... I may have grown into a woman, but inside of me, there will always be 'the young girl'.
I like her, and never want to kill her off. She has some great qualities about her.....curious about everything, and full of questions, wanting to learn about it all.
The ability to set life's problems aside sometimes, and still 'play' and have fun, laugh over silly stuff.
Being able to look at the Natural World around me and be awed by the beauty of something as trivial as the frost patterns that are created on the fallen leaves on the ground...
It isn't just about fucking.....that's just too easy to find.
What I'm looking for is deeper....need to have an emotional connection, someone that values the same things in life that I do , someone I can respect, and admire...as well as desire sexually.
Who do you think you are fooling with this BS which I hear since my young times?
Now I know you are narcissist:
It is difficult to recognize a narcissist because he (or she) spends all of his time acting, protecting his ego by presenting to the world a false image of himself. [
link to www.winning-teams.com]
Your 'bla bla bla' is all BS to hide that you want be deep fuck...