I dreamt of earthquakes!!!!!

It's most likely a personal message to you from your spirit guide (guardian angel) to get yourself ready to meet your Maker.

Time could be short for many of us.

God and I had a falling out some time ago I don't know if he or his angels want to talk to me anymore!!!

Were they made of chocolate?

Actually chocolate mousse I think!!!

When you and God seem far apart.....guess who moved?

He's still there OP.

Believe me, your guardian angel cares very much about you, Guitarguy52.

How do you get back what was lost????

You already know the answer to that, Guitarguy52.

The burden I carry is much more that the average human could stand, I won't go into that now but I have already offered my suffering up to God and all i got was more so I don't know how to feel about the whole thing!!!

re the suffering ...I have often thought the same for myself, gg.

Sometimes I think all disciples of Christ have to suffer just as much as He did ... but in order to make it bearable, it is spread out over many years instead of squeezed into three days.

Keep in mind this is a prison planet. You know what you have to do to be rescued from it.

"Him that overcometh will I make a pillar in the temple of my God, and he shall go no more out." (from Revelations)

There is only one way to avoid coming back, again and again and again and again ...

i'm not sure how to go about it is seems that everyime I've tried before just more is added I cannot take anymore that what I already carry. the weight is heavy and I can carry no more!!!

How do you make peace with God when it hasn't worked before?????

I'm not ignoring you, gg. I'm just not sure what else to say.

For me, I joined the Catholic church when I was 58. My life became much, much better.
I am also an oblate in the Order of St. Benedict, and so I have about 75 +/- monks who include me (along with all the oblates) in their prayers every day, thanks be to God.

This worked for me. I could suggest you try the same, but each of us has his/her own path to follow. If you want to give it a try, then google Benedictine Abbey, and find one within driving distance to you ... and go from there.

I do care very much about your situation; you sound sincere, and I hope you are not shilling me (I don't think you are, but one never knows on glp, lol).

God loves you. That's a fact.

I'm not shilling you I'm not that type!! I just need some honest sincere answers I feel lost and alone sometimes even with wonderful family it can be overshadowed by the situation I;m in if you want some background of what I have to deal with let me know and I'll tell you!!

^^The Answer^^

His Hand is always extended... just forgo pride, disappointments, 'knowledge' (which we don't have) & reach.

He's there... always.

Maybe I'm not askin the right way!!!

I've seen you post before, and you have always seemed a sincere person, gg.

Yes ... any information you are willing to share will be helpful to those of us who would like to help you!

Here's my situation chronologicaly

1. 1988 Hit by tractor trailer in a honda accord needed 4 lumbar spine operations ending in a l-4 to s-1 fusion!!
2. 2001 double bypass
3. 2003 Heart attack 2 stents placed
4. 2003 Aoto accident resulting in lost spleen, frctured skull, separated sternum, 8 broken ribs, 4dislocated fingers in left hand, torn up legs!! herniated discs at c-4 and 5,c-6 c-7 and T-2
5 2004 ventral henia repairs x2 abdominal incision keeps herniating!!
6 2005 another hernia rpair (with mesh this time)
7 2005 small heart attack 2 more stents placed
8 2006 bowel obstruction from adhesion and scar tissue
9 2007 acute pancreatitis leding to gall bladder removal then respiratory collapse = on a ventilator for a week and three months in the hospital after which I developed iv bag sice abcesses in my abdomen which had to be drained
10 2007 another hernia repair which has already failes and my guts stidk through small holes even right now I have to push my guts in cuse they stick out!!
11 2007 to present constant pain down neck arms and legs from the herniated discs
They cannot fix the hernia any more around here they re just waiting for them to strangulate so they cn fly me to Pittsburgh to fix it and the also cannot fix my herniated discs locally so they are witing until the use of my legs and arms become a little more compromised so they can justify flying me to Pittsburgh again to fix that!!!

So thats a little of what I have to deal with!!!! I have asked God to help me carry this burden but so far I am alone in this battle it seems!!!
Thanks for listening

Wow. I don't know what to make of it either.

Maybe you are going to meet a tall dark stranger and find love?

Plus I have died twice and have come back and I would eally like to talk with somebody about that someone who understands near death and can help me understand myself some things!!!

I've been married for 25yrs with all the ups and downs involved with that!!

Doea God want me to beg??
I just don't know!!!

i dreamt of WWIII!

Don't eat anything heavy before you go to bed and you won't have nightmares.


sheesh!!!!!

What about hot Italian sausage with red chili sauce and pepperjack cheese!!!!!

well.. My dreams are about huge UFOS destroying The Empire State building while black & white images of spaceships dance all over he night sky as a black mist spreads all over the place... talk about eerie.

Last one was about a week ago....

That sure does have an eerie component to it I just don't understand it do they have a real world meaning or not!!!

Hang in there. It's always dark before the dawn. We're hoping the best for you friend.

Now THAT I'd love to know =/

SO far 100% clueless...

Thank you i try to fight the good fight but the YEARS of darkness before the dawn can get a bit tiring!!!!