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So I have been doing research chemicals for about almost a year basically designer drugs. And recently i did something stupid mixed 2c-e, phenezapam, dichloropane and during the night i thought it would be a good idea to go steal from cars until i found a key to a house went in and stole some things. Now the cops came the next day and arrested me and i have like 10 charges. I am over 18 so adult charges. I have contemplated suicide for the past couple days and thought today it wouldnt be worth it to put my family and friends thru that pain.
I go to court on the 30 of this month. I dont need advice. I just need prayers for god to be on my side and to make me better.

I have been diagnosed with Dysthymic disorder, social anxiety disorder and personality disorder (Not otherwise specified).

My real name is derek so please can you pray for me?
I need it really badly.hf
Love is the light.
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So I have been doing research chemicals for about almost a year basically designer drugs. And recently i did something stupid mixed 2c-e, phenezapam, dichloropane and during the night i thought it would be a good idea to go steal from cars until i found a key to a house went in and stole some things. Now the cops came the next day and arrested me and i have like 10 charges. I am over 18 so adult charges. I have contemplated suicide for the past couple days and thought today it wouldnt be worth it to put my family and friends thru that pain.
I go to court on the 30 of this month. I dont need advice. I just need prayers for god to be on my side and to make me better.

I have been diagnosed with Dysthymic disorder, social anxiety disorder and personality disorder (Not otherwise specified).

My real name is derek so please can you pray for me?
I need it really badly.hf
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Derek, I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Whatever happens, know that it isn't over and it doesn't have to be.
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So I have been doing research chemicals for about almost a year basically designer drugs. And recently i did something stupid mixed 2c-e, phenezapam, dichloropane and during the night i thought it would be a good idea to go steal from cars until i found a key to a house went in and stole some things. Now the cops came the next day and arrested me and i have like 10 charges. I am over 18 so adult charges. I have contemplated suicide for the past couple days and thought today it wouldnt be worth it to put my family and friends thru that pain.
I go to court on the 30 of this month. I dont need advice. I just need prayers for god to be on my side and to make me better.

I have been diagnosed with Dysthymic disorder, social anxiety disorder and personality disorder (Not otherwise specified).

My real name is derek so please can you pray for me?
I need it really badly.hf
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Derek, I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Whatever happens, know that it isn't over and it doesn't have to be.
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P.S. my name is david
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So I have been doing research chemicals for about almost a year basically designer drugs. And recently i did something stupid mixed 2c-e, phenezapam, dichloropane and during the night i thought it would be a good idea to go steal from cars until i found a key to a house went in and stole some things. Now the cops came the next day and arrested me and i have like 10 charges. I am over 18 so adult charges. I have contemplated suicide for the past couple days and thought today it wouldnt be worth it to put my family and friends thru that pain.
I go to court on the 30 of this month. I dont need advice. I just need prayers for god to be on my side and to make me better.

I have been diagnosed with Dysthymic disorder, social anxiety disorder and personality disorder (Not otherwise specified).

My real name is derek so please can you pray for me?
I need it really badly.hf
 Quoting: BlueBlunt*RedCherry


Derek, I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Whatever happens, know that it isn't over and it doesn't have to be.
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P.S. my name is david
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My dad's name is david. and thank you
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How old are you OP?
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im 18 I turn 19 0n the 27th of Oct.
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hang in there derek.

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prayers being sent your way.hf
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hang in there derek.

hf
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thank you hf
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So I have been doing research chemicals for about almost a year basically designer drugs. And recently i did something stupid mixed 2c-e, phenezapam, dichloropane and during the night i thought it would be a good idea to go steal from cars until i found a key to a house went in and stole some things. Now the cops came the next day and arrested me and i have like 10 charges. I am over 18 so adult charges. I have contemplated suicide for the past couple days and thought today it wouldnt be worth it to put my family and friends thru that pain.
I go to court on the 30 of this month. I dont need advice. I just need prayers for god to be on my side and to make me better.

I have been diagnosed with Dysthymic disorder, social anxiety disorder and personality disorder (Not otherwise specified).

My real name is derek so please can you pray for me?
I need it really badly.hf
 Quoting: BlueBlunt*RedCherry


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Prayer is not needed. Does God need to be informed whats going on? God will watch over you
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prayers being sent your way.hf
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thank you so much hf
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Derek, I'll be praying for you, but you need to clean your body up and stop polluting it with chemicals. And that includes prescription garbage, too. You CAN'T think properly when you're wasted. No, I'm not infringing on anybody else's right to DO whatever...just giving YOU advise since you obviously can't handle that stuff. Whether others can is their issue, not mine.hf
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So I have been doing research chemicals for about almost a year basically designer drugs. And recently i did something stupid mixed 2c-e, phenezapam, dichloropane and during the night i thought it would be a good idea to go steal from cars until i found a key to a house went in and stole some things. Now the cops came the next day and arrested me and i have like 10 charges. I am over 18 so adult charges. I have contemplated suicide for the past couple days and thought today it wouldnt be worth it to put my family and friends thru that pain.
I go to court on the 30 of this month. I dont need advice. I just need prayers for god to be on my side and to make me better.

I have been diagnosed with Dysthymic disorder, social anxiety disorder and personality disorder (Not otherwise specified).

My real name is derek so please can you pray for me?
I need it really badly.hf
 Quoting: BlueBlunt*RedCherry


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Prayer is not needed. Does God need to be informed whats going on? God will watch over you
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1495256


I know he is watching over me after all i have done many bad and many good to many people
Love is the light.
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You will get through this. I'm sure your family and friends love you. For them and you, you should get the help that you need. It may take work, but I know you can do it.

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Derek, I'll be praying for you, but you need to clean your body up and stop polluting it with chemicals. And that includes prescription garbage, too. You CAN'T think properly when you're wasted. No, I'm not infringing on anybody else's right to DO whatever...just giving YOU advise since you obviously can't handle that stuff. Whether others can is their issue, not mine.hf
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the only problem with giving up the stuff is that i get suicidal and isolation is next stop where it leads to psychosis for me. its happened before to me.
Love is the light.
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Derek stay here in this world because something beautiful is going to happen for you within a year! SUCH a shame if you should miss that. I mean it, be strong and fight this stupid period and than you get your reward. See it like a test. Big kiss from girl with vision from the netherlands
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You will get through this. I'm sure your family and friends love you. For them and you, you should get the help that you need. It may take work, but I know you can do it.

smile_kiss
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thank you love is much appreciated and neededhf
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Hi Derek, I am Susie...


Yes I will pray for you...

We are living in very perilous which means dangerous times..It is a hard and difficult time right now, but the LORD will never forsake you never..Hold on to him, in thought prayer and deed and he will walk through the fires of life with you, all this is coming to a final end....

Peace and Love will them come to the earth...Look at yourself as a Soldier fighting with all your might in this spiritual battle the world is currently in...

Wear the Armour of Christ daily, he has won this battle and if you are on his team so will you!

May the LORD Bless you

May the LORD to shine his face upon you Derek and give you Peace..

Amen...
Susie

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Derek stay here in this world because something beautiful is going to happen for you within a year! SUCH a shame if you should miss that. I mean it, be strong and fight this stupid period and than you get your reward. See it like a test. Big kiss from girl with vision from the netherlands
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Can you explain this a lil more to me? I understand something big will happen im just not sure of what.
Love is the light.
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Hi Derek, I am Susie...


Yes I will pray for you...

We are living in very perilous which means dangerous times..It is a hard and difficult time right now, but the LORD will never forsake you never..Hold on to him, in thought prayer and deed and he will walk through the fires of life with you, all this is coming to a final end....

Peace and Love will them come to the earth...Look at yourself as a Soldier fighting with all your might in this spiritual battle the world is currently in...

Wear the Armour of Christ daily, he has won this battle and if you are on his team so will you!

May the LORD Bless you

May the LORD to shine his face upon you Derek and give you Peace..

Amen...
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May the lord bless you all for what you have given to me thru speech.
Love is the light.
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I'll be thinking of you Delboy ohyeahhf
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Derek, I'll be praying for you, but you need to clean your body up and stop polluting it with chemicals. And that includes prescription garbage, too. You CAN'T think properly when you're wasted. No, I'm not infringing on anybody else's right to DO whatever...just giving YOU advise since you obviously can't handle that stuff. Whether others can is their issue, not mine.hf
 Quoting: weegie


the only problem with giving up the stuff is that i get suicidal and isolation is next stop where it leads to psychosis for me. its happened before to me.
 Quoting: BlueBlunt*RedCherry


I've struggled with depression in the past, I recently have been going through some anxiety attacks(no fun). It feels horrible. It probably isn't what you're going through but I feel I can relate somewhat. I think the best thing you can do is to talk to others about it. I'm not talking doctors, I mean real people in your life. It always seems to help me.
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So I have been doing research chemicals for about almost a year basically designer drugs. And recently i did something stupid mixed 2c-e, phenezapam, dichloropane and during the night i thought it would be a good idea to go steal from cars until i found a key to a house went in and stole some things. Now the cops came the next day and arrested me and i have like 10 charges. I am over 18 so adult charges. I have contemplated suicide for the past couple days and thought today it wouldnt be worth it to put my family and friends thru that pain.
I go to court on the 30 of this month. I dont need advice. I just need prayers for god to be on my side and to make me better.

I have been diagnosed with Dysthymic disorder, social anxiety disorder and personality disorder (Not otherwise specified).

My real name is derek so please can you pray for me?
I need it really badly.hf
 Quoting: BlueBlunt*RedCherry


Hello,

Copy and paste the following words: 'Depression VS Contentment'. Then go to Youtube and watch the first
video that you see. This will help you. = )
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You're just lucky you didn't break into my house or your brains would be all over my wall.
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JUST REMEMBER HELP WILL ALWAYS COME IN TIME!!

GREAT STRENGTHENING SONG!

So many times I've questioned certain circumstances,
And things I could not understand.
And many times in trials, weakness blurs my vision;
That's when my frustration gets so out of hand.
It's then I am reminded: that I've never been forsaken,
I've never had to stand one test alone.
When I look at all my victories,
And the spirit rises up in me,
And it's through the fire my weakness is made strong!



He never promised that the cross would not get heavy,
And the hill would not be hard to climb.
He never offered our victories without fighting,
But He said help would always come in time.
So just remember, when you're standing in the valley of decision
And the adversary says "give in",
Just hold on, My Lord will show up
And He will take you through the fire again!
Bridge:
I know within myself that I would surely perish
But if I trust the mighty hand of God,
He'll shield the flames again, again
[link to www.youtube.com]
Susie

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Derek, I'll be praying for you, but you need to clean your body up and stop polluting it with chemicals. And that includes prescription garbage, too. You CAN'T think properly when you're wasted. No, I'm not infringing on anybody else's right to DO whatever...just giving YOU advise since you obviously can't handle that stuff. Whether others can is their issue, not mine.hf
 Quoting: weegie


the only problem with giving up the stuff is that i get suicidal and isolation is next stop where it leads to psychosis for me. its happened before to me.
 Quoting: BlueBlunt*RedCherry


I've struggled with depression in the past, I recently have been going through some anxiety attacks(no fun). It feels horrible. It probably isn't what you're going through but I feel I can relate somewhat. I think the best thing you can do is to talk to others about it. I'm not talking doctors, I mean real people in your life. It always seems to help me.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1485065


And thats exactly what im doing with this thread. and i only told one other person i hardly talk to they are thinking the same for themselves except they addicted to painkillers blessings to her. and bless you
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So I have been doing research chemicals for about almost a year basically designer drugs. And recently i did something stupid mixed 2c-e, phenezapam, dichloropane and during the night i thought it would be a good idea to go steal from cars until i found a key to a house went in and stole some things. Now the cops came the next day and arrested me and i have like 10 charges. I am over 18 so adult charges. I have contemplated suicide for the past couple days and thought today it wouldnt be worth it to put my family and friends thru that pain.
I go to court on the 30 of this month. I dont need advice. I just need prayers for god to be on my side and to make me better.

I have been diagnosed with Dysthymic disorder, social anxiety disorder and personality disorder (Not otherwise specified).

My real name is derek so please can you pray for me?
I need it really badly.hf
 Quoting: BlueBlunt*RedCherry


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Prayer is not needed. Does God need to be informed whats going on? God will watch over you
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1495256

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I don't think prayer is just directed toward G-d. After all, aren't we all a part of the same life force. Would it be better if I called it an acknowledgment of his troubles and a hope for better days ahead?
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So I have been doing research chemicals for about almost a year basically designer drugs. And recently i did something stupid mixed 2c-e, phenezapam, dichloropane and during the night i thought it would be a good idea to go steal from cars until i found a key to a house went in and stole some things. Now the cops came the next day and arrested me and i have like 10 charges. I am over 18 so adult charges. I have contemplated suicide for the past couple days and thought today it wouldnt be worth it to put my family and friends thru that pain.
I go to court on the 30 of this month. I dont need advice. I just need prayers for god to be on my side and to make me better.

I have been diagnosed with Dysthymic disorder, social anxiety disorder and personality disorder (Not otherwise specified).

My real name is derek so please can you pray for me?
I need it really badly.hf
 Quoting: BlueBlunt*RedCherry


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Prayer is not needed. Does God need to be informed whats going on? God will watch over you
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1495256

,
I don't think prayer is just directed toward G-d. After all, aren't we all a part of the same life force. Would it be better if I called it an acknowledgment of his troubles and a hope for better days ahead?
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very true sir you make good sense
Love is the light.
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No matter what pain you may put your family and friends through during this ordeal. Killing your self would hurt them much much more. Trust me...
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So I have been doing research chemicals for about almost a year basically designer drugs. And recently i did something stupid mixed 2c-e, phenezapam, dichloropane and during the night i thought it would be a good idea to go steal from cars until i found a key to a house went in and stole some things. Now the cops came the next day and arrested me and i have like 10 charges. I am over 18 so adult charges. I have contemplated suicide for the past couple days and thought today it wouldnt be worth it to put my family and friends thru that pain.
I go to court on the 30 of this month. I dont need advice. I just need prayers for god to be on my side and to make me better.

I have been diagnosed with Dysthymic disorder, social anxiety disorder and personality disorder (Not otherwise specified).

My real name is derek so please can you pray for me?
I need it really badly.hf
 Quoting: BlueBlunt*RedCherry


Hello,

Copy and paste the following words: 'Depression VS Contentment'. Then go to Youtube and watch the first
video that you see. This will help you. = )
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I hope you're listening to it. = )
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No matter what pain you may put your family and friends through during this ordeal. Killing your self would hurt them much much more. Trust me...
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1413381


I know it would i have tried suicide over many times in the past almost got commited for life
Love is the light.





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