Freemason Questions

My grandfather (dad's father) was a high ranking freemason who died 8 years before I was born. In his will he stated that a sacrifice was to be made before the birth of the "the blood child" &he/she must be marked at a young age and avoided.. After my grandfather died,all questions about his title and "job" was ignored or just not spoken about. For about 8 years after his death no one spoke of my grandfather,no one had pictures of him or talked about grandma being married, it was as if he didn't exist. The 5 months before I was born my father died,gun shot wound to the head (sacrifice ). When i was very little I had this odd skin discoloration onto my face. I remember a woman with weird eyes placing a star shaped metal to my skin that hurt when applied. The skin discoloration on my left cheek is a yellow star, right under my left eye. After the woman did that my mom wouldn't have anything to do with my father's sisters. She'd talk to em "hi how are you sorta chats" but nothing more. She told me that she felt they were almost not human.

I remember some things around the time I was burnt/tattooed/ whatever they did, some of which I still cannot understand. When I became an adult I went to visit my aunts, many have odd goat heads item and one eyes in their house. One of my aunts even has a goats head she hangs on the wall, and another in their bedroom. Is this freemason bs or was my fathers family satanic?