It sounds like you ran out of meds. Every person who comes here speaking of being from some otherworldly place does so with a narcissistic tone. As if they are better than the current inhabitants of this place.

If you're here, it doesn't matter where you are from, you're going to go through the same nonsense that we will. The death, the destruction, the corruption, you're just as much a part of it as anyone else is.

Lastly, how can someone who claims to be a part of something much higher and more advanced have such a problem explaining things? Your post makes you sound like a distressed gothic teenage finger waggler whos tagline always seems to be "nobody cares how I feel"

Sorry OP, if your post was made for anything other than mild entertainment, you've had an epic fail.