Hi everyone, been reading and watching. Wanted to say hi to all the regulars, T2, Josh, wispy, nut, blue spirit. My body has been breaking down this year. My sister passed last year, my son died in March and my beloved companion passed over the rainbow bridge in june. My heart broke from the pain of it all and I started having palpitations. I'm now diagnosed with AFIB.

It's so strange how you can feel so strong and feel like you can conquer the world and then the rug is yanked out from under you. I realize the immortality of the body now. And when i share my health with others, I find almost everyone has symptoms of health deterioration as well. Even the youth....

I remember ST's words over and over how our bodies are not meant to withstand what's coming, what's already here, what's already happened.

Some days I feel so thankful to have experienced life here, now. And find myself dreaming about what's out there, and experiencing other dimensions and densities. It's good I guess that I can't remember my other selves otherwise it would feel like prison here. Well, I'm rambling....

I see ST hasn't been here for awhile. Maybe his rock collections are complete and all his categorizing of all the precious stuff he wants to take with him is ready.

Well, just wanted to say hi to all.


Much luv,

Canundrum