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Anonymous Coward User ID: 790248 United States 11/25/2010 05:25 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Don't do it please .... My co worker recently commited suicide and was found by hunters, died from a self inflicted gunshot wound. Please don't do it, i'm hurting just because i don't understand why he did it. His family is probably suffering very much now, not understanding why, other co workers are saddened they don't understand why , it's a tragedy, if i can save just 1 more life with this message i'm so happy i helped. Please just stick it out, please. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 1173906 United States 11/25/2010 05:30 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 1154352 Australia 11/25/2010 05:32 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You brought a tear to my eye. But please dont do It - things can only Improve from here seriously. The darkest hour Is before the dawn. Honestly there seems so many single, lonely people here - why Isn't there a dating thread? You should start one - where single people can find the partner to walk the rd with, or at least a couple of good friends who understand and live locally. If you need to chat - private message me, but please, please hang In there as this as everything will change. Honestly think about making a dating thread ( or I will lol ) as one thing I see a lot here - Is lonely people, walking this path alone. But hey there are SO many here of the same mindset - there Is no need to walk alone. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 1010415 United States 11/25/2010 05:35 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | IMO, is the testimony worth a life? Maybe you have to turn that one over to higher powers of the universe. Give it up? Is it worth the pain? ( I had to give it up and I do not regret putting it behind.) We, too have no jobs anywhere here. If you have a place to live, fk the money and just be glad for the roof. Our roof is in severe danger. We do not know where to go. But dying is ridiculous, starting over hurts but it can bring great growth and new friends. I am fighting this fear, I encourage you to do the same. A new day, a new life. It does happen.Please remember this. Had arthritis the last 20 years. Recently made 100 bucks and gave it all to a Chinese doc for medicine so I can work. It is worth it. The meds are only 24 bucks. Borrow it if you must. There is always a solution. Always. Always a new start. You have to really adjust your mind, realize the choice of a new life is not what you want-BUT it is a choice. Who knows what good may be unseen? Blessings to you all. |
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ashesand sackcloth User ID: 1115888 United States 11/25/2010 05:41 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You can't go out that way. It would take you to hell for real. Read a book by Mary Backster about the trip she had there. I didn't write a book about it but have been shown in a dream. It was so bad that words fail me to descripe what it's like. But hell is a real thing and you really want nothing to do with it. Booner Note: I was trying to astral travel before my experiance. I did leave my body and was caught by demons. taken to hell and I thought I was going to be there forever. Jesus Christ saved me from it. Last Edited by ashesand sackcloth on 11/25/2010 05:45 AM |
Frigg Stuyvesant User ID: 1108799 United States 11/25/2010 05:43 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Let the miserable part of you die. Let it take all your fears with it. Make your rebirth count. As bad as things are I am sorry to say they will get worse for all of us and if you think you can't hack it now just wait till we are all up to our necks in doody. It is time to get tough. Sack up and soldier on. No other options. Cui Bono? |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 1173987 United States 11/25/2010 05:48 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | i was there. there is always another chapter in the story, and I figured that the ultimate waste is to put the book down before you finish it. book of life, that is. This is coming at 119 MPH drunk at night with the headlights off btw. I've wanted the nothing before. god, I've wanted it. I want THIS first, no matter how bad it is. |
Passing Thru User ID: 1021801 United States 11/25/2010 05:49 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Just close your eyes, imaging the life you want and the place you want to be. You must have a dream, go for it now. Pick a place very far away from where you are, burn those bridges and never look back. Instead of doing something like giving up on life all-together, simply give up on your old one. Make something new for yourself somewhere better, somewhere you can be happy. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 1173609 Mexico 11/25/2010 05:49 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | As bad as things are I am sorry to say they will get worse for all of us and if you think you can't hack it now just wait Quoting: Frigg Stuyvesanttill we are all up to our necks in doody. It will be easier when more are in the same position. Then he can group with other people for positive solutions. He may be able to do that now.... |
Richard Eldritch User ID: 1173088 United Kingdom 11/25/2010 05:50 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Just close your eyes, imaging the life you want and the place you want to be. You must have a dream, go for it now. Pick a place very far away from where you are, burn those bridges and never look back. Instead of doing something like giving up on life all-together, simply give up on your old one. Make something new for yourself somewhere better, somewhere you can be happy. Quoting: Passing Thru 1021801He will kill himself if he has to listen to that crap.... HUSSAR! |
Hickory User ID: 974021 United States 11/25/2010 05:51 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 1173990 United Kingdom 11/25/2010 05:54 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | even the most hopeless situation can be transformed by the power of prayer. i have been through dark times in my own life and understand that they were necessary on my journey to the light. once you reach the light and create a strong and permanent connection with spirit, you will never go back to the darkness. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 1139627 United States 11/25/2010 06:08 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | To say I'm in a bad place is putting it mildly. I have no job. I have money issues like crazy. I was recently diagnosed with Lupus and arthritis. I hurt all the time. I can't afford medication. I have to go and testify soon at a parole hearing against the man who raped me when I was a kid. I have no family to celebrate the holidays with. I have nowhere to go, no one to see, and nothing much to eat. Quoting: georgiaghostI'm "borrowing" internet from my neighbor with his permission. I almost killed myself today. I sat on my cot with a bottle of pills in one hand and a blade in the other. I tried to decide which would be the easiest and most painless way to do it. I don't want to be alive anymore. I was at rock bottom when I called the Suicide Prevention Hotline. I had actually Googled ways to end my life and saw that website. I probably talked to the man who answered for two hours. I cried. I broke. I cried some more. I listened. I questioned. I begged. No, my life still isn't worth living at the moment. I'd rather be dead. But someone listened to me tonight at Suicide Prevention. And I put the bottle and blade down. [link to www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org] shut the fuck up trying to push your agenda on others you fucking piece of shit. if you were really going to kill yourself you would have done it. |
CestLaVie User ID: 1010415 United States 11/25/2010 06:11 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You can't go out that way. It would take you to hell for real. Read a book by Mary Backster about the trip she had there. I didn't write a book about it but have been shown in a dream. It was so bad that words fail me to descripe what it's like. But hell is a real thing and you really want nothing to do with it. Quoting: ashesand sackclothBooner Note: I was trying to astral travel before my experiance. I did leave my body and was caught by demons. taken to hell and I thought I was going to be there forever. Jesus Christ saved me from it. Praise God!! Truth, with no sugar. Love,p |
Delphi User ID: 1171695 United States 11/25/2010 06:19 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I have been where you are and I can tell you that things are not what they appear to be....YOU have way more power than you know! |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 1172327 United States 11/25/2010 06:22 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | No, seriously? Or are you trying to drum up business for the psychologists at your link? I don't think they have the answer, and their meds make things worse. You should contact your local church for a face to face with the pastor. They can help with your other problems, too. And i happen to know if you contact the Seventh-day Adventist Church they have a vegan diet that helps arthritis and possible lupus. |
Hickory User ID: 974021 United States 11/25/2010 06:23 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | To say I'm in a bad place is putting it mildly. I have no job. I have money issues like crazy. I was recently diagnosed with Lupus and arthritis. I hurt all the time. I can't afford medication. I have to go and testify soon at a parole hearing against the man who raped me when I was a kid. I have no family to celebrate the holidays with. I have nowhere to go, no one to see, and nothing much to eat. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1139627I'm "borrowing" internet from my neighbor with his permission. I almost killed myself today. I sat on my cot with a bottle of pills in one hand and a blade in the other. I tried to decide which would be the easiest and most painless way to do it. I don't want to be alive anymore. I was at rock bottom when I called the Suicide Prevention Hotline. I had actually Googled ways to end my life and saw that website. I probably talked to the man who answered for two hours. I cried. I broke. I cried some more. I listened. I questioned. I begged. No, my life still isn't worth living at the moment. I'd rather be dead. But someone listened to me tonight at Suicide Prevention. And I put the bottle and blade down. [link to www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org] shut the fuck up trying to push your agenda on others you fucking piece of shit. if you were really going to kill yourself you would have done it. Well, if the OP was looking for peoples reaction to his post....He certainly got a doozie....NICE. You have one life. Live it. You have one voice, use it. You have one :Hickory-1: |
georgiaghost (OP) User ID: 922522 United States 11/25/2010 06:42 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I'm actually a female. And no, I don't know anyone at that link other than the man I spoke with and he identified himself as Allen. I considered calling The Trevor Project for help as well since they are suicide prevention, but I'm not a lesbian. I think that's only for lesbians and gays. I posted the link so that anyone else out there who feels as alone as I do right now would have someone to talk to like I did. I'm ordained so I know the Bible inside and out and feel that my relationship with God is just fine. I've performed marriages, given last rites, and christened babies. I spend a lot of time at retirement homes and hospitals praying with people. I'm right with God. I'm just not right with my current situation and it's taking a considerable toll on me. If an infinite number of rednecks in the back of an infinite number of pickup trucks shoot an infinite number of shotgun rounds at an infinite number of highway signs, they will eventually produce a complete version of Hamlet in braille. |
Richard Eldritch User ID: 1173088 United Kingdom 11/25/2010 06:45 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I'm actually a female. Quoting: georgiaghostAnd no, I don't know anyone at that link other than the man I spoke with and he identified himself as Allen. I considered calling The Trevor Project for help as well since they are suicide prevention, but I'm not a lesbian. I think that's only for lesbians and gays. I posted the link so that anyone else out there who feels as alone as I do right now would have someone to talk to like I did. I'm ordained so I know the Bible inside and out and feel that my relationship with God is just fine. I've performed marriages, given last rites, and christened babies. I spend a lot of time at retirement homes and hospitals praying with people. I'm right with God. I'm just not right with my current situation and it's taking a considerable toll on me. Drop the Bible bashing for a while and have some new fun.Join a band! Become an air steward and see the world! Lots of great things in the world outside the Bible and America Op. HUSSAR! |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 900755 United States 11/25/2010 06:52 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | considering how financially destitute you are, i would suggest you contact your local social services department and see if you can be eligible for medicaid. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1173906if so, most if not all of your medical related costs would be taken care of. I agree. And contemplating suicide IS considered a medical emergency, moving things along faster. The OP probably is eligible for at least emergency food and may be eligible for permanent foods stamp assistance. By receiving treatment for her depression she may get the medical help needed. Holidays are tough for lonely people, or people missing relatives that have passed on, or too far away to visit. |
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georgiaghost (OP) User ID: 922522 United States 11/25/2010 07:00 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yes, I'm in Georgia. I'm northwest of Atlanta near Rome. If an infinite number of rednecks in the back of an infinite number of pickup trucks shoot an infinite number of shotgun rounds at an infinite number of highway signs, they will eventually produce a complete version of Hamlet in braille. |
georgiaghost (OP) User ID: 922522 United States 11/25/2010 07:07 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I keep telling myself it's all the meds that are making me feel this way. I was given samples by the doctor to keep me afloat this month after I explained that I can't afford them. He's got me taking: Cymbalta Neurontin Nucynta Soma Vistiril Valium Seroquel I've been on most of those for months so you'd think that my body would have adjusted to any side effects. It could be that I don't take them as prescribed. I half some of them and skip days in order to make them stretch as long as I can. I just really can't take much more. I can't. I'm so sad, lonely, depressed, and out of it that I don't even bother getting dressed anymore. I just stay in my pajamas and try to hide from life. If an infinite number of rednecks in the back of an infinite number of pickup trucks shoot an infinite number of shotgun rounds at an infinite number of highway signs, they will eventually produce a complete version of Hamlet in braille. |
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