I dreamt of earthquakes!!!!!

Here's my situation chronologicaly

1. 1988 Hit by tractor trailer in a honda accord needed 4 lumbar spine operations ending in a l-4 to s-1 fusion!!
2. 2001 double bypass
3. 2003 Heart attack 2 stents placed
4. 2003 Aoto accident resulting in lost spleen, frctured skull, separated sternum, 8 broken ribs, 4dislocated fingers in left hand, torn up legs!! herniated discs at c-4 and 5,c-6 c-7 and T-2
5 2004 ventral henia repairs x2 abdominal incision keeps herniating!!
6 2005 another hernia rpair (with mesh this time)
7 2005 small heart attack 2 more stents placed
8 2006 bowel obstruction from adhesion and scar tissue
9 2007 acute pancreatitis leding to gall bladder removal then respiratory collapse = on a ventilator for a week and three months in the hospital after which I developed iv bag sice abcesses in my abdomen which had to be drained
10 2007 another hernia repair which has already failes and my guts stidk through small holes even right now I have to push my guts in cuse they stick out!!
11 2007 to present constant pain down neck arms and legs from the herniated discs
They cannot fix the hernia any more around here they re just waiting for them to strangulate so they cn fly me to Pittsburgh to fix it and the also cannot fix my herniated discs locally so they are witing until the use of my legs and arms become a little more compromised so they can justify flying me to Pittsburgh again to fix that!!!

So thats a little of what I have to deal with!!!! I have asked God to help me carry this burden but so far I am alone in this battle it seems!!!
Thanks for listening

Doea God want me to beg??
I just don't know!!!

I never have premonition type dreams or anything like that!! But the other night I had a dream that has bothered me for the past couple of days. The dream was of massive earthquakes which changed the face of the earth cities swallowed whole!! masses of people walking down smoky roads leading nowhere, rivers spilling into towns, mountains that were up were now down and vice versa the screams and the moans of ragged people, the dead and the dying with nothing but a hand bag or a child on their shoulder, the face of the earth was like ripples in a pond!!! Hardly anyway to stand!! It was uite realistic and I don't know what to make of it!!!

Here is a prayer I repeat often, and I find it comforting:


Lord Jesus, help me to live according to Your will,
that I may always be ready to meet You when my work upon this earth is finished.

Grant me, Lord, time for repenting for my failures and omissions, time to complete my work,
and may I end my days here with a peaceful death, comforted by the fullness of Your grace.

I ask for salvation for myself, my family and relatives, my friends, and for all my brothers and sisters in Christ.

Bring us all safely home to You, Lord, that we may praise You and bless you forever.

Amen.

It's most likely a personal message to you from your spirit guide (guardian angel) to get yourself ready to meet your Maker.

Time could be short for many of us.

GuitarGuy, I know this is going to sound really out there in left field,
but while in the hospital, or after any of you surgeries, have you ever
had a dream where you were hung upside down in the corner naked?

I know that sounds crazy, but I have a reason why I am asking.

Okay, you have just made my problems seem trivial (though they are not ... I live in chronic pain, too, but not to the extent you do!!!)

I can only suggest that you develop a relationship with Jesus Christ aka Yahshua Messiah. I do know that when the Holy Spirit is with me/in me, I am at peace (in my emotions) even though I am in physical pain.

I have a prayer that may help. I will go get it, and post it shortly. Also, please read The Psalms. They are comforting! Find your favorites, and memorize them. The 23rd Psalm is especially helpful to me.

Also, read Job. It may help. And be sure to spend lots of time with the Gospel of John.

Thank you Aqurius amd Madigan for the beautiful sentiments I will hold them dearly and try to apply them to my life!!!!

Nothing is trivial only one who lives in chronic pain can understand what another goes through and the depths that pain can take you to!!! I hope you suffering eases as well friend.

Thank you Aqurius amd Madigan for the beautiful sentiments I will hold them dearly and try to apply them to my life!!!!

I love Aquarius' "prayer warrior".

If you want to talk sometime about my question Guitarguy,
just Pm me. Or I'll send you sometime soon. Don't want to overload you.

Here's my situation chronologicaly

1. 1988 Hit by tractor trailer in a honda accord needed 4 lumbar spine operations ending in a l-4 to s-1 fusion!!
2. 2001 double bypass
3. 2003 Heart attack 2 stents placed
4. 2003 Aoto accident resulting in lost spleen, frctured skull, separated sternum, 8 broken ribs, 4dislocated fingers in left hand, torn up legs!! herniated discs at c-4 and 5,c-6 c-7 and T-2
5 2004 ventral henia repairs x2 abdominal incision keeps herniating!!
6 2005 another hernia rpair (with mesh this time)
7 2005 small heart attack 2 more stents placed
8 2006 bowel obstruction from adhesion and scar tissue
9 2007 acute pancreatitis leding to gall bladder removal then respiratory collapse = on a ventilator for a week and three months in the hospital after which I developed iv bag sice abcesses in my abdomen which had to be drained
10 2007 another hernia repair which has already failes and my guts stidk through small holes even right now I have to push my guts in cuse they stick out!!
11 2007 to present constant pain down neck arms and legs from the herniated discs
They cannot fix the hernia any more around here they re just waiting for them to strangulate so they cn fly me to Pittsburgh to fix it and the also cannot fix my herniated discs locally so they are witing until the use of my legs and arms become a little more compromised so they can justify flying me to Pittsburgh again to fix that!!!

So thats a little of what I have to deal with!!!! I have asked God to help me carry this burden but so far I am alone in this battle it seems!!!
Thanks for listening

Doea God want me to beg??
I just don't know!!!

I never have premonition type dreams or anything like that!! But the other night I had a dream that has bothered me for the past couple of days. The dream was of massive earthquakes which changed the face of the earth cities swallowed whole!! masses of people walking down smoky roads leading nowhere, rivers spilling into towns, mountains that were up were now down and vice versa the screams and the moans of ragged people, the dead and the dying with nothing but a hand bag or a child on their shoulder, the face of the earth was like ripples in a pond!!! Hardly anyway to stand!! It was uite realistic and I don't know what to make of it!!!

God and I had a falling out some time ago I don't know if he or his angels want to talk to me anymore!!!