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(Highly Sensitives)~*~I'm really confused - I am sure someone can give me some kind of clue ~*~

 
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Re: (Highly Sensitives)~*~I'm really confused - I am sure someone can give me some kind of clue ~*~
Ok, here's my take but you may not like it. I am an empath, you are too, but I shun all forms of the occult practices. (Tarot, oracle cards etc.)I believe my gift is from God and when I use it I want all my info to be directly from Him. My advice it to develop your relationship with God and He can use you in a powerful way to to love/help/guide others. YOU are meant to be a guide, not seeking guidance from others. Good Luck!
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Re: (Highly Sensitives)~*~I'm really confused - I am sure someone can give me some kind of clue ~*~
I agree that looking within is the answer. Jungian philosopy can be helpful to look into as it's main focus is on becoming conscious of the shadow self, the unconsciousness that directs and drives us, the strings pulling from beyond a cloak of denial. This process can be painful to face at times but adaptive behaviours and trauma wounds once fully seen, felt and accepted,is a truly liberating experience. The collective unconscious is also fascinating to look into.

[link to www.awakeninthedream.com]

I have also found Mindfulness meditation very helpful, the practice of present moment awareness and acceptance of what is right NOW is also a freeing feeling. Learning how to just 'be' is a wonderful gift. Courses are often free or run on a donation basis, many Buddhist centres run Mindfulness groups too. Wishing you well on finding your path.

Here is a link to another current thread here with a similar theme. You are not alone in how you feel.

Thread: Does anyone else feel like they're not human?
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Thank you for the links. hf
My anthem to the shills of GLP:
We're never gonna, believe in, the stories, that you're weavin'
We're believin' in the proof, we're believin' in the truth
We're believin' in each other, not you, you, you
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Re: (Highly Sensitives)~*~I'm really confused - I am sure someone can give me some kind of clue ~*~
How do you look within?
Start with something that would be good for you that you keep putting off or have not done.
Investigate the reason you have not done this for yourself yet.
Eventually discover that the reason is you alone.
You are then left with the only option to move forward, and you will be rewarded with intuitive lessons only your heart can hear.
And the feeling of triumph over your human self will empower you and fill your heart with unquestionable truth.

This all sounds very easy. But the path to self realization is hard. The human body and mind are like a child in the back seat screaming "ARE WE THERE YET"!?
Sometimes you have to tell it to shut up so the real answers can be heard.

Soft music before bed, get in the state between sleep and awake. Enjoy yourself.
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Re: (Highly Sensitives)~*~I'm really confused - I am sure someone can give me some kind of clue ~*~
Also be aware of animals that show up in your consciousness, they have a message for you.

Not a pet but something completely random. I had a stint where people would post experiences with animals on facebook and they were also lessons for me.

Also animal interactions in day to day life.
 Quoting: Krist


Well, now that you mention it. I have two sets of bugs in my house. One is the box elder bugs and the other are ladybugs. The box elders come in the fall....they hang around the house and all in the winter. This morning I looked up and there were like 10 of them crawling all over the ceiling. They are black and red in color.In the spring I get ladybugs in my house. They are also red and black. No, I won't kill them, they are not pests and they don't bite. I just thought it was interesting that someone mentioned animals (insects count too, right?) and I have some.
My anthem to the shills of GLP:
We're never gonna, believe in, the stories, that you're weavin'
We're believin' in the proof, we're believin' in the truth
We're believin' in each other, not you, you, you
(Bang Bang Bang - Mark Ronson)
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“Of course I'm crazy, but that doesn't mean I'm wrong.” - Robert Anton Wilson
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Re: (Highly Sensitives)~*~I'm really confused - I am sure someone can give me some kind of clue ~*~
Some people are given special gifts only to be opened at special times. If you bring ancient tools with you into this life as an old soul, do not be discouraged if the young cannot help you. As of now there are those who hold great and powerful knowledge that if turned on now could actually do harm. Never think people are unwilling or do not want to help, but they can only do so to the limit of their own abilities.

Be kind to the kindergarten consciousness you run into with your great gifts, do not be discouraged if they cannot keep up with your level. NEVER be disappointed when someone cannot teach you something about yourself. That’s for you to do hf
 Quoting: As above. 1003347


I try to be kind to everyone. I liked this though. I tend to try to shut off the level I am at. If I went into it more I am sure that I would understand better.
My anthem to the shills of GLP:
We're never gonna, believe in, the stories, that you're weavin'
We're believin' in the proof, we're believin' in the truth
We're believin' in each other, not you, you, you
(Bang Bang Bang - Mark Ronson)
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Re: (Highly Sensitives)~*~I'm really confused - I am sure someone can give me some kind of clue ~*~
You are feeding on others energy - that's why there's a block. You need to work on your emotional issues.
I'm not sure you will ever have the ability to read others energy because you devour it all for yourself.

If that's offensive - sorry.
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Re: (Highly Sensitives)~*~I'm really confused - I am sure someone can give me some kind of clue ~*~
At the risk of getting my post deleted or even banned from your threads i'll refrain myself from getting into your questions. So i'll just leave you with this: Pick up the book Alpha Training by Jose Silva and see what you can make of that. Don't get his daughters work. After Jose died she pretty much f***ed up everything he created. She edited and commercialized it just to make a quick buck.

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Re: (Highly Sensitives)~*~I'm really confused - I am sure someone can give me some kind of clue ~*~
You are feeding on others energy - that's why there's a block. You need to work on your emotional issues.
I'm not sure you will ever have the ability to read others energy because you devour it all for yourself.

If that's offensive - sorry.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1221477



It isn't offensive. :) My block is that I am not worthy. I do readings for others and they are always right on. (I had a thread here at GLP awhile ago where I did some readings.) I just don't feel like I am worthy enough to be able to do the teachings/healing that I need to do. Yes, that is totally on me to change though. Why me? kind of thing also.
My anthem to the shills of GLP:
We're never gonna, believe in, the stories, that you're weavin'
We're believin' in the proof, we're believin' in the truth
We're believin' in each other, not you, you, you
(Bang Bang Bang - Mark Ronson)
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“Of course I'm crazy, but that doesn't mean I'm wrong.” - Robert Anton Wilson
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Re: (Highly Sensitives)~*~I'm really confused - I am sure someone can give me some kind of clue ~*~
Also be aware of animals that show up in your consciousness, they have a message for you.

Not a pet but something completely random. I had a stint where people would post experiences with animals on facebook and they were also lessons for me.

Also animal interactions in day to day life.


Well, now that you mention it. I have two sets of bugs in my house. One is the box elder bugs and the other are ladybugs. The box elders come in the fall....they hang around the house and all in the winter. This morning I looked up and there were like 10 of them crawling all over the ceiling. They are black and red in color.In the spring I get ladybugs in my house. They are also red and black. No, I won't kill them, they are not pests and they don't bite. I just thought it was interesting that someone mentioned animals (insects count too, right?) and I have some.
 Quoting: Mother Mary

[link to www.starstuffs.com]

here's a link for insect totems
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Re: (Highly Sensitives)~*~I'm really confused - I am sure someone can give me some kind of clue ~*~
At the risk of getting my post deleted or even banned from your threads i'll refrain myself from getting into your questions. So i'll just leave you with this: Pick up the book Alpha Training by Jose Silva and see what you can make of that. Don't get his daughters work. After Jose died she pretty much f***ed up everything he created. She edited and commercialized it just to make a quick buck.
 Quoting: Psych



Thanks and feel free to speak your mind....I wasn't taking about deleting intelligent conversations. (Just the people who really troll.)
My anthem to the shills of GLP:
We're never gonna, believe in, the stories, that you're weavin'
We're believin' in the proof, we're believin' in the truth
We're believin' in each other, not you, you, you
(Bang Bang Bang - Mark Ronson)
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Re: (Highly Sensitives)~*~I'm really confused - I am sure someone can give me some kind of clue ~*~
unfortunately you are not highly sensitive.
nor do you have any psychic abilities.
if you did, you wouldn't need any assistance, nor advice, as the universe would answer all of your questions.

the realization of this should have hit you when you went to a vampire (lightworker) for advice.
even more so when you actually thought any fraud here on GLP could read you over the internet without a totem.

your use of GLP has deluded you.

go back to the drawing board. you are a normal person.

I have the right to say this, not only because I know... but because I am everything you wish you were, and so much more.
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Re: (Highly Sensitives)~*~I'm really confused - I am sure someone can give me some kind of clue ~*~
Ok, here's my take but you may not like it. I am an empath, you are too, but I shun all forms of the occult practices. (Tarot, oracle cards etc.)I believe my gift is from God and when I use it I want all my info to be directly from Him. My advice it to develop your relationship with God and He can use you in a powerful way to to love/help/guide others. YOU are meant to be a guide, not seeking guidance from others. Good Luck!
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Re: (Highly Sensitives)~*~I'm really confused - I am sure someone can give me some kind of clue ~*~
unfortunately you are not highly sensitive.
nor do you have any psychic abilities.
if you did, you wouldn't need any assistance, nor advice, as the universe would answer all of your questions.

the realization of this should have hit you when you went to a vampire (lightworker) for advice.
even more so when you actually thought any fraud here on GLP could read you over the internet without a totem.

your use of GLP has deluded you.

go back to the drawing board. you are a normal person.

I have the right to say this, not only because I know... but because I am everything you wish you were, and so much more.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1188458


That was very kinda mean. But...
I picked up on the "vampire" thingie too.

Maybe OP should just be try to be happy with herself and then the whole energy power zappy thingie will end.

Mother Mary has other gifts that she doesn't want.....
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Re: (Highly Sensitives)~*~I'm really confused - I am sure someone can give me some kind of clue ~*~
unfortunately you are not highly sensitive.
nor do you have any psychic abilities.
if you did, you wouldn't need any assistance, nor advice, as the universe would answer all of your questions.

the realization of this should have hit you when you went to a vampire (lightworker) for advice.
even more so when you actually thought any fraud here on GLP could read you over the internet without a totem.

your use of GLP has deluded you.

go back to the drawing board. you are a normal person.

I have the right to say this, not only because I know... but because I am everything you wish you were, and so much more.


That was very kinda mean. But...
I picked up on the "vampire" thingie too.

Maybe OP should just be try to be happy with herself and then the whole energy power zappy thingie will end.

Mother Mary has other gifts that she doesn't want.....
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1221477


Yeah especially when everyone else around you and not just friends, tell you do have gifts. I'm now confused about how I would pick up others energies. I would have thought that if I was that it would mean that I would be awake and not tired all the time. I guess it isn't that I don't want the gifts, but trying to figure out exactly what to do with the ones I am working on are what is confusing me. I am not asking a guide for simple questions...I am looking for someone to help me figure out what I "see, hear and feel."
My anthem to the shills of GLP:
We're never gonna, believe in, the stories, that you're weavin'
We're believin' in the proof, we're believin' in the truth
We're believin' in each other, not you, you, you
(Bang Bang Bang - Mark Ronson)
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Re: (Highly Sensitives)~*~I'm really confused - I am sure someone can give me some kind of clue ~*~
unfortunately you are not highly sensitive.
nor do you have any psychic abilities.
if you did, you wouldn't need any assistance, nor advice, as the universe would answer all of your questions.

the realization of this should have hit you when you went to a vampire (lightworker) for advice.
even more so when you actually thought any fraud here on GLP could read you over the internet without a totem.

your use of GLP has deluded you.

go back to the drawing board. you are a normal person.

I have the right to say this, not only because I know... but because I am everything you wish you were, and so much more.


That was very kinda mean. But...
I picked up on the "vampire" thingie too.

Maybe OP should just be try to be happy with herself and then the whole energy power zappy thingie will end.

Mother Mary has other gifts that she doesn't want.....


Yeah especially when everyone else around you and not just friends, tell you do have gifts. I'm now confused about how I would pick up others energies. I would have thought that if I was that it would mean that I would be awake and not tired all the time. I guess it isn't that I don't want the gifts, but trying to figure out exactly what to do with the ones I am working on are what is confusing me. I am not asking a guide for simple questions...I am looking for someone to help me figure out what I "see, hear and feel."
 Quoting: Mother Mary

Your own arrogance is why you will never be able to use these gifts.You have to find humility and learn not to judge other lest you be judged.
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Re: (Highly Sensitives)~*~I'm really confused - I am sure someone can give me some kind of clue ~*~
At the risk of getting my post deleted or even banned from your threads i'll refrain myself from getting into your questions. So i'll just leave you with this: Pick up the book Alpha Training by Jose Silva and see what you can make of that. Don't get his daughters work. After Jose died she pretty much f***ed up everything he created. She edited and commercialized it just to make a quick buck.



Thanks and feel free to speak your mind....I wasn't taking about deleting intelligent conversations. (Just the people who really troll.)
 Quoting: Mother Mary


Forgive the past and appreciate the now.

Start all over and forget everything up to now.

Embrace the day like a child does.
The dreamer and the dream
One awakens inside the other
Rediscovering universal truths
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Re: (Highly Sensitives)~*~I'm really confused - I am sure someone can give me some kind of clue ~*~
At the risk of getting my post deleted or even banned from your threads i'll refrain myself from getting into your questions. So i'll just leave you with this: Pick up the book Alpha Training by Jose Silva and see what you can make of that. Don't get his daughters work. After Jose died she pretty much f***ed up everything he created. She edited and commercialized it just to make a quick buck.



Thanks and feel free to speak your mind....I wasn't taking about deleting intelligent conversations. (Just the people who really troll.)


Forgive the past and appreciate the now.

Start all over and forget everything up to now.

Embrace the day like a child does.
 Quoting: Path_No_Logical_Ire


Now see, what you wrote has been told to me many times. Me and my past. I swear I think I have gotten over it and then poof there it is in my face. Thank you for reminding me again. hf
My anthem to the shills of GLP:
We're never gonna, believe in, the stories, that you're weavin'
We're believin' in the proof, we're believin' in the truth
We're believin' in each other, not you, you, you
(Bang Bang Bang - Mark Ronson)
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Re: (Highly Sensitives)~*~I'm really confused - I am sure someone can give me some kind of clue ~*~
Hi Mother Mary,

I did a tarot reading for you. I'm not a professional but I was curious about your post so I wanted to see if any answers came through.

What I'm getting is that the emotional pain you have suffered in life has caused you to seal yourself off from others, to the point where you are in a self-imposed prison. This prison, although not pleasant, has felt like home to you because it was better than the alternative of having to reach out to others and risk getting hurt. Now, this way of life has extended its tentacles into your love life and especially your financial life. I feel like whatever your source of income is, you have outgrown it. Is there someone at work that you are attached to in an unhealthy way, who has excessive power over you and jerks you around like a lost puppy on a leash? And, despite staying strong to put up with all this and keep this job, you're flat broke.
You are on the edge of a huge spiritual transformation, which will change your life massively on all levels. Naturally you are fearing a change in the status quo even though you've been miserable because it has felt like home. These changes are coming very fast. I can't really see what it is, but there is some new source of income popping up, through another woman (she will either tell you about it or inspire you or lead you or whatever) but you're afraid the income is not steady. I actually sense that you are gripped by fear on many levels. In any case, the push will just get stronger and stronger until finally take the leap. If you don't listen to spirit and gather the courage yourself, spirit will just push you off the edge, which can feel more catastrophic. Either way you need to embark on this new journey. You came up as the High Priestess and you need to recognize this power within yourself. This new endeavor incorporates the spiritual power that is your gift in life. I almost feel like you are thinking of going into the healing arts or something? But since it's freelance you are afraid to quit your regular job?
I don't know, I'll stop now, I could be totally on the wrong track but if this helps you in any way please let me know.
Bright Blessings
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Re: (Highly Sensitives)~*~I'm really confused - I am sure someone can give me some kind of clue ~*~
unfortunately you are not highly sensitive.
nor do you have any psychic abilities.
if you did, you wouldn't need any assistance, nor advice, as the universe would answer all of your questions.

the realization of this should have hit you when you went to a vampire (lightworker) for advice.
even more so when you actually thought any fraud here on GLP could read you over the internet without a totem.

your use of GLP has deluded you.

go back to the drawing board. you are a normal person.

I have the right to say this, not only because I know... but because I am everything you wish you were, and so much more.


That was very kinda mean. But...
I picked up on the "vampire" thingie too.

Maybe OP should just be try to be happy with herself and then the whole energy power zappy thingie will end.

Mother Mary has other gifts that she doesn't want.....


Yeah especially when everyone else around you and not just friends, tell you do have gifts. I'm now confused about how I would pick up others energies. I would have thought that if I was that it would mean that I would be awake and not tired all the time. I guess it isn't that I don't want the gifts, but trying to figure out exactly what to do with the ones I am working on are what is confusing me. I am not asking a guide for simple questions...I am looking for someone to help me figure out what I "see, hear and feel."

Your own arrogance is why you will never be able to use these gifts.You have to find humility and learn not to judge other lest you be judged.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1224880


Mine is the opposite. I don't have arrogance. I don't like to have an ego...I don't want to lead cause that puts me in the position of possibly being arrogant. I dislike arrogance that much. I truly have not tried to judge others as I understand how that feels.(To be judged) Those are lessons that I have learned up till now.
My anthem to the shills of GLP:
We're never gonna, believe in, the stories, that you're weavin'
We're believin' in the proof, we're believin' in the truth
We're believin' in each other, not you, you, you
(Bang Bang Bang - Mark Ronson)
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Janey's "doesntwannabeglpsobad"
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“Of course I'm crazy, but that doesn't mean I'm wrong.” - Robert Anton Wilson
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Re: (Highly Sensitives)~*~I'm really confused - I am sure someone can give me some kind of clue ~*~
Hi Mother Mary,

I did a tarot reading for you. I'm not a professional but I was curious about your post so I wanted to see if any answers came through.

What I'm getting is that the emotional pain you have suffered in life has caused you to seal yourself off from others, to the point where you are in a self-imposed prison. This prison, although not pleasant, has felt like home to you because it was better than the alternative of having to reach out to others and risk getting hurt. Now, this way of life has extended its tentacles into your love life and especially your financial life. I feel like whatever your source of income is, you have outgrown it. Is there someone at work that you are attached to in an unhealthy way, who has excessive power over you and jerks you around like a lost puppy on a leash? And, despite staying strong to put up with all this and keep this job, you're flat broke.
You are on the edge of a huge spiritual transformation, which will change your life massively on all levels. Naturally you are fearing a change in the status quo even though you've been miserable because it has felt like home. These changes are coming very fast. I can't really see what it is, but there is some new source of income popping up, through another woman (she will either tell you about it or inspire you or lead you or whatever) but you're afraid the income is not steady. I actually sense that you are gripped by fear on many levels. In any case, the push will just get stronger and stronger until finally take the leap. If you don't listen to spirit and gather the courage yourself, spirit will just push you off the edge, which can feel more catastrophic. Either way you need to embark on this new journey. You came up as the High Priestess and you need to recognize this power within yourself. This new endeavor incorporates the spiritual power that is your gift in life. I almost feel like you are thinking of going into the healing arts or something? But since it's freelance you are afraid to quit your regular job?
I don't know, I'll stop now, I could be totally on the wrong track but if this helps you in any way please let me know.
Bright Blessings
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1215413


Your dead on. I stared crying when I read the first part. and I got goosebumps with the second part. My past. *sigh* yes, my past keeps me in chains so to speak. Yes, I am usually afraid to reach out because I was hurt in my past by many people. I am still afraid of people hurting me in the same way now.

Yes, I have out grown my source of income, but it is the only income I have now. Yes, I am afraid that if that source e of income goes away that I wouldn't be able to make it with the new source of income....which I have been thinking about getting into healing. Of course my feeling is like that if people don't see that I had some kind of formal training then how are they supposed to know that I am for real? (Which is really not the right way I should be thinking...I did readings for over 100 people here in GLP and no one said I was wrong about reading them.) I don't actually have a job right now, but I do Admin another website with another guy. (I get social security for PTDS and anxiety and such, yes, from the past.)

I am gripped with fears on many levels. I try to remain positive, but have negative thoughts in my mind a lot. In my past lives I have been in positions of healing and teaching. When you said you drew the High Priestess I immediately resonated with it because that was what my past lives were like for me. Maybe I felt I needed more of a challenge in this life. Cause my past lives made it seem like it just came to me and it happened and I was great at what I did.

Thank you so very much. hf
My anthem to the shills of GLP:
We're never gonna, believe in, the stories, that you're weavin'
We're believin' in the proof, we're believin' in the truth
We're believin' in each other, not you, you, you
(Bang Bang Bang - Mark Ronson)
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Re: (Highly Sensitives)~*~I'm really confused - I am sure someone can give me some kind of clue ~*~
Hi Mother Mary,

I did a tarot reading for you. I'm not a professional but I was curious about your post so I wanted to see if any answers came through.

What I'm getting is that the emotional pain you have suffered in life has caused you to seal yourself off from others, to the point where you are in a self-imposed prison. This prison, although not pleasant, has felt like home to you because it was better than the alternative of having to reach out to others and risk getting hurt. Now, this way of life has extended its tentacles into your love life and especially your financial life. I feel like whatever your source of income is, you have outgrown it. Is there someone at work that you are attached to in an unhealthy way, who has excessive power over you and jerks you around like a lost puppy on a leash? And, despite staying strong to put up with all this and keep this job, you're flat broke.
You are on the edge of a huge spiritual transformation, which will change your life massively on all levels. Naturally you are fearing a change in the status quo even though you've been miserable because it has felt like home. These changes are coming very fast. I can't really see what it is, but there is some new source of income popping up, through another woman (she will either tell you about it or inspire you or lead you or whatever) but you're afraid the income is not steady. I actually sense that you are gripped by fear on many levels. In any case, the push will just get stronger and stronger until finally take the leap. If you don't listen to spirit and gather the courage yourself, spirit will just push you off the edge, which can feel more catastrophic. Either way you need to embark on this new journey. You came up as the High Priestess and you need to recognize this power within yourself. This new endeavor incorporates the spiritual power that is your gift in life. I almost feel like you are thinking of going into the healing arts or something? But since it's freelance you are afraid to quit your regular job?
I don't know, I'll stop now, I could be totally on the wrong track but if this helps you in any way please let me know.
Bright Blessings


Your dead on. I stared crying when I read the first part. and I got goosebumps with the second part. My past. *sigh* yes, my past keeps me in chains so to speak. Yes, I am usually afraid to reach out because I was hurt in my past by many people. I am still afraid of people hurting me in the same way now.

Yes, I have out grown my source of income, but it is the only income I have now. Yes, I am afraid that if that source e of income goes away that I wouldn't be able to make it with the new source of income....which I have been thinking about getting into healing. Of course my feeling is like that if people don't see that I had some kind of formal training then how are they supposed to know that I am for real? (Which is really not the right way I should be thinking...I did readings for over 100 people here in GLP and no one said I was wrong about reading them.) I don't actually have a job right now, but I do Admin another website with another guy. (I get social security for PTDS and anxiety and such, yes, from the past.)

I am gripped with fears on many levels. I try to remain positive, but have negative thoughts in my mind a lot. In my past lives I have been in positions of healing and teaching. When you said you drew the High Priestess I immediately resonated with it because that was what my past lives were like for me. Maybe I felt I needed more of a challenge in this life. Cause my past lives made it seem like it just came to me and it happened and I was great at what I did.

Thank you so very much. hf
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Glad it helped you. Face your fears like a warrior, you'll be glad you did.
peace
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Have you heard of Complex Ptsd? It is caused by layers of trauma (abuse or entrapment) over a long period of time, the symptoms are a bit different to Ptsd which is usually caused by a one time traumatic event.

[link to www.outofthefog.net]

The good news is that with awareness, self-acceptance and distance or boundary setting with those who act as 'triggers', then symptoms can be reduced and managed over time. Cptsd is a psychological injury inflicted on the person (usually from an early age) as opposed to a psychological illness. Although not responsible for inflicting the wounds, in learning to take responsibility for their own healing the sufferer can heal and move forward from the past and become a more 'whole' person.

This is true in my own experience.

Finding a safe place to share topics like this is essential imo, negative posts can be very triggering to an hsp.
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Yes, I write this at GLP because there are just a lot of people around and so many like "us" (highly sensitives, psychic etc etc.)
And thank you to all others who do offer help and advice. hf
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I hear you. It can get frustrating - especially when you're seeking the BIG answers.

If you only want to talk to spirit guides, etc., then there are specific paths you can take, like the path of the shaman. All good, but if you want to know why you're here and the big questions like that...

I wrote this on another thread, I hope it helps. IMHO, it's the *only* way if you truly want to understand it ALL (it happened to me when I least expected it):

...................

I think you simply need to be a genuine seeker to find real answers.

I could recommend Ramana Maharshi (whom I do recommend), or U.G. Krishnamurti, or Buddhist teachings, but no matter what they say, it's just words.

The real answer comes from within, but how to find the answer is the trick. I tried meditation, I tried silencing the mind - which might work for some - but not for me. In fact, many teachers have sais that these are merely tricks, they don't lead to complete understanding (not sure I agree 100%, but worth noting):

Some people, not knowing the essential emptiness of good and evil, think practical cultivation of mind means to sit rigidly immobile, subduing mind and body, like a rock placed on top of grass.
This is ludicrous.
That is why it is said that followers cut off confusion in every state of mind, yet the mind that does the cutting off is a brigand.
—Zen Master Chinul (1158-1210)

You are really unbound and actionless, self-illuminating and spotless already. The cause of your bondage is that you are still resorting to stilling the mind. —Ashtavakra Gita 1.15

Give up meditation completely but don't let the mind hold on to anything. You are free by nature, so what will you achieve by forcing the mind? —Ashtavakra Gita 15.20

The ignorant make a great effort to practise one-pointedness and the stopping of thought, while the wise see nothing to be done and remain in themselves like those asleep. —Ashtavakra Gita 18.33

The trick IMO is in seeking without caring whether or not you will find the answer. In other words, that your curiosity, your desire to KNOW goes beyond any guarantee of finding an answer.

I also think you need to be a skeptic. You need to have doubt, but at the same time, curiosity. The desire to know why we exist, to know if there is a meaning to life? etc. etc. must be insatiable.

But if you're quick to believe in something, then that "thing" becomes your reality, your paradigm. It's not real, it's just a belief.

When you know, you know. Consider the following:

"Truly a man will ever head for destruction in his ignorance.
His salvation lies in investigation alone."
—Tripura Rahasya Chp III.2-3

"...the mind engaged in practical search for truth
is the surest means of emancipation."
—Tripura Rahasya Chp VIII.5

I will tell you this, EVERYTHING is "God". Everything. You can even find answers in a toilet paper commercial if you are always seeking. You never know what will trigger an awakening.

If you seek, God will provide what you need and lead you in the right direction (if you listen to your gut). But you also need to be patient. If you need quick answers, then you will almost certainly not get far (without suffering that is). For whatever reason, suffering often leads to emancipation and is why, IMO, we are entering the End Times. It's really a wake up call to those who won't seek.

The late Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche once said (paraphrasing):

"If a student is too serious, the benevolent deities will make perfectly adequate teachers, but if the student is too frivolous, only the wrathful deities will be able to do the job."
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Re: (Highly Sensitives)~*~I'm really confused - I am sure someone can give me some kind of clue ~*~
Have you heard of Complex Ptsd? It is caused by layers of trauma (abuse or entrapment) over a long period of time, the symptoms are a bit different to Ptsd which is usually caused by a one time traumatic event.

[link to www.outofthefog.net]

The good news is that with awareness, self-acceptance and distance or boundary setting with those who act as 'triggers', then symptoms can be reduced and managed over time. Cptsd is a psychological injury inflicted on the person (usually from an early age) as opposed to a psychological illness. Although not responsible for inflicting the wounds, in learning to take responsibility for their own healing the sufferer can heal and move forward from the past and become a more 'whole' person.

This is true in my own experience.

Finding a safe place to share topics like this is essential imo, negative posts can be very triggering to an hsp.
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I have never heard of that. I am already diagnosed PTSD, but wow once I started reading about C-PTSD, it totally was something that I went through. Mine was compounded (layered) for 12 years. Thanks for pointing me in the right direction.
My anthem to the shills of GLP:
We're never gonna, believe in, the stories, that you're weavin'
We're believin' in the proof, we're believin' in the truth
We're believin' in each other, not you, you, you
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Re: (Highly Sensitives)~*~I'm really confused - I am sure someone can give me some kind of clue ~*~
unfortunately you are not highly sensitive.
nor do you have any psychic abilities.
if you did, you wouldn't need any assistance, nor advice, as the universe would answer all of your questions.

the realization of this should have hit you when you went to a vampire (lightworker) for advice.
even more so when you actually thought any fraud here on GLP could read you over the internet without a totem.

your use of GLP has deluded you.

go back to the drawing board. you are a normal person.

I have the right to say this, not only because I know... but because I am everything you wish you were, and so much more.


That was very kinda mean. But...
I picked up on the "vampire" thingie too.

Maybe OP should just be try to be happy with herself and then the whole energy power zappy thingie will end.

Mother Mary has other gifts that she doesn't want.....


Yeah especially when everyone else around you and not just friends, tell you do have gifts. I'm now confused about how I would pick up others energies. I would have thought that if I was that it would mean that I would be awake and not tired all the time. I guess it isn't that I don't want the gifts, but trying to figure out exactly what to do with the ones I am working on are what is confusing me. I am not asking a guide for simple questions...I am looking for someone to help me figure out what I "see, hear and feel."

Your own arrogance is why you will never be able to use these gifts.You have to find humility and learn not to judge other lest you be judged.


Mine is the opposite. I don't have arrogance. I don't like to have an ego...I don't want to lead cause that puts me in the position of possibly being arrogant. I dislike arrogance that much. I truly have not tried to judge others as I understand how that feels.(To be judged) Those are lessons that I have learned up till now.
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oh how I wish this was true.I am the guy who pointed you to the hsp test.I know your score.I watched you during your $10,000 givaway and your hatred for those unlike yourself and I was ashamed for you.You have much pain but by punishing others you can only extend this pain.you get back what you give out to others. Forgive yourself then follow what your heart tells you.only then can you appreciate you differences and love your connections to others who share this planet with you.
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I have never heard of that. I am already diagnosed PTSD, but wow once I started reading about C-PTSD, it totally was something that I went through. Mine was compounded (layered) for 12 years. Thanks for pointing me in the right direction.

You are welcome, it was discovery of the criteria for Cptsd that finally gave me a road map out of my own prison - I wasn't clinically depressed, I had been subjugated and downtrodden over a long period of time. Freedom sure tastes sweet now and I like to kick narcissistic butt too when it crosses my path. While once I used to attract it due to childhood conditioning, now I can sniff it a mile away - got a whiff of it trying to get in on your thread too. Glad to see you ignored it.
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Very interesting thread. A lot of useful information. Thanks for asking OP.

hf
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Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.
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Re: (Highly Sensitives)~*~I'm really confused - I am sure someone can give me some kind of clue ~*~
oh how I wish this was true.I am the guy who pointed you to the hsp test.I know your score.I watched you during your $10,000 givaway and your hatred for those unlike yourself and I was ashamed for you.You have much pain but by punishing others you can only extend this pain.you get back what you give out to others. Forgive yourself then follow what your heart tells you.only then can you appreciate you differences and love your connections to others who share this planet with you.
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What $10,000 giveaway? I am confused. I guess if you point me towards what that was, then I would remember. (And if it was more then 3 months ago then you may be right...I have learned much in the last 3 or 4 months.)

"Walks away scratching her head."
My anthem to the shills of GLP:
We're never gonna, believe in, the stories, that you're weavin'
We're believin' in the proof, we're believin' in the truth
We're believin' in each other, not you, you, you
(Bang Bang Bang - Mark Ronson)
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Very interesting thread. A lot of useful information. Thanks for asking OP.

hf
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Your welcome. I am glad it helped others also. hf
My anthem to the shills of GLP:
We're never gonna, believe in, the stories, that you're weavin'
We're believin' in the proof, we're believin' in the truth
We're believin' in each other, not you, you, you
(Bang Bang Bang - Mark Ronson)
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Re: (Highly Sensitives)~*~I'm really confused - I am sure someone can give me some kind of clue ~*~
Sorry but if you're asking questions here aren't you simply wasting time?

If the answer is within you then asking others will just stall for time and muddy the water.





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