Anybody Else Scared Shitless?????

Debbie, I could have written your post to a "T." Except for the seven children part. I have one. He just turned four.

I've been wide awake since spring, for the most part. Always been discerning and such, not into following the masses, not shallow and unaware, but my eyes opened very wide this past March and April with Japan and Bin Laden (cough, cough) and I've been taking in an incredible amount of information since then. And I'm scared, too.

But it has all had a plus side: I cherish every moment now. When my little one gets up before 5 am and wakes me, I no longer feel aggravated and exhausted. I feel blessed, and hold him so close next to me, smothering him with love. Being afraid of "them", and their little games, all this doom, real, or not, has made me a more fully loving mother and wife.

My husband also says I read too much. But he's in touch with what I tell him, and I know that were I to say the word, he'd believe me fully and have us out of here, away from the ocean, in a heartbeat. No worries there.

I'm not sure what is real, and what is disinformation, and that is what bothers me the most. But I am learning to love more fully, and that can never be a bad thing. Once this next week is over, hopefully without event, I have a bucket list like you read about. I imagine that you do, too.

Love your family. Smile in the sun. Keep your preps updated and fully stocked. Keep a full tank of gas at all times. And try not to obsess; this is my biggest challenge of all, I must admit. Obsessing does nothing but steal away those moments of joy we might experience. If everything hits the fan soon, I don't want to spend countless hours leading up to it awash in despair and anxiety.

xxxooo

I'm really upset too, not really scared to death, but upset because of the information out there. I don't know what to believe, don't know what's true and what's a lie.

That's the most disturbing part for me, the not knowing. So, just put your trust in the Lord and pray for His protection.

That's really all we can do.

LOL my family raises eyebrows to when I point out things. but I usually dont tell them anything unless there is pretty good supporting evidence for them to see, so the eyebrow raising is more of OMG that appears true, than disbelief

They can make up their own minds with the evidence provided and can even research for more if they wish.

an ounce of PREVENTION CAN SAVE YOU AND YOUR LOVED ONES.

Fo sho! Wouldn't be surprised if most of the populated areas on this planet are facing severe radiation.

whats the ounce of prevention

BEST ADVICE HERE. Prepare as you should. But have no fear. As mentioned above, have an anchor. The rest is BS.

That thread about the Aspen Elite party thing, was a lot of bull. Solar Flares don't work like that.

So , relax, bad things will happen. but I guess we will have a fighting chance.

Be positive until the end. Thats the vibrational essence of your spirit. Positive vibrations can create universes.
You have no idea what Love, and a positive spirit can create.
Peace and LOVE.

Let's ride....

I rarely qoute the Bible, but this is one that keeps me grounded.

2 Timothy 1:7

"For God has not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind."


Don't be afraid.

Unfortunately, I agree. That this is not being talked about constantly in the "news" leads me to believe it is an unbelievably, irredeemably, horrible incident.

Don't be scared Debbie.
You won't be thinking rationally when your mind is consumed with fear.

Get prepared. It is your duty as a mother to protect your children and yourself. Make mental plans at the very least.

You are not at all helpless...yet.

Besides weapons, food and water, you can create a plan of action to deal with the doom.

Solar Doom-Find a deep cave.

Earthquake-Find an open field..could use ropes for safety.

Tidal wave-High ground

Financial Doom-Re-learn your hunter/gatherer skills.



Think about and develop the hardened attitude Sarah Conner had in terminator. Prepare yourself mentally to pull that trigger to save you and your family.

Get a tough dog. An Aussie might be better than a big dog.
Having a man around could not hurt. Unless you get pregnant.

Plan your survival.

Hi Debbie.

Just where are you getting this intel that you will die?
That this is the End? End of What? End of Bad Times?
Where are you getting this intel that a bunch of filthy rich assholes will decide when you die?

Debbie. Being awake is not knowing all the things people are stating in threads that your friends don't know anything about.

Being awake is being true to you and discovering the truth of your world.

Some of this stuff people are stating, they are repeating what they've heard someone say or state now matter way back when.

Debbie. There are many of us that had the same access to that information and asked ourself...if this is true...what can I do to make a difference.

What have you done? Walked around scared?
Imagine standing before your God and he says, "Debbie, I watched you use the gift if Life I gave you. You spent it watching t.v. and then you turned to listening to what others had to say was going on in the world I gave you to experience." "Debbie, what did you do with the time I gave you? How did you make the world better if you thought it was not good? What beautiful things did you see that I provided for you everyday? Did you learn to hate my creations? Where does your heart lie with where you were given Life? Do you believe I let you life in an unliveable place?"

I woke up. I heard what you heard. To this day I have yet to see proof of a master plan to 'kill' anyone off. What I see is people who agree to die for their cause, and a place to bury them. In war, people 'sign up' to be 'killers' of the other side, and in doing so, they sign up to be killed by the other side....that's not a master plan by any filthy ass bankers, that's a bunch of people who 'believe' in something so much they put their 'soul' on the line for the cause.

It's all an illusion. In America, all you have to do is tell people something is going to happen and sit back..they'll make it happen their self. If you tell them on the 15th an army will march through their town, then on the 15th they will be looking for an army, and any group they perceive to be an army they will take action and there was no threat until there was a threat...it's all rumor.

The rules of engagement were do not shoot unless fired upon. Guess who would shoot at a soldier? Someone waging a war. They try to protect those that don't want to war, the civilians and children...but the ones who want war, will take their war right into the homes of the women and children and start shooting outside at anyone they want to and then when they get shot back and the women and children die too, you get mad. It's all about choices.

Debbie, you can choose to let others tell you what to believe or you can ask your God if he plans for you to die anytime soon. If the answer is no, then ignore the nonsense.

Not everyone is on the same path and you can't tell what path you are following when you listen to someone else.

That you most resist is what you will experience the most.

Let it go Debbie. Go back to enjoying your gift of Life and turn all of it off. T.V. and GLP.

Provide a meal or money for a meal to someone less fortunate. Help an elderly woman with her groceries. Park a little further out in the parking lot so the elderly who can't find a vacant Handicap parking space can still park closer. Notice a flower that is still blossoming it's beauty this time of year. Look for evidence of whether the bees are still active, listen for a birdsong.

There is so much beauty and what you pay attention to is what you are aware of the most.

Change what you are paying attention to, if you want to.

It's all about you and your choices.

I don't see the world you see, maybe I'm in a parallel universe and our worlds interconnect and I am aware of your world only by your post.

Sure I get a glimpse every once in a while of news about wars, but I don't see them and I don't trust what I read. One time the town I live in had a county that flooded, and the news media got on it and made it look like the entire town was flooded...people were calling to see if I was okay and our news didn't have that kind of reporting and I had to tell them it was overkill, only an area suffered the flood and it was over long before the (k)news kept regurgitating it as if it was major and current.

See something different. You are awake and potentially controlled if you are helping them see what they tell you to see.

What is really out there? All the years of your life there's been stuff in the universe. All those years none of that stuff affected you. If you want it to? It will.

Give it enough thought and it will find a way to be part of your life. Just know what you want Debbie.

I wish you well.

Please don't be scared! That is exactly the vibration that they want you to be in, the fear vibration. Choose Love, please! There is nothing to be afraid of, we are all well looked after by unseen forces of the light, there is a huge divine plan in the works for the removal of the dark and the upliftment of humanity. All is good. Trust God, Trust you are his child, he is within you. You incarnated at this time in history for a reason, go within and remember why you are here. Meditation is great for stress and relaxation, and getting in touch with your higher self (soul). Hope this helps! Be the strength that those around you who are unaware of these changes, and just be prepared as best as you can for about 3 months time for supplies and such.

Love is the answer, Love is the key..visualize a new earth filled with beauty and love abound, no greed, hatred or illness...focus on that and you should be ok with what is to come..

God love you, and so do I =)

We are one

When I saw all the reptilian hybrid stuff I was scared out of my freaking mind.

But during these times, I.e. The ninth wave, i think you are supposed to go thru that fear period.

It doesn't last long these days cuz every 18 days or so the whole thing changes.

So I think we are right where we need to be.

I have been complaining that I am ready for something to freaking happen, but I am becoming grateful for this time to work thru some neg emotional stuff.

Don't be afraid, be excited! It's going to be awesome!
They say the angels waited in line to be here during these days... BTW I'm not religious.
I'm not sure what's really going to happen but just remember this; there's talk of doom almost every year, and it never happens. Don't panic until it happens... But be prepares just in case. Nobody has ever said, "I wish I didn't prepare."

Imagime the doom of the dust bowl.

[link to en.wikipedia.org]

After the crash that started the great depression most people lost everything. Banks closed and never paid the deposits back. Land was sold for ten cents an acre to pay the taxes on it. Then the dust bowl came and was like a story of famine from the Bible. But, we made it through it. I have been "awake" now for 3 years. I am prepared for just about anything. I have accomplished food independence with a 50' by 70' organic garden and a few chickens I keep at a friends barn. We split the eggs. I go over and take care of the chickens....clean the coop....water and such. The chickens eat my garden scraps, like sweet potato vines and okra that got too big.

The more you prepare the more confidence you will have. We are just returning to a way of life that is more sustainable. Corporate farms and stores do not want us to provide for ourselves because we wouldn't need them. The government does not want us to provide for ourselves because they can't tax it.

If there is going to be 3 days of darkness from a dark star and doom galore we will make it through it. They did the last time. Look into the morman 3 month food storage plan for your family. I am not morman. But, they have really thought out their plan. Get a shotgun for home protection. Then return to living the best life you can.

Fear is pointless ... it truly is. All fear does is destroy ones capability of critical thought and courage. The more you fear the more useless you become and thats one thing I would never want to be in the face of crisis.

Last Edited by *TheSeventhSister* on 09/22/2011 10:43 AM

Debbie, I think most of us were the same way by 2 months in to reading GLP. Give it another 2 months, and you'll be begging to ride with SHRs ghostrider. It's just that much fun :)

And a healthy level of paranoia is good. Keeps you on your toes.


But don't let anything scare you to the point that you can't function. Fear is the biggest weapon TPTB (the powers that be) use on us to keep us from taking care of ourselves. They want us to be codependent.

Be an independent thinker and live your life to the fullest. Don't give in to the fear.

Best advice on these times I have ever read! Good job!

girl.

you are just new to this 'being awake' business. 6 months is NOTHING.

in no time you will be able to be scared shitfull again, and be able to shit just like before.

even longer, you just wont be scared anymore.

A song for you to keep in your heart, OP.

This

Last Edited by Azila on 09/22/2011 11:46 AM

There is nothing to fear than fear itself. What do we fear? Death? well we will die someday to. Death is only the beginning of something new. Just like seasons, being scared is your reptilian part of the "old" brain. Just dont listen to it. You are more than this body you are inside now, this is just your "laptop" to experience this frequency.

Maybe not so much....read this.

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