Yeap same here only I'm a fair bit older and have no place for man made gods, but I've had the same inner feelings and awareness (confirmed by exploring the world) for a long time, problem is once you see through all the daily BS, manipulation and distractions, you see the real picture and reality of what going on and where we are all being lead...thanks to our greedy corrupt (elite) controllers..who have collective designed and engineered system for our collective enslavement...sadly that includes religions too.

Don't worry though our ignorance and influences will not last nor will we as a species as the cosmo cycle has always been in control and will out live all our stupidity, false egos and destructive games.

So take heart and don't let it get you down... just enjoy being you, because believe me when I say it is a true privilege just to be here in this amazing world ....to have this brief chance and opportunity to physically see, feel, experience and explore the wonders of this world is a priceless gift...no matter what happens.