A deceiver you are trapped in asura consciousness, one cannot hope to obtain the truth without obtaining first omniscient mind, this is the secret of the siddah yogi.

One must remove bad karma first

for this chant Om Thiru Neela Katam makaral Sivaya Nama


then through years of meditation upon Om Namasivaya Dattitreya Siva Baba can you come even close to seeing Kaliki