How to find out if you are an MK Ultra mindcontrol victim?

Hi! What is callback program to return to the source? What do you know about it? I was attempted to be programmed as sex slave, but it only went as far as preliminatory stage of the programming - they never could get me out of body and I never split, so my memories are intact, although without some details now as it was in 2016. The one thing that happened once when they were commanding me to leave the body and I wasn't going to, they commanded me, "go to the source". Back then I thought it was just another attempt to make me leave the body, considering that "source" is considred where we come from by new agers and the programmers might have thought I would be more willing to leave the body if I could return there. But, I had ear implants, through which voices and frequencies were streamed, and they could read every bit of my mind through them, including how I feel about the new age concept of source, and although they really push it it on you and I had been very suggestible, I had always somehow felt very strongly against it and could never accept it, which the programmers certainly knew. So, what is source? Is there a difference between "source" and "the source"? Anyone who knows the answer, please respond. Thank you!

You have to find the thread in your thought form(s) that you do not seem to have access to. I'm serious but it is a long post.

From what I've seen of people recovering the repressed memories from trauma based programming, I actually don't think I'd want to know if I ever was subjected to it.
Luckily for me there is no chance I was, but your story does sound like a lot of other MK Ultra survivors. A lot talk about things happening to them in churches, and there being rooms underneath them where terrible things happened. There are lots of sources out there talking about how to deprogram,just be careful who you trust as a therapist to help you recover the repressed memories.

Read the entire Book of Romans. That will set you free!

Here is my wife (Diane) and her mother Helene...it goes deeper then you know. This was long ago.

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Use a mirror and a 45.

Insightful and helpful response....I guess you have no occupation in Romania...aside from sitting about making inane comments. Soros much?

I had that with eye surgery. I'm like, I'd remember that.....oh, never mind...that's the reason why I was paranoid about anyone with scissors near my head for about twenty years.

Last Edited by TlvmmCpoft on 04/08/2019 02:21 AM

Um, that's common sense not paranoia. Or in the/ ye olde vernacular...horse sense.

It felt like a stabbing in my eye every time I saw the things. Completely left over from an early surgery my guardian at the time wanted to sugarcoat. Not even a decent surgery. That eye's kinda oddly shaped right there. And everyone's like, "Why don't you get lasik to fix it?" Because I'm done with letting assholes with surgical instruments near my eyes. Pft. People.

Last Edited by TlvmmCpoft on 04/08/2019 02:51 AM

Nothing to see here...move along...move along...just another glitch in the matrix.....

yes, please pin.
there are many of us on this forum.

You mean ALL of us on this forum. Break the conditioning. Remember who you are are and what you could have been. Now become that which you Will. It is hard to break, but it is worthwhile.

As a prebuscent child, specifically female, were you already made aware of the “power” you had over the sexual urges of full grown, married men with children? Were you made aware, again, as a CHILD, that it was YOUR responsibility to dress in a way so as not to “tempt” full grown men and make them lust after you? Were you made aware that if a grown man lusted after you, even if you were young enough that you still didn’t have breasts or pubic hair, that it would be YOUR FAULT, and you would have to plead to God for forgiveness for YOUR SIN against this man, his family, your family and your church?

If you were, and believed this, then you were effectively groomed and prepared to be sexually abused by adults. You were brainwashed....PROGRAMMED. Children are sexualized from very young ages within numerous churches/religions just as effectively as they are in show business, albeit by a different method. However, the intended results are exactly the same.

Were you forced, under penalty of punishment (physical or otherwise) or being shamed/humiliated into memorizing, and then repeatedly reciting in monotone, full chapters of scripture? Did the punishment for your sin/wrongdoing consist of having your ass paddled by an adult of the opposite sex (specifically young girl vs adult male) you weren’t related to? Especially in front of other children? Or perhaps being forced into uncomfortable physical positions, or remanded to a closet or other small, isolated space to “think and pray”?

That is programming, folks.

Last Edited by dirtypillow on 04/08/2019 04:30 AM

POWERFUL WISDOM
thank you

One Question: What is the purpose for 'them' to reveal to you, you are a mind controlled victim?

really? Good lord I read most of all that? OP! Are you ok?

I can relate. No one gets near my eyes.I would snap.

That MK Ultra BullShit doesn't work on Me.

They already know why…

All these MK Ultra Shitters,…are a bunch of Cock Suckers,... every last one of them

I like you

I wasn't flirting lol
Sorry bout that.It's Lookwhatyoumademedo

I meant I get a kick out of some of your posts : )

Thanks Amigo :)

to top it off, could they be showcasing a subject as jeckle/hyde to discredit or invalid even though they manufactured the split?

the mad took over the nuthouse?

Eranu