When our faith is being tested, it always seems the same way...that we have lost all sense of God's prescience. It is a part of spiritual growth, and you will go no further in your Christian walk until you "pass the test" which of course is "Will you trust God at His word to be there, and to always work all things for our good when you cannot "feel" His prescence?" The testing of our faith, the scripture tells us, is more precious than gold, in God's sight.(James 1:2-5; I Pet.1:7) It's another step in growth, "count it all a joy" because a more perfect work of Grace is being wrought in your life.