Hi Mother Mary,

I did a tarot reading for you. I'm not a professional but I was curious about your post so I wanted to see if any answers came through.

What I'm getting is that the emotional pain you have suffered in life has caused you to seal yourself off from others, to the point where you are in a self-imposed prison. This prison, although not pleasant, has felt like home to you because it was better than the alternative of having to reach out to others and risk getting hurt. Now, this way of life has extended its tentacles into your love life and especially your financial life. I feel like whatever your source of income is, you have outgrown it. Is there someone at work that you are attached to in an unhealthy way, who has excessive power over you and jerks you around like a lost puppy on a leash? And, despite staying strong to put up with all this and keep this job, you're flat broke.
You are on the edge of a huge spiritual transformation, which will change your life massively on all levels. Naturally you are fearing a change in the status quo even though you've been miserable because it has felt like home. These changes are coming very fast. I can't really see what it is, but there is some new source of income popping up, through another woman (she will either tell you about it or inspire you or lead you or whatever) but you're afraid the income is not steady. I actually sense that you are gripped by fear on many levels. In any case, the push will just get stronger and stronger until finally take the leap. If you don't listen to spirit and gather the courage yourself, spirit will just push you off the edge, which can feel more catastrophic. Either way you need to embark on this new journey. You came up as the High Priestess and you need to recognize this power within yourself. This new endeavor incorporates the spiritual power that is your gift in life. I almost feel like you are thinking of going into the healing arts or something? But since it's freelance you are afraid to quit your regular job?
I don't know, I'll stop now, I could be totally on the wrong track but if this helps you in any way please let me know.
Bright Blessings