You know what you have done is wrong, that is the first step to looking at your life and seeing what hasn't worked and building something real from there.

I wish I could be more positive about the legal system today but it's about money for them. Hopefully, you will be sincere in your endeavors to change your life, and that this fact comes across to the courts and that you are given another chance, but do not expect to 'walk' entirely.

Now, on to you. Many 'disorders' are just that and are exacerbated by the very drugs prescribed to help, or our own negating way of thinking. Take a look at your diet, for the most part is it healthy? What changes can you make?

Very few people in the world come from perfect families, the challenge here is to recognize that everyone has faults, weaknesses, and feelings buried alive never die so let it all out. Take stock of your life.

Hell, pert near 80% of the population would be diagnosed with social anxiety disorders and personality disorders.

You can't be anyone else but yourself, and I think you truly wish to do OK. This may be your BIG Wake Up call that jars you into what is truly valuable in life. And, that my friend is you.

Think of yourself as a fine glistening, incredibly strong silk thread, beautiful in your simplicity. Yet, as a part of an incredible grande tapestry, we can sometimes get overlooked, unappreciated, misdirected. But, that incredible, awe-inspiring tapestry would not exist in its grandeur without each of us weaving ourselves into it, contributing to its magnificence.

So yes, I did give some advise, and you are in my prayers.