarnation yet, they will experience each life as if they are tied to it without light or life elsewhere. And so if they review, and they don't like something that they see, and yet they realize they are literally attached to this life until they can fully accept it, then they experience and re-experience all those moments and situations over and over again. Slowly they are supposed to learn to bring love into it, through their own imagination, since a brain won't exist at this point!

Yet, having the chance to do this now, and to do what you have to, to know that you're actually doing it, it kind of sets you free from worry. I feel this is something important that everyone should do, and already does, just not consciously. Yet the goal of the experience here, may be to bring what's subconscious to the conscious, so that it's knowledge, it's expanse, and it's love may be yours. I also believe that love equals a very very high energy force and consciousness which exists transient the entire universe.

SO if you would like to, try this out and tell me how it goes.

Note, I just now did it after I awoke and after I lied in bed for about 20 minutes to a half hour, it's now 3:08 am, and it probably took a half hour to 20 minutes. Now, this means to explain that I actually felt as if it were real, there were no distractions, the rooms I was in were all set to the time and place of the real situations.

Maybe I should clarify as well.

It was like. I remembered a place and a time where I may have allowed myself to become more "primal and physical (desire) based", than anything above that. SO I go to this place, and it's just like I'm re-experiencing it, although I kind of break character and speak out, to the persons involved, and eventually it's like a distant gap created, a void, is breached and a connection is re-made.

Now this all takes place through imagination, nothing more, and I believe that you may be connecting with another's imagination when you do this.
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It happens while awake, I too thought it was just a game, or at the very best I was a weird kid who daydreamed, but did it with intelligence and power, and guidance instead of just thinking about something without purpose. I thought that way because the people there, and the situations, while known to exist either in a place where my mind is, or only in my mind, still felt real and alive to me. Like there was a teeming of intelligence and I had a gateway. Though I never accepted that fully because of the differences it caused.

I can do it while in motion, active and upright. That's the only thing I find to be unique about myself, in this and every other segment of life, higher and spiritual, or mundane.

I used to be able to do this while fully functional, I think it caused problems though, because it would kind of mesh those experiences with real experiences, I never wondered which were real or fake, but basically it would be like...conversations and interviews occurring in my head with suggestions and even jokes and lessons, while everything around me remained unchanged. The problem was, that I would mesh what I was reviewing, at that moment, with an object or something I saw or basically anything in physical existence and that would constantly shift the topic of what was being focused on, and manifested in thought, into something completely irrelevant to what it was originally.

Although I liked this, because I found if I had nothing to do, I could "think" that, and if I was supposed to be doing something, like in school, and was bored, I would remain moderately active, while running through a list of schemes and situations in my memory in the future or past, or wherever. I still don't know all the affects of that, but I broke the whole streak of doing this from the moment I woke up until I went to bed, for a few years, and although I never stopped altogether because it's just the way I exist in my head, it's the way I think, with lots of these variables, I cut it down alot.

I'm remembering a lot of this as I go along, because like emotional contexts or something, this type of experience has it's own world of memories and lessons, but I remember that a lot of times I would end up imagining, and doing this, while at the same time losing focus, or becoming occupied with something else, and that would cause a random display of emotion or situations which would ultimately confuse me. I think I remember wanting to cut down, because everything would just get too out there and it would be like I would stop realizing where I was and who, and go directly into a "dream segment" at times, and then snap out of it. I think it caused a lot of fear, because the only piece of information in the entire american education system on this is "Don't do it, don't daydream.", which is outright pitiful.
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I have to admit I've kind of been waiting for you to share your story...


I understand this as simply being your NATURAL energetic self, and bodies, acting UNHINDERED by a worrying consciousness, with memories in the subconscious to "haunt" it.

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I must've forgotten.

My story is of a crash landing, like most who are here now.

When peforming any non-physical ability you have to always be very aware of your emotions.

If you are imbalanced then you'll end up draining yourself further. When you are at a stable level, you can act properly, and think properly. I think that's what JediKaren said above.

I don't think there are emotions like anger or fear. I think there's either love, or fear.

And fear is the absence of the more powerful emotion like love, and so love is the only thing.

Now love is not just the feeling when you're with a girl/guy, it's all of the good feelings you've ever felt put into one. Everysingle thing that could be labeled as "happiness" or "joy" is love. Not just the sexual or companionship based notion that we humans have labeled today.

Now fear, is not just when there's a scary movie. But it's when you're not sure whether you have enough money to buy something, even if you just want to get a shirt! It's just a lower level, a smaller representation of the same "force" that pushes us to act and express ourselves.

Now, I think the lower ones, like fear or anger or all the "bad" ones, are simply negative energy forces. They will drain you and weaken you the longer you have them within you. Love, or absolutely any "good" type of energy you have radiating throughout your mind and body (all of them) will cause you to improve in any case.

Now with Psi, I believe you're simply gaining a conscious control over this energy within you. Not always emotional, as it's not based upon an event. Yet it's like it's gathered from pre-existing wells, and you're simply working with it as you would gather blood to light weights and work out your muscles. Only you do that subconsciously, because you're subconscious takes care of most of the things.

What do we control in life? We make decisions, and we feel the results of them, either physically through sensation, or mentally through thought and perception.

We can literally control only our bodies at first. Yet if we train we can control how our bodies react to things, when before it was simply subconscious. If we can break through to the subconscious' job, at this level. Then what says that with more training we can't simply continue on. I think that's what psi is about, because eventually we learn to control the actual energy that creates and animates our bodies, and our MIND, while before it was all simple reaction and decisions represented by emotions mentally, or by sensations physically.
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Kundalini refers to a form of psychic, emotional, and mental energy which resides in the base of your spine, when activated, either consciously or subconscious you will feel the effects both physically and emotionally/mentally.

The energy of this conduit regulates a persons basic evolutionary function, depending on your environment, your body may take action on a spiritual level, or depending on the thoughts and focus within your head. Kundalini is related to both physical ability, psychic ability (all of them), and awareness (intelligence, unity).

Kundalini can be risen on it's own, or one can speed the process up through things like meditation, or "psi" work. The focus here is to create a balanced flow of the energy, in order to "grow" properly, with balance, one's life could alter too fast, and everything could be lost.

The system of energy releases in bursts. There is a threshold for the rising of the kundalini energy, which is the same as psychic, spiritual, or conscious energy manifesting directly within your body, after which the affects cannot be reversed but only delayed. This threshold is usually felt within the kundalini experience, as being somewhere between the middle of the back and the back of the head.

The sensation physically, and momentarily, may start as a tingling in the toes, and a warmth in the legs, which will rise, as your mind and body sees fit, into a heat and eventually a flame like liquid feeling turning into a burst of pure energy and "wake up" awareness, which rushes up your spine into the back of your neck or head. The experiencer will momentarily experienced a highten sense of ability to visualize, along with other mental and psychic comprehensions, physically, there will be no sense of ailment, as long as the body is majorily healthy to begin with. The intense heat/vibration sensation will likely frighten a person, and because of this, after the first stage of kundalini release a person will likely become unstable and not allow the kundalini to rise the rest of the way. Although these are in the cases of a natural "hightened" sense of release.

Normally, a person's kundalini will release naturally throughout their lives, throughout different stages, with different intensities. It is not always felt, yet the affects are always visible if someone watches their long time life experience carefully. Short term affects, are usually exclusive to one who "coaxes" their energy and consciousness into unity, through will and silent focus. The study of PSI is closely related to this psychic energy, as are many other subjects of this nature. Although there are differences.
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Nice. Thanks for sharing. rbw
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How kind, we all are, thank you.
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Incredible posts. It's very difficult for many to express what you did the way you did it. Nice.
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Congratulations on deciphering your personal technique mine like yours is constant while awake, and more potent for sure when in a more calm space without the added frequencies of everyone's chaos day to day.

And like you I also saw it as bit of a game at times. Testing ways to tap into it, attempting the same task slightly different to see how broad the changes in my perception was etc.

while we took different routes to figure it out. it would seem we are two chick peas in a way far out pod. Pleasure to read
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Awesome, that's a great response from you all. Thank you.


Congratulations on deciphering your personal technique mine like yours is constant while awake, and more potent for sure when in a more calm space without the added frequencies of everyone's chaos day to day.

And like you I also saw it as bit of a game at times. Testing ways to tap into it, attempting the same task slightly different to see how broad the changes in my perception was etc.

while we took different routes to figure it out. it would seem we are two chick peas in a way far out pod. Pleasure to read
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Excellent, I'm glad to see more and more people coming various levels of acceptance of this. Most people literally think it's just to weird, and don't learn the positive aspects. I do hope we build a better foundation for these kinds of experiences and explanations.
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It sounds as though your drivel is of the devil.
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Re: A little "exercise" I've done for a very long time
Who is the devil and what does he want with my drivel?

Do you have any other experience with what I'm talking about?

Is the devil not fear itself?

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No these are all levels of consciousness we can achieve, not devil work. We are built by design to experience these happenings, but we are numbed by society. We are blinded by the puppet show being orchestrated around us that we are distracted from the spirit in us all that is capable of so much more than we can comprehend.
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Who is the devil and what does he want with my drivel?

Do you have any other experience with what I'm talking about?

Is the devil not fear itself?
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no, actually he is a real entity........
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It sounds as though your drivel is of the devil.
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Re: A little "exercise" I've done for a very long time
No these are all levels of consciousness we can achieve, not devil work. We are built by design to experience these happenings, but we are numbed by society. We are blinded by the puppet show being orchestrated around us that we are distracted from the spirit in us all that is capable of so much more than we can comprehend.
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Thank you for your expression.

Who is the devil and what does he want with my drivel?

Do you have any other experience with what I'm talking about?

Is the devil not fear itself?

no, actually he is a real entity........
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As opposed to....?




Anyone else have any experiences like this?
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