How to find out if you are an MK Ultra mindcontrol victim?

inb4 someone says "jesus"

Actually all my life I was 'raised' within a church.

And they mindfucked my brain, till I broke free from their grasp and learned more about the world and science.

But I fear I may have been a mindcontrol victim because of the church had a special school that they made go to and alot of bullshit taught to us students. back then, and I recently came in contact with old classmates that went to that "spiritual" christian school. And they believe the same thing that their is ab unch of mindcontrol bullshit projected to the students, we were all manipulated. They have the parents brainwashed too. I feel like their maybe some hidden programming within my mind, because everytime something bad happens something kicks in and we have to pray. like if our lives depended on it?

IS it brainwashing? or is it true force fed faith?

Symptoms may include, but are not limited to:
1. Killing locale politicians with out memory of the assassination.
2. An odd sense of duty when playing the latest first person shooter (Crysis, Black-ops 'obviously', Section 8)
3. Agreeing with the music you are listening to, even if the lyrics don't seem to offer a point to agree with.
4. Dog hates you.
5. Cat fears night time.
6. You remember being picked up by men in suites, late at night.
7. The need to meet your contact at a bar you never heard of, even though you have no idea what 'a contact' is.

How to get rid of it:
Bananas...

Oh shit, you mindfucked me I have odd senses when playing FPS and I feel so desentized to death, even the death of my character, usually normal gamers get pissed off that they die in the game, with me it's different, I am laid back, I recently stopped playing FPSs because I felt so robotic like a trained military complex soldier. I had no idea what is the purpose of a FPS game, why do people practice it, it's very morbid if you really view it outside the box.

I don't hate people, I have no hatered towards anyone, I just find it bizarre that I always adapt to such "soldier" like roles but these soldiers are above there lower rank, because the access to advance weaponry within the game, or if it's a roleplaying game where you have a powerful warrior that has access to better armor or can defeat all odds when things are looking grim, almost like an anti-hero.

But some other force is behind the power.

I don't know I just think I was an odd child, I was very well behaved as a child. not even shenanigins that normal children pull. and I have no recollection of memories from when I was from ages 2 to 6.5 years old. I only started remembering things I have done or seen at age 7.

ODD indeed... I don't know anymore.

BBC

ask your handler?

What types of things were you instilled to believe?

Nice chiquitas!

I went through the exact same thing, with regard to being raised within a church, and several of my former classmates & I have also wondered as to the extent of our mental manipulation, just as you are, here. The brainwashing & mind control techniques were quite extensive, and affected nearly every facet of our daily lives until some (such as myself) were able to break free from it and get real help. You have my deepest sympathy & empathy, OP; it's frightening, what these "churches" did to us,in our youth. (P.S. This thread should really be pinned!! I think a lot of others out there might be dealing with this, too.......)

Funny huh?

All that happen to me, especially no. 1; I can't remember killing them, I swear!

If some dude keeps calling you and saying, "why don't you pass the time by playing a game of solitaire", well, that's one sign.

Find your triggers....things people say before you start acting a particular way that doesn't make sense.
For me one was "look at her"..just FYI it didn't make me kill people, instead it made me screw up whatever I was doing just in time for someone to look....grrr, aggravating.
Once you know what your trigger is it's easy enough to practice responding with a different behavior until you get it right.

Find your mantras...things you have always said, or stuck by, without rationale or reason, but "just because it was what you believed." A big one for me is not getting tattooed...I lived with a tattoo artist for years and still managed to not have a trace of ink on my skin, and trust me it wasn't due to not knowing what tattoo I wanted or some fear of pain (I actually kind of like pain, but that's another subject). Another one for me is actually part of my more "important" programming. It's just something I do, a way I am, that results in me getting involved in certain things...yeah, you're getting no detail on that one. But look at your life and realize what you are doing and have done due to repetitive beliefs that you have that you've never questioned or let change with time. Consider changing them or updating them to regain control for yourself rather than someone else.

Now that pain thing...and while I speak mainly to the sexual masochists among us it applies to other things as well. Pleasures that you associate with pain...stop and try to enjoy them without it.

Beyond that....I've probably done more damage than good trying to untangle the mess. So, my advice is far from complete, it just comes from experience.

DUDE...calm down. lol...I play FPS but tend to stay away from humans killing humans...the only human vs human game i've played is MW3, and it was stupid and I felt weird playing it. If im unloading lead into a bunch of robots (Binary domain) or killing a bunch of EVIL aliens then I'm fine with that. Having a sense of duty when playing FPS is not a sign of mind control...it means you don't like losing.
I hate losing too...

One thing I may suggest...play some classical music and use headphones and turn the volume of the game down...then play the game. It adds a certain sense of artistry to playing...timing your grenades or blowing up barrels to the tune of Beethoven's 5th symphony...and waltz of the flowers...fucking epic.

If you've ever played bioshock you'll know how they implemented that, worked well.

would love to hear more tips on how to undo brainwashing are so important. almost as important as
getting the info out to people of what it means to be brainwashed in the first place.

Maybe if you keep singing the wizard of Oz or I've been working on the railroad. The only way to undo that is to listen to this:

FBI here

one way is to ask your signigficant otehr

they are CIA





babe'

OP have a look at this

Thread: HOW CAN A PERSON KNOW IF THEY WERE EVER A VICTIM OF MKULTRA OR MONARCH PROGRAMMING?

and possibly these

Thread: Were You Part Of The "Mentally Gifted Minds" Program In California Scools back in the 70's?

Thread: The CIA, Country Music, Satanic Rituals, Mind Control & Hillary Clinton's Sex Slave. How deep does MK Ultra go down the rabbit hole?

Thread: Were/Are Talented and Gifted Programs some sort of mind control

[link to www.empty-memories.nl]


search youtube for the series

CIA: Monarch, and MKUltra Mind Control Programs

Hey OP, since you're a Freemason, it's more likely that you were doing the programming. If you're a "victim," why are you a member of an organization that carries out mind-control projects for the CIA? Wake up and resign from your local Masonic lodge, where innocent children are sacrificed to Satan. See [link to brussellsprout.blogspot.com]

Last Edited by palomine on 04/13/2012 03:16 PM

If I ever come up with more.
Life is a work in progress always ;)

It helps if you had something real to hold onto that you kept a link with despite programming, because then you can just access that to have a piece of reality to orient yourself to (if that makes any sense..just FYI, also a good thing to know if an acid trip goes bad). For me it was a deep connection with a person from when I was a baby, so I spent ages and ages researching until I found out she was actually real. I was still conditioned a bit to expect to be told I was wrong. But with evidence I could reference, cross-reference, feel, examine...things that were documented and outside of my mind .. then it was easier to accept what I always knew and trust myself.

Disclaimer: While I've established that this works for the short term, it could go horribly wrong in the long term for all I know lol

You wouldnt know or be able to know unless someone told you. MKUltra style mimd control victims are often broken to a state of psychosis. Buried deep are the memories my dear padwan.

However, you can try self hypnosis. Do a hypnosis tape for yourself, these are multiple places on the web to learn scripting free of charge.

Just get drug tested via hair.

CIA here

really a teenage psuchic for the CIA

and the danger has nothing to do with mindcontrol

its has to do with what that russian janitor that know one knows about knows cause i read his mind

and he is a better psychic then me

and he was thinking like outer space alien attack





babe'

Hi Palomine, just bumping this so it goes into my "read" threads.

Very, very interesting posting of yours there!

the only way to uninstall brainwashing is being distant from people who programmed you and going to a therapist specialist in cases of brainwash.

Yeah, well in my case they made it clear that they were fucking with me with mind control technology. They made it clear to me not anybody else that's why I have a hard time getting doctors to understand they miss diagnosed me because they're living in their own little world where mind control technology doesn't exsist and its some kind of conspiracy when it simply is not and mind control technology is as real as night and day and I know it. They can put images in your head with mind control technology fuck with your thoughts read your thoughts. Mess with your body language and speech. They can even get you to laugh and cry. Ummm only you would know if your a victim of mind control technology and you'd have to figure that out. Like I said it was easy for me because whoever is dicking with me with mind control technology made it clear to me that I was being dicked with by some sort of technology and the thoughts in my head were coming from an outside source. Now if it turns out you are a victim of mind control your real issue is going to be getting doctors and people around you to believe you and getting them to stop forcing you to take medicine when you don't have a mental disorder your actually a victim of a crime that a government somewhere has been commiting for who knows how long. I think since 1976.

You do realise that the specialists are usually specialists because they've played on the dark side, and if they haven't they end up being targets themselves.

You have to get/develop detection device/app:
(Application i-phone, android...)
1. Detect MK ULTRA stalker
2. Detect ILLUMINATI STALKER
3. Detect MONARCH stalker
4. Detect HANDLER
Device/app to detect EMFwaves(+voice) characteristics of Stalker and Target at the same time and compare/pair this two people.
Target to get info about stalker(name, address, GPS location...)