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The theme of my life

 
Zlyle14
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08/28/2011 03:07 PM
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The theme of my life
I feel like I can post blog like threads here because people will actually listen. I wanted to just kinda throw out some things about my life as of late and kinda get some input or suggestions.

The most recent of "events" has been dreams. Last night I had a dream about my ex and a job, not related unless there's a deeper meaning. Essentially, I had a discussion with my ex about if she's happy now, and she is so that makes me happy. It just bothersome that I feel like I've been left behind somehow and I'm having a hard time being content. I'm not so much depressed but just kinda anxious for the opportunity for things to get going again with life. I'm not really waiting for life, per say, but just waiting for my chance to do what I want, which I can't because of jobs, bills, etc. Mainly just stuck to this 'machine' I call money which is overpowering at this point, as far as how badly I need it.

I got off on a tangent there, but the other half of my dream was about a job that I had working with my brother in a restaurant, which was actually my second job in the dream. I was a manager at a restaurant and my brother was screaming at me because of a mistake I made and I think that might have to do with me just letting stuff go in the past. I had the same thing happen when I worked in a restaurant, with my brother, a year ago as well as a recent job.

Hopefully this doesn't seem like a rant but more of a blog, I guess. I think I just need to get the fuck over things and move on because dwelling doesn't solve anything but rather exasperate the emotion that are meant to dissolve. Writing this stuff helps me kinda let out some stuff bottled up, so it's kind of my way of venting.

On a relevant but side now, I felt the need to meditate this morning, which I should do a lot more, and I feel a lot better, compared to when I woke up. The dream just put me in an off mood, which can snowball as the day goes on, but I feel like I have control of the day so far. :)
Peace and Love \/m
Luck
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08/28/2011 03:09 PM
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Re: The theme of my life
Good Luck to you. Everything will work out in time. Things happen when you least expect it. Stay centered.
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08/28/2011 03:23 PM
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Good Luck to you. Everything will work out in time. Things happen when you least expect it. Stay centered.
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Thanks, the meditation helped me get centered today and I really needed it. I feel like I'm moving towards something good, and I'll be there soon.

Cheers
Peace and Love \/m





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