Im so tired with life... Please help me...Pray for me

Amen. Why cant some people get high without messing with other peoples property?

I feel sorry for you though. In the UK you could do this shit and just get a slap on the wrist. But in the US I guess you'll get hard time

When i have an hour to myself I will.
sorry its a lil too long for my attention span at the moment.

its a first offense and i dont know what will happen i still have to talk to my lawyer not a public defender cause they do nothing. i have a feeling it might be lighter than harsher than you may think.

stop relying on an imaginary magic man in the sky and fix your on fucking problems.

damn, you got yourself into this mess. YOU. now you pay the price and suffer the consequences.

if you start bible thumping you will just stop using drugs as a crutch and start using ancient people's fear of the sun as a crutch.

Tomorrow is a new day. And you will have many more new days after that. This will all be a memory in a not too distant future.

alot of us had situations earlier in life exactly like where you are....with similar thoughts, etc. the thing is...after a year or two, it's all old history. your deal will not be as bad as you are thinking and in a few years, won't even matter. stick around op. this is a crazy, breath taking time to be alive. see it to the end.

hell, let us know how the whole "court" thing works out. might be an awesome thread :-)

thank you

Don't kill yourself. If push comes to shove just bail. Go in the wilderness, try to cross deep into South America and wait for THE DESTROYER.

Sad to see you say you're tired with life... At 18 years of age?

This world is fucked for someone to say they're tired at 18.

for all we know it could be a good thread. and also i had under 50 grams of k2 so they charged with marijuana so i will fight that considering its not illegal in my state.

Good. I think it will be a life-changer, but you have to listen to it all.

I have thought about but in no way can i do that considering my passport is expired and i dont have money like that for plane tickets.

for more input please

Dear Derek, please listen to this while you are waiting!

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This is the message you have been praying for!

stop bumping your own thread, its pathetic.

you fucked up, now deal with it.

nothing anyone can say to you on this board will change that, or you. YOU have to change YOU.

no more damn pitty party, shit.

Derek,

Ignore the demonic posts..

They know there time is short....

so common sense is demonic? yet, you are telling a drug addict to believe in magic, wonderful, i dont know who is more fucked up, the drug addict or you jesus freaks.

alot of us haven't escaped our 20s without some sort of legal trouble, and usually 1st offense isn't so harsh. i will keep you in my prayers along with my friends who are going through similar issues.. if you visit this site then you know deep in your heart you want to see the end of the world, no matter how horrible that is, so get suicide outta your head now. maybe you can spend a couple of months in a rehab in place of prison, and learn more about the person you can be. you are young and today's world has failed you, but you can choose to rise up above the b.s. good luck, enjoy the rest of the summer as wholesomely as possible,k?

Will listen to it right now thank you

Prayers sent Derek, He loves you.

Stay away from that stuff (K2). Have you read about the reactions/side-effects people are experiencing with that substance? Seems highly unpredictable and dangerous. I am a marijuana smoker myself and would NEVER touch that stuff, not even out of curiosity.

You are not alone in experiencing suicidal thoughts at one point in your life. Understand that. And you are correct in believing that the pain and distress you would put your loved ones through, is not worth the reward of ending your own life. Endure through these hard times and you will be thankful when we all take the natural progression into the 'afterlife'.... I believe part of life is going through these 'lessons', which often take the form of 'hardships'. You are being tested and you need to find the strength and will to endure. I am not a religious person, but I found strength and comfort in embracing spirituality through some of the hardest times in my life. If you can learn to see the bigger picture of what's going on with your own soul, and all that is around us, you will place less emphasis on your perceived hardships in this particular lifetime (because this lifetime is just a small piece of the bigger puzzle). I know that's what I am learning to do, and it's working for me. Your mental disorders are NOT WHO YOU ARE, they are just part of your experiences. I think it's important that you do not identify yourself with these disorders. They are just symptoms.

And last but not least, please do everything within your power to make sure you do not hurt others or put others at risk. The most we can ask of each other is not to harm one another.

Listen, I'm not against people getting high. But what if this had been your house he broke into all whacked out?

You might not be so peace and love about things then.

Nothing wrong with telling someone they should take responsibility for their own actions. That's real empowerment and how we grow as human beings.

thank you and bless you today is also just to add this in there this is the first time i talked to a group of people without anxiety thanks to forums

You know what you have done is wrong, that is the first step to looking at your life and seeing what hasn't worked and building something real from there.

I wish I could be more positive about the legal system today but it's about money for them. Hopefully, you will be sincere in your endeavors to change your life, and that this fact comes across to the courts and that you are given another chance, but do not expect to 'walk' entirely.

Now, on to you. Many 'disorders' are just that and are exacerbated by the very drugs prescribed to help, or our own negating way of thinking. Take a look at your diet, for the most part is it healthy? What changes can you make?

Very few people in the world come from perfect families, the challenge here is to recognize that everyone has faults, weaknesses, and feelings buried alive never die so let it all out. Take stock of your life.

Hell, pert near 80% of the population would be diagnosed with social anxiety disorders and personality disorders.

You can't be anyone else but yourself, and I think you truly wish to do OK. This may be your BIG Wake Up call that jars you into what is truly valuable in life. And, that my friend is you.

Think of yourself as a fine glistening, incredibly strong silk thread, beautiful in your simplicity. Yet, as a part of an incredible grande tapestry, we can sometimes get overlooked, unappreciated, misdirected. But, that incredible, awe-inspiring tapestry would not exist in its grandeur without each of us weaving ourselves into it, contributing to its magnificence.

So yes, I did give some advise, and you are in my prayers.

got something to do with Bigtime Love
you lucky bastard! ;-)

thank you I truely felt something from your post

First thing is to prepare yourself....
you will do some time..

But, it's not the end of the world.
plea bargain, try to get any felonies reduced to misdemeanors.

been there, did 11 months 27 yrs ago and all is well.
let it be a learning experience......

What you said is demonic....Drug addicts and alcoholics become Sober by a *HIGHER POWER* the Christ who brings them out of the hell of addiction..

All the COMMON SENSE you speak up has never did a darn thing for people in pain and suffering..

Wise up and seek wisdom that does not come from your *Commons Sense* but comes from GOD ALmighty...

you need to put yourself in the place of the people you have stolen from.

though they may be material possessions, it can hurt alot to have something stolen from you.. I have had things stolen from me myself, and it hurts alot. sometimes its simply a financial loss, and sometimes its something you treasure, even at times worth so much to you that you shed tears.

I also have attempted to steal, although I was in my early teens at the time. I did not succeed fortunately, and nothing ended up happening, but I regret the fact that I even attempted or thought about it to this day.

we are all capable of good and bad, though now I hold myself to good ideals, I myself have experienced the temptations to take more than I deserve.

what I would hope is only that you acknowledge your actions for what they were, and that you vow never to do such things again. if you choose that, then I pray that you don't face any bad sentences.

however, should you be sentenced to jail, you should accept your sentence regardless.

there are no human beings on this planet who do not live life without some failure.

Hands up anyone who has not done some thing they regret.

Mate..go to court, admit your guilt, apologise and admit that the offence was committed during a low point in your life, ask for leniency.
Lesson learned.
good luck and best wishes.

Yes, I know this first hand. Believe me, the pain never goes away, you don't want to put your loved ones through that....and who knows where you will end up, could be a lot worse..

Any way, i say time to be a man, deal with whatever consequences are dealt you and move on. Stay away from the drugs, they make nothing better. Good Luck