Discussion - How LOUD demonic entities contact clairvoyants, and yet how QUIET angelic/loving beings are.. any advice?

It seems the classic 'squeaky wheel wants to get oiled' syndrome..
The messages of love and peace are within and eternal as always, but MY GOD, do these demonic entities I have been dealing with ever make themselves as LOUD AS POSSIBLE!

So far, they abducted me (dressed up as military), raped me over and over, subject me to constant telepathic bother, implanted me, dress up as my family and fight with me in dreams as well as during my waking hours on earth.

They come in a variety of forms, some appear as lights, look angelic, then take form of typical grays, reptilians, humans, animals, everything!

Anybody else with experience in dealing with these entities, please share what strengths you have gained if you can, as I do not know how long I can keep dealing with them, and I need it to stop!

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