nope, not anymore, joking guy owed me a bit, so he left me alone, and if you know that much why not try to explain it
to other ones?? don't you think that's kinda you'r responsibility if you know?

and don't force me to think that way anymore, please
i'm done with that.
did you ever wondered that this is what hurts you?
don't remember how you written yourself that you
like normal thoughs when you are near friends, you know what
my friends are away, i had to try to take care of that alone
so stop pushing me back there.