any real MKULTRA survivors out there?

I've been to the white coats to tell me about sleep disturbance. They had me go through a bunch of tests for sleep apnea and told me it's nothing. There is not much papers to go by, but I've survived poisoning attempts, sleep disturbance, traffic accidents and the like.

I would wake up in the middle of the night at around 2AM. This started way back in 1997. I was onto a paradigm changing computer program which the tptb wanted to keep from the people.

Good luck with your search.

I dont think so, but people mention a green puppet with a Doctor, and I did have that experience as a child. Only 28so too young to be MKUltra.

I've been coming here for years..

riiiight

What's your intention--maybe you are a honeypot?

The San Francisco case re the servicemen just won a round, are you following it?

MKULTRA sounds like some feminine menstrual pad.

MK brand Ultra Padded for those Heavy Days.

lol..

I think my implant wigged out last night, it would do a drawn out beeeeeeeeep. and then some static and then I kept getting a radio transmission, Music kept me up.


lol...

zakk is da man to talk too

I've not heard of it.

never mind
I have heard of it

How would a victim or person contact you in this matter?

Documentation? No one will have that. Especially considering that a full memory wipe was done on most.

I do know personally that there are MKULTRA/MILAB survivors on GLP but you won't get any of them to talk with you.

The real question is what are your motives?

this

Lol. I did have a dream once that I was a little kid and my Dad took me to this small store front and when they took me in the back they put me in a special containment room with a control both where they could look at me through glass and they could make me hallucinate and think I was somewhere I really wasn't, etc. Very creepy. Why would I dream something like that?

Read my sig link, I'm out of the closet & have paper trail...

sometimes I wonder if my mom could have been targeted by MK Ultra. She was paranoid schizophrenic but went to school at Berkley in the early 1960's I believe it would be sometime around 1963 or so. To my knowledge she never purposely took any drugs and seemed to be pretty niave to it; but did tell about one story that sounded like she was given a very high dose of LSD and ended up in the hospital. It's possible that was just one of the first major incidents and onset of the diereses but with the location and timing I wonder.

I cannot confirm or deny that I was part of a program in the 90's but here is honestly what has happened to me after feeling like a guinea pig since I was 14 and having a stable spouse that has now randomly fallen to sudden mental illness. In the beginning of all this mess I was a straight a student from age 8 to 13 at 13 the school psychologist told my parents I was most likely bi polar I had no mood swings that I recall or anything abnormal. My parents sent me to a psychiatrist that did diagnose me as bi polar and adhd was on around 9 medications at 14 I supposedly had a reaction to the medication which did make me violent and uncontrollable it happened at school and I got expelled. I then got sent to a special state run school same thing happened and got expelled.At this point the psychiatrist recommended a intensive treatment program called Stone Mountain which was in operation up until 2013 butwas closed down for various forms of abuse and was listed as a secret teen prison online. Once in stone mountain they upped your meds did controlled forced labor think chain gang for state city but with 9 - 17 year olds. They also had "groups" which the purpose of these were to tear you down if you were not following the herd. weekly counselling where they showed you vidoes flashing lights with tag words flashing on obey authority always be a productive citizen. Besides that they had you camp in below freezing temperatures food was rationed at below 1000 calories a day if you complained you got punished. After being beaten by staff more than 20 times in my first year and told I would never be able to leave with this attitude i hunkered down and submitted and "made progress" but I was dying inside I was in this facility until I was 18. At 18 I did not move back home I started a life I discarded all meds have not seen a psychiatrist in over 18 years. I became a military contractor in 2001 - 2010 after I left contracting I felt like I never really fit in still haunted by my teenage years to this day. But what really made me start to wonder about all this stuff is I had and I put "had" a stable spouse until 6 months ago I got a random weird call at the time I thought was some little kids playing on the phone with a blocked number the computerized voice said we have not forgotten about you. click on the other end since then my life has gotten stranger than I ever thought it could get. So yes I cannot confirm or deny it but I seriously wonder if there is anything to all of this.

Yes, I am an MK ULTRA survivor.

My entire world and life was an MK ULTRA testing ground and the only way out of it was through Jesus Christ.

And they shall be mine, saith the LORD of hosts, in that day when I make up my jewels. -- Malachi 3:17

I did a bunch of mushrooms and watched videos of Richard Nixon all night once.

Does that count?

i smoked MK ultra crossbreed with G13 once.....

I survived brah.

special here

Yo I'm originally talking in quotes

yeah. we're here.

ok

Habakkuk 1:15-2:4

They take up all of them with the Angle, they catch them in their Net, and gather them in their Dragnet: therefore they rejoice and are glad.

Therefore they even sacrifice to their Net, and burn incense unto their Dragnet; because by them their portion is plump, and their meat plenteous.

Shall they therefore ever empty their Net, and not spare continually to slay the nations?

I will stand upon my Watch, and stand upon the Tower, and will watch to see what he will say to me, and what I shall answer if I am reproved.

And the LORD answered me, and said, Write the Vision, and make it plain upon the Boards, that he may run that reads it.

For the Vision is yet for an appointed time, but at the End it shall speak, and not lie: though it tarry, wait for it; because it will surely come, it will not hold back.

Her Daddy was on the Back Porch rolling up a Garden Hose.

:-)

And I will put enmity between you and the woman, and between your seed and hers; he will crush your head, and you will strike his heel." -- Genesis 3:15

there is no sense to be made out of any of that

Her Brother was on the Sofa, eatin' Chocolate Pie.

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For he has rescued us from the dominion of darkness and translated us into the kingdom of the Son he loves. - Colossians 1:13