You are scared OP, scared into believing things which aren't natural, listen to your heart, you have all the answers, just look within and let your intuition guide you.

I understand you need time to develop, learn and grow, like everyone else.Incarnation is the school for spirit.

Remember you reap what you sow.So be careful of how you view others peoples opinions, there are 6billion of us,everyone completely different,but in essence very much alike.So many different paths and views and experiences,..

Be grateful for the things you have and help others as much as you can in these difficult times.I know you are a good person.



Love and Light yo you <3

btw. Prayers do come true ;)