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TrixieMama (OP) User ID: 1311280 United States 08/11/2011 12:03 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thank you Sandi_T. You are one of the few who actually understands how religion can do severe damage to the psyche. Thank you for your support. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1375359Our feelings are legitimate. I believe that they are so much harder to express in part because "I am angry at this book" doesn't seem to make sense to most people. They don't understand the extensive harm that can come from "a book". There's no one to be directly angry at, no one we can express our feelings to, because the people around us, a. don't want to know and aren't comfortable hearing/seeing our anger; and b. do not see it the way we do and thus tell us that our anger is not legitimate because THEY cannot relate to it. You have a right to be angry. And it's right to be angry at evil, especially when it has brought suffering into our lives. No one would say these things to you if you were angry about pedophilia or rape... because those are sources of pain that they understand and condone being angry about. Your anger is just as legitimate, whether people understand that or not. As a psych nurse with many years experience, I concur that anger is legitimate no matter what the root. Everyone has the right to experience anger. Where people run into problems is when anger persists for to long, over takes your life and turns into hate. Kubler Ross developed the 5 stages of grief and we all go through them at different paces and not everyone experiences all of them. I am sorry for the anger you both have experienced. I wish the world could be more accepting and understanding so we could work through these things together. It's really quite sad when you think about it, especially when people fit into the A or B as you mentioned Sandi. :( "I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me" Phillipians 4:13 "I shall call upon the name of the Lord who is worthy to be praised; so shall I be saved from mine enemies" Psalm 18:2-4 "In God is my salvation and my glory; the rock of my strength, and my refuge, is in God." Psalm 62:6-8 "He must become greater; I must become less.” John 3:30 |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 1466944 United States 08/11/2011 12:05 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thank you Sandi_T. You are one of the few who actually understands how religion can do severe damage to the psyche. Thank you for your support. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1375359Our feelings are legitimate. I believe that they are so much harder to express in part because "I am angry at this book" doesn't seem to make sense to most people. They don't understand the extensive harm that can come from "a book". There's no one to be directly angry at, no one we can express our feelings to, because the people around us, a. don't want to know and aren't comfortable hearing/seeing our anger; and b. do not see it the way we do and thus tell us that our anger is not legitimate because THEY cannot relate to it. You have a right to be angry. And it's right to be angry at evil, especially when it has brought suffering into our lives. No one would say these things to you if you were angry about pedophilia or rape... because those are sources of pain that they understand and condone being angry about. Your anger is just as legitimate, whether people understand that or not. You tried to play games with God and his Holy Word and LOST. and now you feel MOCKED. Now they are LAUGHING AT YOU. You are ON FIRE. All your moves against the Word have been FOR NAUGHT and have only proven the Word is TRUTH. YOU ARE NOW IN A RAGE. |
Sandi_T User ID: 1301649 United States 08/11/2011 12:09 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You tried to play games with God and his Holy Word and LOST. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1466944and now you feel MOCKED. Now they are LAUGHING AT YOU. You are ON FIRE. All your moves against the Word have been FOR NAUGHT and have only proven the Word is TRUTH. YOU ARE NOW IN A RAGE. Actually, I'm feeling pretty mellow right now. Very Zen. You should try it sometime. No more requests in the "Strangest things" thread please. :hf: Past Lives requests thread: Thread: That Which Once Was: Past Lives |
Sandi_T User ID: 1301649 United States 08/11/2011 12:13 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | As a psych nurse with many years experience, I concur that anger is legitimate no matter what the root. Everyone has the right to experience anger. Where people run into problems is when anger persists for to long, over takes your life and turns into hate. Kubler Ross developed the 5 stages of grief and we all go through them at different paces and not everyone experiences all of them. Quoting: TrixieMamaI am sorry for the anger you both have experienced. I wish the world could be more accepting and understanding so we could work through these things together. It's really quite sad when you think about it, especially when people fit into the A or B as you mentioned Sandi. :( I think that, if more of us could consistently remember that anger ALWAYS has its root in pain, we would all be better off. Some days, I do better than others. No more requests in the "Strangest things" thread please. :hf: Past Lives requests thread: Thread: That Which Once Was: Past Lives |
TrixieMama (OP) User ID: 1311280 United States 08/11/2011 12:14 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You tried to play games with God and his Holy Word and LOST. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1466944and now you feel MOCKED. Now they are LAUGHING AT YOU. You are ON FIRE. All your moves against the Word have been FOR NAUGHT and have only proven the Word is TRUTH. YOU ARE NOW IN A RAGE. Actually, I'm feeling pretty mellow right now. Very Zen. You should try it sometime. "I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me" Phillipians 4:13 "I shall call upon the name of the Lord who is worthy to be praised; so shall I be saved from mine enemies" Psalm 18:2-4 "In God is my salvation and my glory; the rock of my strength, and my refuge, is in God." Psalm 62:6-8 "He must become greater; I must become less.” John 3:30 |
TrixieMama (OP) User ID: 1311280 United States 08/11/2011 12:17 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | As a psych nurse with many years experience, I concur that anger is legitimate no matter what the root. Everyone has the right to experience anger. Where people run into problems is when anger persists for to long, over takes your life and turns into hate. Kubler Ross developed the 5 stages of grief and we all go through them at different paces and not everyone experiences all of them. Quoting: TrixieMamaI am sorry for the anger you both have experienced. I wish the world could be more accepting and understanding so we could work through these things together. It's really quite sad when you think about it, especially when people fit into the A or B as you mentioned Sandi. :( I think that, if more of us could consistently remember that anger ALWAYS has its root in pain, we would all be better off. Some days, I do better than others. Don't we all? I know I struggle and somedays are better than others. As they say, Eh, so is life. Pain is serious stuff. On another note, I pulled up the link on your signature and am justing starting to read the stories there, all I can say is God bless this person and their family. I am going to continue reading as I haven't gotten very far yet. I'm already biting my finger nails though *sigh*. "I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me" Phillipians 4:13 "I shall call upon the name of the Lord who is worthy to be praised; so shall I be saved from mine enemies" Psalm 18:2-4 "In God is my salvation and my glory; the rock of my strength, and my refuge, is in God." Psalm 62:6-8 "He must become greater; I must become less.” John 3:30 |
Sandi_T User ID: 1301649 United States 08/11/2011 12:24 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Don't we all? I know I struggle and somedays are better than others. As they say, Eh, so is life. Pain is serious stuff. Quoting: TrixieMamaOn another note, I pulled up the link on your signature and am justing starting to read the stories there, all I can say is God bless this person and their family. I am going to continue reading as I haven't gotten very far yet. I'm already biting my finger nails though *sigh*. That's my own story. Please take the disclaimer very seriously. No more requests in the "Strangest things" thread please. :hf: Past Lives requests thread: Thread: That Which Once Was: Past Lives |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 1500305 United States 08/11/2011 12:38 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | to 5359: here's a link to an article that might help. it's not THE solution, and is hardly even "a" solution, but it may distract you and give you something positive to do to feel better. There's other stuff on depression on the site that may help. Feel better, then this stuff - and you're right about a lot of things that I've read - won't seem so hard, though you may still feel the same resolve. [link to www.antiagingjournal.org] Good luck. |
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kettlnaut User ID: 1500352 United States 08/11/2011 12:42 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Watch ancient aliens series from history channel, it doesn't have all the answers but they but they examine evidence of aliens aka the anunnaki based on historical accounts and archaelogical evidence. It's a great starting point AND its on netflix :D Love, Information, Curiosity, Creativity -->Man's Truly Divine Purpose for Life on this Planet! -------------------------------------------------------------------- In the spirit of the Ancient Astronaut Astronomers (yeah I saw it on History Channel but we all have to begin enlightenment somewhere) I no longer discount myths, legends, prophecies etc based on age or source. They are valuable accounts from a time with a very different vocabulary and world view, and when seen in that light are now surprising evidence of amazing historical and future events! |
TrixieMama (OP) User ID: 1311280 United States 08/11/2011 12:54 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Don't we all? I know I struggle and somedays are better than others. As they say, Eh, so is life. Pain is serious stuff. Quoting: TrixieMamaOn another note, I pulled up the link on your signature and am justing starting to read the stories there, all I can say is God bless this person and their family. I am going to continue reading as I haven't gotten very far yet. I'm already biting my finger nails though *sigh*. That's my own story. Please take the disclaimer very seriously. God bless you my friend! I am going to be up all night reading it and yes, I do take the disclaimer seriously God love you and bless you for having the courage to tell your story. After I read it may I PM you? There is so much to take in and i'd love to talk with you and share some of my story with you :) Hugs friend "I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me" Phillipians 4:13 "I shall call upon the name of the Lord who is worthy to be praised; so shall I be saved from mine enemies" Psalm 18:2-4 "In God is my salvation and my glory; the rock of my strength, and my refuge, is in God." Psalm 62:6-8 "He must become greater; I must become less.” John 3:30 |
TrixieMama (OP) User ID: 1311280 United States 08/11/2011 12:56 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | . When a person is filled with the Holy Spirit they work against satan for the glory of God. Quoting: TrixieMamaread the book of Job when one is filled with the holy spirit, they are not bound to God or Satan It has been awhile since I have read the book of Job, I will do that my friend to refresh my memory "I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me" Phillipians 4:13 "I shall call upon the name of the Lord who is worthy to be praised; so shall I be saved from mine enemies" Psalm 18:2-4 "In God is my salvation and my glory; the rock of my strength, and my refuge, is in God." Psalm 62:6-8 "He must become greater; I must become less.” John 3:30 |
TrixieMama (OP) User ID: 1311280 United States 08/11/2011 12:57 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Watch ancient aliens series from history channel, it doesn't have all the answers but they but they examine evidence of aliens aka the anunnaki based on historical accounts and archaelogical evidence. It's a great starting point AND its on netflix :D Quoting: kettlnautThank you, I will do that Great advice as someone else suggested that as well! Great minds think alike!!! "I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me" Phillipians 4:13 "I shall call upon the name of the Lord who is worthy to be praised; so shall I be saved from mine enemies" Psalm 18:2-4 "In God is my salvation and my glory; the rock of my strength, and my refuge, is in God." Psalm 62:6-8 "He must become greater; I must become less.” John 3:30 |
Sirius User ID: 1231711 United States 08/11/2011 01:04 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thank you for your interest. You have to understand that there are certain truths that humanity is not yet ready to understand. This is why things are not always clear to only those who it was meant to reach. The truth has to so with fractal consciousness, self awareness, And god. It has to do with human history, origins and eventual transcendence. In man ways, it is the history or human evolution or rather, progress or thought form. It also has to do with 'aliens' yes. Light workers are beings from other higher dimensions that possess incredible intellect and have chosen to love themselves and other beings. Dark entities are beings from dimensions of lower vibration and they do not posses as much understanding as light beings but are of higher intellect than humans. However, they also possess less in the emotional spectrum and spiritual signature than humanity (in the fully evolved state of mankind, there is much more potential). These beings prey on lower life forms for their own amusement. It is very complex and it will only become clear to you when the time is right. Humanity must not know until the divine date or it will not understand and fall back into illusion. When 'disclosure' happens, you wil realize many things. Your curiosity brings great happiness to these beings. So inquire and look for them, and they shall reveal things to you. Know that light beings often communicate through events or say, changing of objects... Direct intervention is not allowed because planet earth is an absolute free will zone. It can only be accessed by design. This means intervention does not happen even on plea or great suffering. The reason for this is quite complex and humanity would not be able to understand it at th present time. Please keep on your inquiries, you will find answers. |
Sirius User ID: 1231711 United States 08/11/2011 01:06 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | If you are curious, I am not one of these beings. But I have been contacted...and yes...this of which you read, is indeed very real. It is just so vast...trust me...humanity is not yet ready. But it will happen sooner than you might expect. |
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TrixieMama (OP) User ID: 1311280 United States 08/11/2011 01:16 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | If you are curious, I am not one of these beings. But I have been contacted...and yes...this of which you read, is indeed very real. Quoting: Sirius 1231711It is just so vast...trust me...humanity is not yet ready. But it will happen sooner than you might expect. I don't doubt it is real my friend. Last Edited by TrixieMama on 08/11/2011 01:29 AM "I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me" Phillipians 4:13 "I shall call upon the name of the Lord who is worthy to be praised; so shall I be saved from mine enemies" Psalm 18:2-4 "In God is my salvation and my glory; the rock of my strength, and my refuge, is in God." Psalm 62:6-8 "He must become greater; I must become less.” John 3:30 |
Sirius User ID: 1231711 United States 08/11/2011 01:17 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The annunaki are 'dark' beings and they only wish to further enslave humanity: they are the spirit of enki You must never fear. You are hu-man, godly man.'you are made in prime creators image through a fractal signature across time and can do pretty much anything. Never belief a being that demands worship and that you must follow due to your inferior ways. Make up your own mind and do not follow ungodly demands by beings that may appear all powerful and unknowing. Meditate and think, you hold many answers within. |
TrixieMama (OP) User ID: 1311280 United States 08/11/2011 01:17 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | They call us their cosmic 'brothers' Quoting: Sirius 1231711There is no 'alien' in their vocabulary. They are indeed very loving, wise and intelligent beings (beyond belief) Do not fret :) I can honestly believe this to be true. Humanity as a whole are the ones who will cause strife. It seems humans in general can't grasp that we are to love each other, take care of each other and work together for the greater good of man kind. "I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me" Phillipians 4:13 "I shall call upon the name of the Lord who is worthy to be praised; so shall I be saved from mine enemies" Psalm 18:2-4 "In God is my salvation and my glory; the rock of my strength, and my refuge, is in God." Psalm 62:6-8 "He must become greater; I must become less.” John 3:30 |
TrixieMama (OP) User ID: 1311280 United States 08/11/2011 01:20 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The annunaki are 'dark' beings and they only wish to further enslave humanity: they are the spirit of enki Quoting: Sirius 1231711You must never fear. You are hu-man, godly man.'you are made in prime creators image through a fractal signature across time and can do pretty much anything. Never belief a being that demands worship and that you must follow due to your inferior ways. Make up your own mind and do not follow ungodly demands by beings that may appear all powerful and unknowing. Meditate and think, you hold many answers within. Thank you. I have a very strong intuition, inner voice if you will. If I think about something, pray about something and devote myself to getting the answer I have yet to be failed. My family never doubts me when I say something is going to happen because it always does. I don't claim to be a prophet but i'm very in tune with my body, mind and spirit. If that makes sense :) "I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me" Phillipians 4:13 "I shall call upon the name of the Lord who is worthy to be praised; so shall I be saved from mine enemies" Psalm 18:2-4 "In God is my salvation and my glory; the rock of my strength, and my refuge, is in God." Psalm 62:6-8 "He must become greater; I must become less.” John 3:30 |
Sirius User ID: 1231711 United States 08/11/2011 01:23 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | But tomorrow, once I have rested, I can write here a detailed explanation of some of the things I know (I beleive it is ok if you know). It has to so with some of the questions on origins. However, is there anything specifically you wish to know? I can know better based on your questions. |
TrixieMama (OP) User ID: 1311280 United States 08/11/2011 01:23 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I am experiencing my own tribulations at the moment, and I do not hold all the answers, only what I have seen... Quoting: Sirius 1231711But tomorrow, once I have rested, I can write here a detailed explanation of some of the things I know (I beleive it is ok if you know). It has to so with some of the questions on origins. However, is there anything specifically you wish to know? I can know better based on your questions. jack? "I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me" Phillipians 4:13 "I shall call upon the name of the Lord who is worthy to be praised; so shall I be saved from mine enemies" Psalm 18:2-4 "In God is my salvation and my glory; the rock of my strength, and my refuge, is in God." Psalm 62:6-8 "He must become greater; I must become less.” John 3:30 |
TrixieMama (OP) User ID: 1311280 United States 08/11/2011 01:27 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I am experiencing my own tribulations at the moment, and I do not hold all the answers, only what I have seen... Quoting: Sirius 1231711But tomorrow, once I have rested, I can write here a detailed explanation of some of the things I know (I beleive it is ok if you know). It has to so with some of the questions on origins. However, is there anything specifically you wish to know? I can know better based on your questions. I am curious if you are promoting yourself in a way that is not fully truthful. Just out of curiosity I looked up your user id and came up with this.. [link to www.godlikeproductions.com] It would seem if the Annunaki are bad and part of the Enki, then you are looking to negotiate a deal with them. "I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me" Phillipians 4:13 "I shall call upon the name of the Lord who is worthy to be praised; so shall I be saved from mine enemies" Psalm 18:2-4 "In God is my salvation and my glory; the rock of my strength, and my refuge, is in God." Psalm 62:6-8 "He must become greater; I must become less.” John 3:30 |
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TrixieMama (OP) User ID: 1311280 United States 08/11/2011 01:30 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Trixie, you may in fact know more than I do, what do you wish to know? Quoting: Sirius 1231711What do you mean by jack? is this not you, [link to www.godlikeproductions.com] "I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me" Phillipians 4:13 "I shall call upon the name of the Lord who is worthy to be praised; so shall I be saved from mine enemies" Psalm 18:2-4 "In God is my salvation and my glory; the rock of my strength, and my refuge, is in God." Psalm 62:6-8 "He must become greater; I must become less.” John 3:30 |
TrixieMama (OP) User ID: 1311280 United States 08/11/2011 01:32 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Trixie, you may in fact know more than I do, what do you wish to know? Quoting: Sirius 1231711What do you mean by jack? is this not you, [link to www.godlikeproductions.com] Link didn't work, I love my light beings :) Nn 3 47 N/A 08/10/11 5:53 PM 08/10/11 6:12 PM Light beings, I ask fr guidance Su 3 56 N/A 08/08/11 9:39 PM 08/08/11 11:24 PM Ra, anu, I'd like to do an action for you Jack 1 31 N/A 08/08/11 8:41 AM 08/08/11 8:46 AM Ra, anu, I'd like to do an action for you Jack 1 28 N/A 08/08/11 8:41 AM 08/08/11 8:43 AM Enki, can we negotiate? Jack 5 88 N/A 08/08/11 8:27 AM 08/08/11 8:45 AM Light beings, when is contact? Jack 1 48 N/A 08/07/11 9:44 PM 08/07/11 9:44 PM I wish to be contacted Jack 2 60 N/A 08/07/11 9:39 PM 08/07/11 9:41 PM I lost, táke me away...pelase táke me away (light beings) Jack 1 32 N/A 08/07/11 9:37 PM 08/07/11 9:38 PM Light beings, liens, could i be contacted or teleported out of Here (earth)? Jack 25 152 N/A 08/07/11 8:53 PM 08/07/11 9:49 PM Fuck the dark kabal Satan 1 25 N/A 08/06/11 11:07 PM 08/06/11 11:10 PM saturn = satan boo 1 62 N/A 08/02/11 9:55 AM 08/02/11 10:00 AM the obvious: we've already defaulted due to inflation and unfunded liabilities = pension system collapse ...which all = a lot of hiding by politi damn 0 28 N/A 08/02/11 9:53 AM 08/02/11 9:53 AM if you knew for a fact the world dwas going to end in 5 days, but couldn't prove it, what would you do sam 9 210 N/A 08/01/11 4:31 AM 08/01/11 5:28 AM Bow to your God, evolution tiberianfallout 1 49 N/A 08/01/11 4:18 AM 08/01/11 4:19 AM "I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me" Phillipians 4:13 "I shall call upon the name of the Lord who is worthy to be praised; so shall I be saved from mine enemies" Psalm 18:2-4 "In God is my salvation and my glory; the rock of my strength, and my refuge, is in God." Psalm 62:6-8 "He must become greater; I must become less.” John 3:30 |
Sirius User ID: 1231711 United States 08/11/2011 01:34 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Trixie, you will find that we all go through man tribulations. Yes indeed wrote that. When I wrote it I was angry and wanted to leave my responsibilities. I myself am a being that is caught between the two. I am more light than dark and a the time, I inquired in the nature you saw there. In order to attain information After all, my reasoning was, if the dark is of lower vibration...then they are re more likely to be impulsive and 'slip' up Because again they are less 'perfect' Any 'slip up' gives me more information. But I will be honest with you, I Ddis not want to suffer I wanted to leave this planet and at the moment I didn't care about the harm it would cause. However, my intention to help you at the current moment is truthful and everything I wrote. You seem to be on a good path, so perhaps I really have nothing to teach you. And actually, you might teach me. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 1469823 United States 08/11/2011 01:38 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | If you are curious, I am not one of these beings. But I have been contacted...and yes...this of which you read, is indeed very real. Quoting: Sirius 1231711It is just so vast...trust me...humanity is not yet ready. But it will happen sooner than you might expect. I don't doubt it is real my friend. I clearly remember a time when I believe I was likely contacted by *some* being not of this world. I do believe humanity as a whole is not ready however there are those that seek to learn and are ready to put the pieces together. Hopefully I will be considered a good gal when it all takes place :) Do not consider anything of yourself or your ego, but simply be. I say this with hesitation, I don't completely understand it all either - To simply 'be.' I suppose it's like the wind. The 'good and evil' paradigm is meant more for an organized society rather than an individual methinks. How can you sum up an individual with those two ambiguous words? We often take different paths and make different choices, but what they are considered is in the eye of the beholder. Time often changes us, so in this life we are like the Earth - we change, adapt, and grow. Life in itself is the truth. We embody it and become the truth when we realize our connection to it. We have to believe we are connected to the universe, to this planet, to every other living being upon the pale blue dot. It's a lot to take in; similarly the lone blood vessel in your body may never fully realize it is part of a master plan as it travels down the many branches in the tree of life. |
TrixieMama (OP) User ID: 1311280 United States 08/11/2011 01:42 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Trixie, you will find that we all go through man tribulations. Yes indeed wrote that. When I wrote it I was angry and wanted to leave my responsibilities. I myself am a being that is caught between the two. I am more light than dark and a the time, I inquired in the nature you saw there. In order to attain information Quoting: Sirius 1231711After all, my reasoning was, if the dark is of lower vibration...then they are re more likely to be impulsive and 'slip' up Because again they are less 'perfect' Any 'slip up' gives me more information. But I will be honest with you, I Ddis not want to suffer I wanted to leave this planet and at the moment I didn't care about the harm it would cause. However, my intention to help you at the current moment is truthful and everything I wrote. You seem to be on a good path, so perhaps I really have nothing to teach you. And actually, you might teach me. LOL, you never know. I can teach you this though, we all go through difficult times. We all struggle, we all want peace in one form or another. Reaching for it form a dark side will only bring you more grief. Be careful when you seek darkness because it will find you. I am a Christian and have had my fair share of dealing with spiritual warfare. I am not perfect and have experienced trials that led me astray and can tell you when you seek darkness, it comes in every shape and form. When you seek light your light shines through for others to see. I am not a light worker, just a Christian who has faced trials and tribulations. Without God, I would have nothing. Everything I am and have is because I have sought Him. Basically just remember, we all fall. We all beat ourselves up and want to take the easy road out of here but the easy road leads to darkness and distress. Whatever tribulations you are facing right now, have faith my friend. God hears your prayers and will carry you when you are weak. I am not trying to push my religion or beliefs of on you, I merely speaking from first hand experience dealing with evil, illness, disease and disappointment. Have faith my friend in something. If you can't find faith in God, find faith in something you can believe in because we all need faith in this troubled world. "I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me" Phillipians 4:13 "I shall call upon the name of the Lord who is worthy to be praised; so shall I be saved from mine enemies" Psalm 18:2-4 "In God is my salvation and my glory; the rock of my strength, and my refuge, is in God." Psalm 62:6-8 "He must become greater; I must become less.” John 3:30 |