I have never understood why a benevolent God would create a world of pain and torture that this planet really is. Populated with degenerate swine that seems to be nourished by hurting and killing each other. Needless to say after searching and reading most of my life, i have accidentally stumbled onto this.

This post is for those who like me have been deeply affected by Insiders comments. After reading and re-reading the PDF of his responses, my whole world has flipped around. I am not going to pretend to understand some deeply sacred things that i didnt understand before, but one thing that has changed is that a lot of the puzzle pieces have now come together to form a new picture that is more complete and makes a lot more sense.

Insider talks about reading ancient texts to gain more knowledge of ourselves and this world. But also says that it has been perverted enough to make sure that it cannot be understood easily by an average mind.

Those of you who have also gained certain clarity might want to read into Corpus Hermetica. Again perverted and mistranslated, but you should be able to find a lot of gems now.

I'll post again when i find more. And if any of you have something to share please do so.